Poster I adviced you to seek your Doctors advice or join a support group you insist on a pity party here.
Despite wide spread enlightenment most people are still ignorant on HIV Transmission and strides in control,
Stigma is still wide spread and half incomplete information rife.
You have succeded in adding to your problems by swallowing information which is incorrect.
No stigma like self stigma.
Go and see your Doctor, share your concerns, there are trained counselors at all heart to heart centers, so much money is spent on that so you won't feel suicidal from getting wrong information.
If you like stay and continue to wallow in self pity.
Thousands of HIV Positive Mothers produce Negative Children thanks to information and science
Burger, Bless You.