PLEASE DON'T MIND MY ENGLISH

I just finish a computer school were I learnt desktop publishing..but of all d application I was thaught over der I only like d corel draw part I got myself a laptop wich I used in practising everyday but only on corel draw..
D latest suprise I experienced recently is wen I saw a guy designing a carnival banner dats wen I know av been fooling myself all diz while cos everything d guy did on d banner looks like magic to me now am afraid I don't know wat to do cos I love design.....................................................................................
Please kindly help me in choosing wat to do

Wen I watched tv commercial I always av soo much interest n it and I also luv aw some tricks are been used in music videos
Now I have decided to go into this line but I don't know the particular field dat will siut me..am ready to learn No matter d difficulties

PLEASE DON'T MIND MY ENGLISH
Please ask me any question if u don't understand fully wat I meant in this post

Thanks

Seequadry: D latest suprise I experienced recently is wen I saw a guy designing a carnival banner dats wen I know av been fooling myself all diz while cos everything d guy did on d banner looks like magic to me

I think u are in love with graphics design, motion graphics, video editing and visual effects. Find a good tutor on adobe premier pro, after effects and photoshop then with hard work, ur problem is solved.

i'm still learning though, dnt want 2 start postin any of my design yet, until i'm sure i'm a lil good enough