One bullet left in my gun chamber and to think I plan on using it on myself saddens me.

Life has dealt me a strong blow and I yearn to put an end to it, why should you live when you have nothing to live for, no one to render your love to and vice versa, lost a great deal of those dear to my heart to an unforseen grasp.

A knot around my strained neck seems fair than a bullet, have always hated guns so I think I will opt for a rope around my neck instead of a bullet.

But the groans and yelps from a knot isn't fair either so am doing away with the idea.

Should I just take a plunge into the lagoon but I heard in a documentary that drowning isn't a good way to go and the lagoon isn't a child play either, imagine urself drowning nd gulpning up litres of water "me I no like dat one @ all oh"

I think I will wait for nature to take it course, a death by natural means is still considered as death right?, guess I just have to wait till it happens.

@op - mix 'cabad' and hydrogen in a bowl and drink.. just go to sleep after this and nature will do the rest.. tested and trusted

@iterator..y nah

iterator25: @op - mix 'cabad' and hydrogen in a bowl and drink.. just go to sleep after this and nature will do the rest.. tested and trusted

Op..nice write up but those means are already outdated

I've got an idea
jump in front of a moving Train
It's easy,fast and the best part of it all is Fame;your suicide news will be broadcasted nationwide on NTA 9pm and even news-papers..
Just think about it