hardly have appetite to eat

U mentioned that the reason for your back ache was due to the fact that u always carried water on ur head right?

But u were advised to do an MRI isn't it?

donbenedict:
U mentioned that the reason for your back ache was due to the fact that u always carried water on ur head right?

not on my head, my hands bt upstairs

nnamdiokere45:
not on my head, my hands bt upstairs

if only u had good friends, they would have raised money for u.

donbenedict:
if only u had good friends, they would have raised money for u.

thats life bro

nnamdiokere45:
thats life bro

do u believe in Jesus?

I have seen many people that suffered from severe illnesses, contemplated suicide just like u, but later fought through and got hilled. Guy stop thinking about suicide CU's u don't know if u will be our generations greatest leader. Be strong....just remember that after trying every possible means of treating that ache, try God.

Bro, Please if you will commit suicide, try GOD before that.

I also av this weird feeling i cannot understand, i av used lot of pills that does not seem effective.

Now i'm looking up to GOD for his devine healing and I believe by his grace i will overcome.

Suicide seem cool but whenever i think about my family, i jus want to always be with them! You should also consider them

nnamdiokere45:
if you have been following my threads, you wld see I have been complaining of a back ache. I done xrays, taken pain killers, nerve relaxant but nothing seem to work. Every day for the past one month am always on Google looking for solutions, tumors cancer comes on. Anxiety has destroyed me, I even think am going into depression.nothing interest me anymore, I hardly have appetite to eat and am losing weight. Am just tired, am even scared of doing the mri because even if they find sumtin,no money for treatment so its better to kill myself on time before doin those things. Fight cancer is a lost battle. I read about that spartacus guy that was also complaining of backache and was losing weight ,he tried to fight but lost after eighteen months. I would go for confession tomorrow and kill myself. I don't like seein my family the way they are now. I would miss nairaland,lalasticlala,mynd44,trapqueen, fynestboi, domique. But I can't take this anxiety anymore. Google has driven me mad.I try to stay of but can't.

Please you should hold on there,your case is not the worst. Don't be a looser.
Why are you closing your door before God?
Who gave you the diagnosis you are wishing yourself?
Who told you that spinal pain with associated weight loss is diagnostic for cancer?

From the brief history you gave,what is devastating you is depression rather than the pain itself because you allowed your imaginary thought of cancer to overwhelm you. You have presented with symptoms that are diagnostic of depression. Anhedonia,that is lose of interest in what you used to enjoy,loss of appetite and weight loss,coupled with suicidal ideation.These are symptoms of depression rather than your anticipated cancer.

Your first line of management is for you to see a psychiatrist/psychologist for proper assessment and counselling.

The pain in your spine could be as a result of disc prolapse,fractured vertebrae or spinal cord compression which plain radiograph(x-ray) can mis,hence the request for superior investigation. It could also be infections like osteomyelitis,TB of the spine.

You need to go to very good hospital with specialist rheumatologist and possibly orthopaedic surgeon for review and re-assessment.And you must stop carrying load that will put pressure on the spine,stop strenuous exercise and sleep on a strong mattress, if possible the orthopedic type. You also need to modify you lifestyle if you work on computer or sit to read for long hours.Alcohol and smoking should be put to a stop if you are a fan.

Please try your best to source for money and get over this pain.Even if it means going to church to beg,please do.

Suicide should never be an option,it is a crime before man and God.Commit your case into God's hand , so that help can locate you and you will have a reason to smile once again.

It is well.