hi my name is Abel Joshua and am in my early twenties my girl whom i adore just recently broke up with me, thou at first it was a hard pill to swallow but as time went on little by little i am having a different perspective of the whole thing ok. before the break up there was this girl i knew but we dint talk much she stays around my place not to far from my house, we became friends as a result of her frequent visit to my neighbors wife who she claimed was her friend. during Christmas she came to visit my neighbor's wife and as Christmas was in the air i offered her Christmas food which she declined at first but accepted after much persuasion from me, she complimented my cooking skills and of course i am a good cook. So one time she came to my house in the evening and met me cooking' i invited her in and i notice she was not feeling too well so i asked her to lay down a bit while i cook or get her something to eat,. long story short after that day as a result of the care i showed her she came and payed me more frequent visits and even confessed that she loved me and i told her she should really think about it that may be she dint love me and she was confused although i dint say to her i love her in return cuz i dint love her, and that she should be sure of what she feels because i was still trying to get over my girlfriend, so we kissed and things got a bit out of hand we had sex and she enjoyed every bit of it without even protesting, she held on tight to me and kissed me all over, she was even pushing it hard on me after we were done she just laid quite for some seconds and left claiming i took advantage of her and raped her she said she trusted me and i broke the trust she had towards me, that she loved me and i did this to her. i begged her and apologized to her'' i told her i never meant for it to happen this way. so guys please help me is this rape cuz i feel bad since then i even feel like i cheated on my girlfriend that broke up with me even thou we are not together. pls your honest and matured contributions will be appreciated thanks. forgive my wrong punctuation i was in a haste when i typed this.