I feel your pain my brother...
In 2016, I met my girlfriend and for 5 years we didn't have sex because she was a virgin and she wasn't ready for it, but all of a sudden middle last year she wanted to give me her virginity, in her words she couldn't risk being disvirgined by another guy, because she loved me so much, by the way I never asked or disturbed her for sex all those years because I am not the type to ever ask or disturb a girl for sex...I feel sex should come naturally and mutually, long story short, I disvirgined her last year, and now she is the one who disturbs me for sex, she loves sex now, even though she has never cheated on me, I get scared That something like what happened to this brother right here, might happen to me too, because she is also in school far from my reach.