Thanks everyone for the backlash. That's why I created the topic anyway.

Hmmm. Ok I can stop sneaking into the maids room. I'm not a paedophile, no sexual attraction to kids. Neither am I a rapist. I've never forced someone for sex or molested anyone, not even my wife. She can even vouch for me and will never believe it was me writing this if she stumbles into the thread.

My struggle will be my relation. She is undergoing some training and putting up at my place. It will take like 2 years before she is through. It's not like I carry her every day. But once a while when we need to talk late into the night then I carry her as we talk

@IfGodbeforus and @Brachaa thanks for your comments. But I didn't rape anyone. I don't even touch them. Whatabout married people that masturbate? Usually I feel some relief after I've done it and don't feel any form of condemnation

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Fake fake fake

This isn't fake. You don't know me so what will I gain from drawing unnecessary attention. It's what is happening to me presently

Good day house. I'll try and keep this as short as possible. I had to open this account cos my wife is also a Nairaland member.

I'll just start from when we were dating. My wife and I (fiancėe then) agreed on no sex till marriage. So we would kiss, touch and romance and I would eventually get to orgasm and ejaculate. This continued till we got married. We've been married now for almost ten years. Being that it is already a part of our relationship, any time my wife is tired or not in the mood for sex she would beg me to just "press" as we now call it. So I would just touch her and press and relieve myself.

Now some years ago we had a teenager living with us as a maid when my wife 1st took in. Because of my wife's pregnancy sex was like once in a month or once in 2 months and pressing wasn't convenient for her as she needed enough time and space cos of some complications at the early stage of the pregnancy. She had to go spend some time at her mom's. So konji was so strong and I didn't wanna have any extra marital affair so while the maid was sleeping one night I went into her room and lay behind her, pressed my erected private part against her buttocks and relieved myself. She didn't even know what I did for she was fast asleep. I didn't touch her breast, buttocks or private part. I only lay behind her pressing my stuff lightly on her backside.

Ok fast forward to now, my wife isn't pregnant anymore, I can have sex any time I want but I still enjoy sneaking into our little maid's room (she is just 10yrs) when everyone is asleep, lying down behind her and pressing.

Recently, a relation of mine came visiting. She is in her twenties. Because of how close I am to her, I would carry her on my laps pressing her backside against my private part and release in the process. I don't touch her breast or buttocks I only carry her on my laps. But I think she would be feeling my erected private part against her buttocks but she has never objected me carrying her on my laps cos she takes me as her elder brother and knows I cannot do anything intimate with her. All this usually happen at night when my wife is asleep. I put off the lights and ensure my relation doesn't see my erected private part. I wear my shorts or underwear so the wetness is concealed.

My question is, am I committing a sin since I am having sexual pleasures with people other than my wife? But I've never touched their breast, buttocks or other private parts. This relation of mine, I can't even remember seeing her unclad. I don't kiss her or handle her. I only carry her on my laps as we discuss and relieve myself.

I've tried to stop sneaking into our maid's room several times and tried carrying my relation on my laps several times but failed. There is this pleasure I just get from releasing through them that I can't explain. I don't intend having sex with any other lady besides my wife cos I'm a very religious person. But I'm not committing adultery I think cos its just me enjoying myself harmlessly without the knowledge of the girls.