For more than 16 years I have never experienced joy in the literal sense of it. I don’t know what happiness looks like. I have so much pain I wish I was never born. Nothing seems to make me happy for more than 24 hours. I have removed myself from every relationship/friendship or activity that Involves people because I can’t cope with normality anymore. I have bought sniper once but couldn’t drink it, I am in so much pain it’s unbelievable. It’s not even about money, all that does is give me happiness for 24 hours and then the pain resumes. I don’t ask no girls out because I can’t cope with company, I will most likely get angry after few hours for whatever reason or just her presence. I’m so lost, getting old and very ALONE. I want to die now please, I don’t want one more day on this planet, why isn’t God granting my wish?

Go straight to the point.

What is your wish?

What you need is hope that your future will be better, and you find this in the Bible. Read Isaiah 25:8

lol'HAVE BUY SNIPPER ONCE BUT I COULDNT DRINK IT" is like head dey pain you,if you wan die just die dnt come and make noise here jare
what did u want us to do for you now

Dorcmass:
lol'HAVE BUY SNIPPER ONCE BUT I COULDNT DRINK IT" is like head dey pain you,if you wan die just die dnt come and make noise here jare
what did u want us to do for you now

sharap mr man! u can actually do better dan showing off ur childish nature in every thread!

If your wish is money, then don't think of dying. If it's other problems, don't die either.

I am depressed because I was discarded because of money. I have nothing. Even this Christmas, I don't have anything. But I know there will be light at the end of the tunnel.

Because I'm broke and left behind my peers don't mean I should take my life.there is always something to live for.

Please friend, don't end or think of ending your life. There are people facing worse but they are still fighting.

I rather die trying than being a coward to partner with death.

Badboibipo:
For more than 16 years I have never experienced joy in the literal sense of it. I don’t know what happiness looks like. I have so much pain I wish I was never born. Nothing seems to make me happy for more than 24 hours. I have removed myself from every relationship/friendship or activity that Involves people because I can’t cope with normality anymore. I have bought sniper once but couldn’t drink it, I am in so much pain it’s unbelievable.

You lost me at 16 years. So what are you waiting for? Why having you made an appointment with a psychiatrist so you can get on treatment and finally break that streak?

Why come on here to whine to us when the possible solution is instead you seek out the help of a psychiatrist in this? If you don't know the way to a psychiatrist, ask any doctor out there where you live to give you direction.

Ladikwa:
What you need is hope that your future will be better, and you find this in the Bible. Read Isaiah 25:8

No he won't. You don't find hope in words written in a book.. you find it in God if you wil believe.

younglleo:
sharap mr man! u can actually do better dan showing off ur childish nature in every thread!

what did u mean

Calm down Young man.
You're still young.
Dont halt your life with the sadness you're feeling today.
Look out for some good church, counsellors or some elders in your family(ones wey get cool head) and speak with them please.

Peace and only peace I wish your soul and heart

Badboibipo:
For more than 16 years I have never experienced joy in the literal sense of it. I don’t know what happiness looks like. I have so much pain I wish I was never born. Nothing seems to make me happy for more than 24 hours. I have removed myself from every relationship/friendship or activity that Involves people because I can’t cope with normality anymore. I have bought sniper once but couldn’t drink it, I am in so much pain it’s unbelievable. It’s not even about money, all that does is give me happiness for 24 hours and then the pain resumes. I don’t ask no girls out because I can’t cope with company, I will most likely get angry after few hours for whatever reason or just her presence. I’m so lost, getting old and very ALONE. I want to die now please, I don’t want one more day on this planet, why isn’t God granting my wish?

First what is causing you to have this pain??
If you can find the answer to this then you have solve part of your problem then try finding the solution.

Killing yourself won't solve anything, I believe in heaven and hell, so if you commit suicide you will end up spending eternity in hell, you think you are suffering now just imagine endless suffering in the great beyond.

I was in your shoes years back with depression and suicidal thoughts, healing takes time, just find someone to air all your frustrations on if you cant get a therapist, the person might not give you the advice you want but talking about your problems really helps in a way.
Just dont give up on life, there is light at the end of the tunnel.
Stay blessed

What do you desire?

I might help...

Badboibipo:
For more than 16 years I have never experienced joy in the literal sense of it. I don’t know what happiness looks like. I have so much pain I wish I was never born. Nothing seems to make me happy for more than 24 hours. I have removed myself from every relationship/friendship or activity that Involves people because I can’t cope with normality anymore. I have bought sniper once but couldn’t drink it, I am in so much pain it’s unbelievable. It’s not even about money, all that does is give me happiness for 24 hours and then the pain resumes. I don’t ask no girls out because I can’t cope with company, I will most likely get angry after few hours for whatever reason or just her presence. I’m so lost, getting old and very ALONE. I want to die now please, I don’t want one more day on this planet, why isn’t God granting my wish?

Bro, don't kill your self, everything is gonna be okay,you should even thank God that money is not your problem.. My main problem now is money it makes me sick and tired of everything...my only hope now is God

HenryDion:
What do you desire?

I might help...

I just want to stop feeling so empty every day, nothing literally excites me. My spirit is so broken

Badboibipo:
For more than 16 years I have never experienced joy in the literal sense of it. I don’t know what happiness looks like. I have so much pain I wish I was never born. Nothing seems to make me happy for more than 24 hours. I have removed myself from every relationship/friendship or activity that Involves people because I can’t cope with normality anymore. I have bought sniper once but couldn’t drink it, I am in so much pain it’s unbelievable. It’s not even about money, all that does is give me happiness for 24 hours and then the pain resumes. I don’t ask no girls out because I can’t cope with company, I will most likely get angry after few hours for whatever reason or just her presence. I’m so lost, getting old and very ALONE. I want to die now please, I don’t want one more day on this planet, why isn’t God granting my wish?

if you're in lagos go to the lagoon, I no get motivational speech for anybody, na all of us the depression dey worry, if you wan kill yourself then be my guest

Baba since money no be ur problem
Abeg transfer some of them to this account
2190283917 UBA I will greatly appreciate

Badboibipo:


I just want to stop feeling so empty every day, nothing literally excites me. My spirit is so broken

What triggers you? What makes you depress? There can't be smoke without fire unless you're just chasing attention.

HenryDion:
What triggers you? What makes you depress? There can't be smoke without fire unless you're just chasing attention.

I am afraid there can, where depression and other mental illnesses are concerned.