ahnie:
Old habits die hard....childofdoom is a virtual case study.

user294:
What happened to him? Would love to know. And it is true, but this time, I swear on my life, it must die. In short, it is dead. I can't watch my life waste away anymore. All I have lost, I leave behind. No more chasing.

ahnie:

Mark my words...
You would still go back to your vomit.



I leave you in peace.

yomi007k:
Gambling is a business designed to feed;
1. The owner.
2. His workers.
3. A few winners maybe some 0.5%.

The remaining 99.5% feed the top of the food chain. You fall in this category.


Stop or continue to destroy yourself.

Your choice.

Koko88:
Where's your location?

kennethfranc:
I don't know how else I can tell my fellow youth that gambling ruins ones life.

If u could go back with 40k(someone's salary a month) that you got for free, I don't think you're ready to quit.

Paayne:
My gee..trust me when I say you won't die if nobody here comes to your aid. If possible, just prepare yourself for the worst case scenario. That’s my own little trick im telling you for free. As a fellow brethren in the gambling business, i understand your situation very well cos I've been there too.

Bro, you just have to make deliberate efforts to stop once and for all. Anytime the thought comes up, also remind yourself of all the bullshit it has caused you and all the good ones you've lost, that should be enough motivation to stop for real. ah no get money, ah for show you love, cos i understand the situation perfectly.

Like i said before, don't kill yourself with overthinking and just prepare your mind for the worst case scenario. You'll be fine!

Lionize:
I thought you needed prayers or advice, I didn't know you'll be asking for money. That's not wise, you'll see it as 'free' and waste it.
If you need clothes and shoe to start work, borrow shoe and clothes from your peers.

As for the mess you put yourself into, when you are truly ready to get out of it, then you get yourself out of it.

40k was more than enough to start a job, and perhaps pay some out of your debts.

HighWITCH:
Hmm. I read with caution and a slice of empathy.
Wondering how you managed to still graduate with a 2.1 after two extra sessions!
Anyway, you are clearly an intelligent person...quite obvious from your writing appeal.

It's just a habit, and a harmful one as such. All that is required is to deal a big blow to you such as causing very big issues with the relationship with your uncle and then you will dread gambling for life. That's the key.

This may sound stone hard but in future you'll realise that's what got you out.

kingRagnarr:
I dont want to say anything cos seriously i knw i can be brutally honest nd u might not like that but i hope u will get help soon rather than later

Godshand21:
No matter how it be, don't harm yourself.
God will provide for you.