I have been suffering from a life threatening illness for over a long period of time now. But one thing that always frustrate me is that nobody ever takes me seriously whenever I try explain to people howmuch of a life-threat this sickness can be. They will always downplay it as though I don't know what what I am talking about, and then some have even go ahead to label me as a lazy person because of it.

Sometime ago, I went to a medical doctor and explained my situation to him the next thing he did was to send me to the psychiatric section of the hospital. He told me that everything I have been experiencing is only happening in my mind, and that they were not real. For a while, I believed all that the doctor said and acted as if it was all happening only in my mind, but the more I follow that line of believe, the more my health condition continues to worsen even more and more.


Onetime In the past, I reluctantly kissed a girl for the first time, and few days later she came complaining to me that she is experiencing some symptoms, and suprisingly, all her symptoms were very identical to mine. I was so shocked. That was the moment when I started to believe that this my illness could not just only be real but could actually be communicable. Not just communicable, but communicable by saliva/droplets. Also, I once called my distant girlfriend, who didn't date me for long, on the phone(a different girl from the first one) and I was just giving her some flimsy excuses on why I missed attending her celebration. I told her that I was sick, in an attempt to lie to her I started telling her my real sickness symptoms to be my lying-sickness-symptom (the symptoms which many never believed I had, and which made them to call me lazy) but to my greatest surprise she told me that she also has been experiencing thesame thing for sometime. I knew I had never kissed her before. One thing I can vividly remember is eating with her from thesame plate and with thesame spoon. So My saliva could have been on that spoon(so I thought to myself). Could it be how she got it? Only God can answer that question. Nobody has ever understood my sickness before except for the people who also had the symptoms themselves.

The first girl (the one which I told you people I kissed). Yes, she also went on to date one other guy like that(I never dated her anyway). I believe the two of them must have also shared a kiss while they were both dating(though I wasn't there). Not so long ago, she came and was telling me about how this guy (her now ex-boyfriend) has now lossed alot of weight in just a shot period of time. Rapid weight loss was a major symptom I suffered at the beginning of my sickness and which I am still suffering from uptil today



The Following Are My Actual Fears in All Of This:

1. If the doctors didn't believe me when I told him I had those symptoms. I doubt anyone (except me ) will believe them(my friends and others) when they also start telling people about their health issues

2. Any one who contracts it may never be able to find out what is actually wrong with him or her as It took me about 3 to 4 years before I could actually understand what was going on with me.(it is a slow killer by the way. It doesn't kill quickly but it is sure to kill a person if it's not handled well. I know a person who had the symptoms before me and is now dead)

3. The drugs on the pharmacist's counter may not work for it ( I know this because I have tried many of the top antibiotic drugs on the counter which I cannot name here)

4. Little Confession: The person who died before, from my kind of symptoms and whom I believe got this sickness before me, also complained about these symptoms back then(when I didn't know much about it) but I also never took her serious. If only I know everything I know now, back then, she would have atleast live longer that(She actually died in a top government hospital).

The sad fact is that many people May not actually understand just how serious this "Mysterious sickness" might be until it gets to them(just as I didn't believe it until it also happened to me), and seriously, I don't pray for anyone to have my kind of luck because if it happens to anyone that way, the experience is going to be just like "hellfire on earth". Those are just the closest three words that can perfectly summarize all I have been experiencing so far. I believe this sickness is still very strange to many(and even to me carrying it) and It doesn't actually show on the face(I do wear a smiley face sometimes to hide my internal struggles from certain people) . And I think that my constant smiling could be what made many people around me do not believe I am actually sick and have now resulted in calling me lazy and say that I don't like to do anything.

By the way I know what pathogen may actually be responsible for all of these. It was found in my lab test result and also in the result of the "kiss girl"(I stylishly asked her to go for that same lab test). I never metioned it up there because it's still a "MAYBE" situation, it's still a probability and I am not 100% certain if it is really responsible or not.



Conclusion: I really do not pray for anybody to be in my shoe, but assuming you were to be in my shoes, what will you do? How will you go about it? and why will you do it?( that is if you believe my story)

What are the symptoms you are experiencing?

just mention ur symptom and i will tell u the bacteria or the viral disease u have and when u mention gotten through saliva then it should be virus which won’t kill you physically but it will be killing you mentally

juniorrate:
just mention ur symptom and i will tell u the bacteria or the viral disease u have and when u mention gotten through saliva then it should be virus which won’t kill you physically but it will be killing you mentally

Someone wrote this long epistle without saying what is wrong with him and you are taking him serious
That guy is a troll catching cruise.

juniorrate:
just mention ur symptom and i will tell u the bacteria or the viral disease u have and when u mention gotten through saliva then it should be virus which won’t kill you physically but it will be killing you mentally

Okay here they are:

- Rapid loss of weight
- Constant stomach bites
- Constipation
- Sometimes headache
- Bad breath(I am now controlling it)
- Burning sensation bin my body especially my stomach area.

These are just the few I feel more more frequently. Some of the symptoms actually comes and goes while some, I get to live with them everyday

dat9jaguy:



Someone wrote this long epistle without saying what is wrong with him and you are taking him serious
That guy is a troll catching cruise.

Haha I am not surprised at all. Afterall this is not the first time someone is doubting me so I am already used to it and I don't take it personal anymore. The reason why I didn't say what exactly is wrong is because I don't believe anyone can still be able to help me. I told you I went to doctors and they even misunderstood and misinterpreted my illness. I only just want to know the next right step which I should take from here that's all

Antidotecasmir:

Haha I am not surprised at all. Afterall this is not the first time someone is doubting me so I am already used to it and I don't take it personal anymore. The reason why I didn't say what exactly is wrong is because I don't believe anyone can still be able to help me. I told you I went to doctors and they even misunderstood and misinterpreted my illness. I only just want to know the next right step which I should take from here that's all

It will be very hard taking you serious because you are saying a lot of things without saying anything.
OK, we don't know what you are suffering from but you want advice. Who gives advice without full information.

Either you come clean or keep your problems to yourself after all everyone has one problem or the other.

Modified
I just saw your symptoms. Since you say hospitals are not helpful why don't you try going local, as in traditional medicine.

dat9jaguy:


It will be very hard taking you serious because you are saying a lot of things without saying anything.
OK, we don't know what you are suffering from but you want advice. Who gives advice without full information.

Either you come clean or keep your problems to yourself after all everyone has one problem or the other.

Modified
I just saw your symptoms. Since you say hospitals are not helpful why don't you try going local, as in traditional medicine.

Yes, thanks for the advice on going traditional even though I have also been trying most of them. So far majority of them are fake, only a few of them are helping a little. I don't think this will continue to remain my problem for long because I am predicting it will spread widely to the public in future and that also is not good. I think it's mode of spreading is similar to that of coronavirus. I pray successfully find a cure for myself and also help my friend aswell. Anyway thanks for your input

Antidotecasmir:

Yes, thanks for the advice on going traditional even though I have also been trying most of them. So far majority of them are fake, only a few of them are helping a little. I don't think this will continue to remain my problem for long because I am predicting it will spread widely to the public in future and that also is not good. I think it's mode of spreading is similar to that of coronavirus. I pray successfully find a cure for myself and also help my friend aswell. Anyway thanks for your input

Let's do it this way. All medical problems fall into one of these categories :
Physiological
Psychological
Spiritual
You said the doctors say their is nothing wrong with you physiologically.
You don't feel it's from your mind, so that rules out psychologically (at least for you).
The next step is spiritual. Either Church, mosque or native doctor.
That's all I have.

dat9jaguy:



Let's do it this way. All medical problems fall into one of these categories :
Physiological
Psychological
Spiritual
You said the doctors say their is nothing wrong with you physiologically.
You don't feel it's from your mind, so that rules out psychologically (at least for you).
The next step is spiritual. Either Church, mosque or native doctor.
That's all I have.

I'm sorry I don't need any spiritual pastor or Imam or whatever if God wants to help me, he will help me without them. I know you may also want to help out but you can't, even from the start I already know you can't, but I am just keeping this here also for future reference purpose. So that nobody will come and tell me "Why didn't you say anything?", Or "Why did you keep silent all these while"

Modified: On a lighter note it seems like you are using this opportunity to release all the funny memes you have on your phone. You have released 3 now. I guess I should be expecting another one if you reply me again.

Try African Stem Cell, I believe it is capable to remediate y aour crises.

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Antidotecasmir:
I'm sorry I don't need any spiritual pastor or Imam or whatever if God wants to help me, he will help me without them. I know you may also want to help out but you can't, even from the start I already know you can't, but I am just keeping this here also for future reference purpose. So that nobody will come and tell me "Why didn't you say anything?", Or "Why did you keep silent all these while"

Modified: On a lighter note it seems like you are using this opportunity to release all the funny memes you have on your phone. You have released 3 now. I guess I should be expecting another one if you reply me again.

OK take this one

I'm so sorry about your health issues. may God grant you good health.

Ginaz:
I'm so sorry about your health issues. may God grant you good health.

Thank you somuch for your goodwill and amen to your prayer, I really appreciate it

dat9jaguy:



OK take this one

Lol funny

The mysterious sickness you are suffering from is Epstein Barr Virus. When it starts newly you will think it is HIV because it has some symptoms that HIV has such as mononucleosis. And you will see white things growing inside your mouth (as white as snow). Then you will also suffer from enlarged liver or spleen which is the abdominal pain you talked about

Antidotecasmir:
Lol funny

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