canada123:


You right though , stopping an addiction is really difficult . Would read the scriptures. Really appreciate the advice.

Well to be fair, in Canada haven’t done anything , have been celibate for years (except for one happy-ending massage I got though) haven’t had s*x or done anything in Canada , but while I was in Nigeria I sinned a lot, used to use hookup girls a lot while in Nigeria , but in Canada I’m turning a new leaf and don’t want to go down that road again .

Want to become a better version of myself.

canada123:
Hi everyone,

Would appreciate if I’m not crazily judged though. I live in Canada Ontario and I’m single and lonely. The weather isn’t helping also. I’ve been having this strong urge to order an escort . Actually talked to a couple of them on Tryst. There are Latinos and really beautiful. But I honestly don’t want to proceed but my konji is making me look towards it and I feel disgusted with myself for having such strong sexual feelings.

Price is $500 for one hour and I’m looking at booking a 2 hours session.

I just feel bad.

Would appreciate any advice to overcome this crazy urge. Please don’t crazily insult me thanks

Canada isn’t all rosy after all sadly

canada123:
Good thing is it’s a faceless forum and I’m using my second Nairaland account to post this, so I feel like pouring out my heart and seeking genuine help.

I just feel really disgusted with myself.

Jozilinn:
This life no balance at all oh, you are right people are still here begging God for 1k no way,if you can do giveaway we don't mind,I pray God help you.

Pennywise2:
use quiet time to your advantage. I can spend. 4 hours just lying down praying and confessing my sin. Told God am not returning down that road of sin the world celebrate.

Nairalander248:
No wonder my guy was advising I marry before I relocate to Ca

PoliteActivist:


Nlfpmod or seun may ban you for this. You are not allowed to be using two accounts on NL and be yapping about it

advanceDNA:


Send half which money??

canada123:


Would try this, thanks so much . Really appreciate this

canada123:
Hi everyone,

Would appreciate if I’m not crazily judged though. I live in Canada Ontario and I’m single and lonely. The weather isn’t helping also. I’ve been having this strong urge to order an escort . Actually talked to a couple of them on Tryst. There are Latinos and really beautiful. But I honestly don’t want to proceed but my konji is making me look towards it and I feel disgusted with myself for having such strong sexual feelings.

Price is $500 for one hour and I’m looking at booking a 2 hours session.

I just feel bad.

Would appreciate any advice to overcome this crazy urge. Please don’t crazily insult me thanks

Canada isn’t all rosy after all sadly

canada123:
Hi everyone,

Would appreciate if I’m not crazily judged though. I live in Canada Ontario and I’m single and lonely. The weather isn’t helping also. I’ve been having this strong urge to order an escort . Actually talked to a couple of them on Tryst. There are Latinos and really beautiful. But I honestly don’t want to proceed but my konji is making me look towards it and I feel disgusted with myself for having such strong sexual feelings.

Price is $500 for one hour and I’m looking at booking a 2 hours session.

I just feel bad.

Would appreciate any advice to overcome this crazy urge. Please don’t crazily insult me thanks

Canada isn’t all rosy after all sadly

Eazzii:
Shh. Sharrap. Show me where it's prohibited to use 2 accounts (when one isn't banned) and I'll credit you 100k live!!!

canada123:


I’m really praying also he helps me.

If you really need the N1,000 that’s fine haven’t done a giveaway on Nairaland before though but can easily send that to you.

Don’t know how that works , like dropping your account number is it safe on a forum like this. If it is feel free. Would send you the N1,000. Or maybe more

canada123:


I’m really praying also he helps me.

If you really need the N1,000 that’s fine haven’t done a giveaway on Nairaland before though but can easily send that to you.

Don’t know how that works , like dropping your account number is it safe on a forum like this. If it is feel free. Would send you the N1,000. Or maybe more

Jozilinn:
really? I wouldn't mind the 1k really if it wouldn't inconvenience you. 1221869780 access bank.
More blessings to you.

Fanikoko:
Broski get a wife and do wateva you wanna wif her weneva u wanna. u not too young to get one
And fur addiction you heal with time and not over night, if you fall today rise tomarow before you knw it it gone b past

EastAlchemist:
This one na woman
Some na gamble
Some na drugs
Young people which way

canada123:


Well my family is here in Canada and telling my mum about my addiction would break her heart and she would be extremely disappointed in me.

Except for some cousins , my family is here in Canada.

canada123:
Good thing is it’s a faceless forum and I’m using my second Nairaland account to post this, so I feel like pouring out my heart and seeking genuine help.

I just feel really disgusted with myself.

canada123:


True though it’s really much. But not easy finding a girlfriend though here. Dating scene is messed up. I also feel I need a therapy session too so I could become better mentally. I feel I’m a terrible person cause I might cheat with this lifestyle and attitude too.

canada123:


Have thought about getting a wife but the dating scene here in Canada isn’t so straightforward but I’ve really thought about it or possibly coming to Nigeria to pick a girl. But I just feel it’s like 3-4 years time when I’m possibly 29-31 years that I would be mentally ready for marriage. If I enter marriage with this problem and mentality I would mess it up big time.

But like others have said , building a strong mental capacity would go a long way in helping. And I’m looking forward to doing that.

house10studios:
Go clubs bro, just dey go club steady n dress rich n cool.

N approach them u go get 1 or 2.

Unless u no sabi talk to woman