Tatiana4u:

Goodmorning dear.
I’m so sorry for not checking earlier.

Ladyhippolyta88:

No problem.
Respond when you are free please.

Ladyhippolyta88:

Mention when ready.
I want to learn

PaulOtl:

Awwwn...eeyaa,

Ladyhippolyta88:

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Ladyhippolyta88:

Y.

Tatiana4u:

Awwwnnn
Oh yes I did and you obliged me…i can never forget that day cos things were very difficult for me and I still appreciate that kind gesture till today.
I love your perception about spirituality.
It’s better to be spiritual than religious because in spirituality,you are a goddess and in charge of your destiny while in religion,you are at the mercy of your pastor!
Kwa kwa kwa
Oh,you’re a Muslim?
I met some alfas during my struggling days and they couldn’t help me…one of them told me I should marry him because I’m not supposed to be with an ordinary man due to my powers..I fled!
Although they have good ones o but they’re few.
Islam has economic advantages but it doesn’t favor women.
Traditional religion also has its bad sides too…it all depends on who you align with.
God will bless you with a kind hearted man and prosper you.
Btw,how’s school?

Tatiana4u:

Please read and delete

Ladyhippolyta88:
Omo I don't even remember anything for that day or if I obliged you self. I hope you are not mixing it up? I don forget wetin I do that period oo.

I am not a Muslim oo.
I just attract different men I have no interest in including Muslim men.

Let me do and japa finally I will look for White man.
As for school I don done oo. Na scholarship to further out of here that I am on now.
This litigation is not for me. I want to be a faan lawyer in Ilebaye's voice.

Amen to your prayers. Thank you so much.
May God bless your family abundantly.

Tatiana4u:

Amen to your prayers 🙏🙏🙏🙏
Check your twitter inbox,you’ll remember cos it’s was around that lockdown period
Lol
White men sef own good?
They don’t last long with black women o
Unless you just want to use them for cruise because them get skoin skoin o
I’m talking from experience cos I’ve dated some of them
Thank God you’re done o,it’s not easy.God will help you to secure a good job and a good man to secure your future and that of your unborn children.🙏
Amen🙏

Ladyhippolyta88:
I go don delete the inbox but now that you mentioned Twitter it makes sense because I don't recall anything of sort taking place on nairaland. Maybe na now I dey remember say na type I type am give you(is it)?


Amen oo.
White men treat women better compared to Nigerian men my dear. Even if them skoin skoin me I need foreign citizenship Nigeria nor dey benefit me.
That is why I said so. Amen to your prayers thank you.

PaulOtl:

Awwwn...eeyaa, Tatiana this is so touching Sha Sha.
You sound sweet in this expository of yours.
You went through alot.
I'm also a living experience of this limitations as a result of ' the powers that be '
So you're married with kids...oh... Thought you may be younger, maybe a generation Y lady.
You're like a big sister be that.
How I stumbled on this post, I don't even know. I guess I was means to come across it, since we all share the same interests.

Lol @ cowries and juju-lookimg priestess. Interestingly, I met such a woman in the month of June. She used to be a Christian before. Her house is directly facing a church, Andi went to see her in a Sunday morning. I made a mistake by going into the church trying to find her chambers, and when she noticed I was there, she got so livid and started asking me who directed me to look for her inside that church! Adding that she is not a Christian.
In her words, " it's like they didn't tell you I'm not a Christian, oh '' .
I was like..calm down , nau, Aunty.

She told me I'm a white mariner, not the dark forces type of mariners. She was just blushing the whole time I was inside her shirine, which is in her house. She was telling me this and that...I believed some and ignored other things she revealed. Pretty woman , though. She said she has not slept with any man in 11 years. That she has no interest and isn't allowed to.
I said , nawa oh. Okay

It's very bold of you to admit that you were once acting out of frustration whenever you used to insult and lash out at people on this site. It's not an easy thing to admit, sha. It's commendable, ooo.

Tatiana4u:

Yes,you typed it and sent it to me.
lol at God grant you your heart desires 🙏
Amen o🙏
If you want to ask me anything,please don’t hesitate 🙏

Tatiana4u:

Hello Paul,nice to chat with you again.
I got discouraged by the hypocritical comments from our BBN thread and I had to end our spiritual talks.
How are you?
Lol 😂
You met a real water priestess who’s hard to come by and I hope you seek knowledge from her cos she seems genuine.
Lol..I used to be very rude and wicked on that our thread but I’m calmer now.I really thank God for growth.
😂

Tatiana4u:

Thank you dear but please edit my post so that they won’t block us for derailment.

Ladyhippolyta88:
I go don delete the inbox but now that you mentioned Twitter it makes sense because I don't recall anything of sort taking place on nairaland. Maybe na now I dey remember say na type I type am give you(is it)?


Amen oo.
White men treat women better compared to Nigerian men my dear. Even if them skoin skoin me[b] I need foreign citizenship Nigeria nor dey benefit me. [/b]
That is why I said so. Amen to your prayers thank you.

PaulOtl:

Lol..I see why you couldn't long-suffer when you were a Christian. You have up after much temptations (that's what they were...all those difficult and reproaches) I'm also experiencing some.

You like enjoyment, na why. And yes, God most times won't interfere in the affairs of humans if they don't meet his standards. I learned that the hard way too.
His word says that His eyes are too Holy to behold iniquities or sin. So when I used to cruy, wail, wait, grumble, complain,. He wouldn't still flinch or bulge. I then read online articles and the bible too to see where people with similar sufferings shared their experiences.

My dear, last last, in the end it's sin that limits us from getting what we ask from God. Prolonged sin (not coming to him acting repentant when we need breakthroughs for a while ). He sees the end from the beginning. So he knew you would give up and abandon the faith that they call Christianity)

I recall his word in scripture says soemth about " not casting (or giving) pearls (blessing ls, needs , help ) to pigs (unworthy people in his own opinion and by his own standards, people still living in sin no matter what kind it is , and to cowards (there's a way he described religious cowards in the book sha ) )

We are all pigs in one form or another. Not in an insulting way, oo. It takes understand and wisdom to grasp and comprehend this saying.

Lastly, I recall that it is written, " God is a respecter of nobody"
If you don't follow him judiciously and with Al your heart (leaving no room for excuses and your own will) he won't even bother about your groaning. The only thing he will so is keep you alive and from dying. So that you live to get it right with him another day. He does what he wants.
That's why many of is so-called believers and christians cannot carry our crosses diligently and follow him DAILY. We give up. We get exhausted, frustrated. We still want to enjoy the world, not remembering that that enjoyment and material possessions and even husband/wife (man or woman) might not be his will for us....yet. so we get angry at him and turn out backs at him.
And you know what? He isn't bothered , because he has nothing to really loose. But he loves us , so he keeps is alive to keep hearing his word from different sources, so that when it's time for him to judge we won't have any excuses of " I didn't hear this Lord. Or , I didn't know that if I loose my faith, this would happen, this would be the consequences "

It's deep...God has been merciful in giving me understand of deep knowledge. That's why the marine desire to control me.
I know both the good and bad of life. That's why the marine desires to use my desires and weakness against me to prevent me from being free from them completely. They( the evil side of the marine world, not the so-called good ones) know the things in capable of achieving for their arch enemy (The kingdom of God)
Good luck in your sojourn , and your aspirations, but be wise above all things. Thread carefully. I sense it from your words on other threads to Tati that you thirst for knowledge and answers. It's good to thirst for those, but it's better to be careful about it. Spirits are always looking for opportunities to lure on in w, especially when you are desperate or feeling unwholesome, or looking for answers.
Wish you well o. Just like white men are your desired spec, white women are mine . After dating white girls of different nationalities I know how I was loved. The only disadvantage there is that they are physically as sexually appealing as African women or AA women.
And I want to marry one, but not for citizenship, but for the already tasted experience and emotims..

You're old and mature enough to make your own decisions. However, you mentioned not knowing if you will ever return to the faith. My candid suggestion is that you do return...maybe not now, but someday. Just do so before you draw your last breath on earth (which you can't be sure of when, that's the tricky part). I know why I'm saying so...

I've had possessed girls who were delivered that I personally know of , andif they can attest to the fact that that name Jesus (although not the spiritual real name of God's son ) has power of the goddesses in their water world, then that is enough proof for me to know that He exists and is who he says he is. I've also come under possession before but mine was brief and I manifeste. So I know what I'm telling you.

Ladyhippolyta88:

I don't believe in religion sha. If I do return I don't know what the future holds but I cannot fake faith or belief even God will be disappointed.
I will not deceive myself because I cannot deceive him. What may have made me turn back to God or religion didn't happen when I most wanted it.
For now I remain agnostic. I don't even fear death. I don't like this world. It looks meaningless to me.
Thank you for your words of advise.