troubled:
I have a lot on my mind.

I am sorry for your pain and the time you feel you have squandered. You say your family loves you let that count for something. Dropping out of uni is not the end of the world ending your life is the end of your stay on earth so maybe you took a wrong turn you can try something else. Don't just give up share whatever is on your mind. Begin again and Forgive yourself.

troubled:
I have a lot on my mind.

Cheer up friend.

Wish I can turn the hands of time on my life. Now I pray to wake up the next day cos it's a battle

troubled:
Wish I can turn the hands of time on my life. Now I pray to wake up the next day cos it's a battle

I never read your story but like I wrote on this thread a while ago. You have to change your reality.Whatever is killing you is doing so because you have made it so big in your heart.

If you say to yourself: " it is not a big deal", it will not be a big deal but if you make it a big issue, it will be one.

No matter your mistakes, your motto should be: "keep moving forward". If you apply this day-to-day, little successes will accumulate into bigger ones.

Information can change an individual's life. If you do not know how to make your life better, ask others for help and I am sure you would be amazed at the number of people that would give good advice.

troubled:
Wish I can turn the hands of time on my life. Now I pray to wake up the next day cos it's a battle

Be strong.

I don't even know how to start picking back the pieces of my life again. I am super depressed

Angeldemivida:


@Onegig
You are a special person, you know that? I mean for feeling for her over that. Keep it up.

aawww....Thanks sis.

I know how awkward abd depressing it can feel to be alone and not having anyone to share your troubles with. I may not truly know how she feels cos only her knows what it feels like being in such situation but we all need each other to pull along and just talking about the issue goes a long way in helping solving the challenges. A problem shared with the right people is half solved.

You are doing a lovely job also.

troubled:
I don't even know how to start picking back the pieces of my life again. I am super depressed

Things may not be rosy right now but someday they will be. Just be strong for yourself as you pass through this phase onto your rosier future okay? Stay strong.

troubled:
I don't even know how to start picking back the pieces of my life again. I am super depressed

Indeed You need JESUS... Jst pray 2 God nd u will see the turn aroung in your life, he loves us nd hates seeing us in pain

troubled:
I don't even know how to start picking back the pieces of my life again. I am super depressed

Do you want to go back to Uni? To get out of the depressed zone start solving your problems bit by bit baby step your way out of the problem when you see the problems reducing you become happier bit by bit.

So what can you do now it does not have to be the biggest challenge of your life just a small one even as small as tidying your place if its unkempt or doing anything that reduces your challenge start chipping at it bit by bit. If its school you can look into the uni's you'd like to go. Talk about your options with someone you know cares and will listen to you and if its not Uni what else would you like to do?

hmmm

abel14:
hmmm

What happened madam?

I would confess that i hav had that feeling once buh when i think abt where i would eventually end up if i end my life which is hell, den i dnt even dare to do it

Cutehector4u:
I would confess that i hav had that feeling once buh when i think abt where i would eventually end up if i end my life which is hell, den i dnt even dare to do it

Why do you feel down sometimes?

maclatunji:


Why do you feel down sometimes?

i said i hav had the feeling once......

maclatunji:


What happened madam?

nothing oga

peharps everyone has a script indeed.when you spend the better of the night rumaging through those thoughts as sleep even begrudges you its purpose.

Sometimes the only way out is death

Anyone feeling suicidal should remember there's always another side to a coin, dt u don't see it becos its faced down dosen't mean it ain't there, everyday people die in their sleep, ur still alive today for a special reason. .. Just saying

I always feel it but what scares me not that I am scared like dat is that I am now rebel to God. I don't pray, I always blame God for my troubles because I was born with a defect. I am now a renegade. I am about fighting with my DAD cos he wants to get a new wife. I am afraid I should not do sumfin stupid. Well if anyone cares pray for me. But my mind is made up. I am prepared for the worst.

bossmini84:
I always feel it but what scares me not that I am scared like dat is that I am now rebel to God. I don't pray, I always blame God for my troubles because I was born with a defect. I am now a renegade. I am about fighting with my DAD cos he wants to get a new wife. I am afraid I should not do sumfin stupid. Well if anyone cares pray for me. But my mind is made up. I am prepared for the worst.

You are bitter but do you realise that the things that make you this way are not really "worth it". You have placed the issues you raised at the top of your mind. Invest your emotions in activities that would make you better and improve your lot.

Yes, people might want to frustrate you but you should direct your mind towards being "unfrustratable".

bossmini84:
I always feel it but what scares me not that I am scared like dat is that I am now rebel to God. I don't pray, I always blame God for my troubles because I was born with a defect. I am now a renegade. I am about fighting with my DAD cos he wants to get a new wife. I am afraid I should not do sumfin stupid. Well if anyone cares pray for me. But my mind is made up. I am prepared for the worst.

Please don't make a mistake that may put you in a bigger trouble. Some have no parents, yours are still alive. You only seem unhappy that your father wants to remarry. You have to let him live his life. When it gets to a time you want to marry, you too will live your life as you want. Your post is incomplete as it doesn't give one enough details about the things making you unhappy. You mentioned being born with a defect, I have see a man born with head upside down, another born limbless and they are great eloquent speakers going around the world encouraging people. Don't let your defects make you too miserable dear. God is in control of your life.

Relax a bit, we are praying for you. God will not let you do something stupid. We in this thread all love you as you are. Stay happy for us.

mawuqueyan:
ℓ̊ love ds thread....
ℓ̊ av NEVA tot of sucide tho but av bn rily depressed...!
God help me..!

Depression can some times led to suicide thoughts, get help or talk to a counselor, friend, family member or even your pastor to help you out also see
http://littleladyhealth..com/2013/12/getting-out-of-your-depressed-state.html

or

http://littleladyhealth..com/2013/12/photo-courtesy-of-dealing-with-stress.html

God bless!

This is a great idea suicide rates are high everywhere

I reside and do my business in Lagos while my wife work in Owerri Imo state.
We are married for 5yrs with two kids(girls 3yrs/6months and 1yr6months), She took her annual leave and visited with the kids.
I was having in mind to at least get her pregnant cos i really need a male child to seal the deal. She stayed close to 2months, Just yesterday as i was searching her bag, i found out that she has been using Postnior 2.
I felt betrayed and annoyed, i have not confronted her yet but am waiting to give the Pack at the park tomorow cos she will be going back.
Honestly am devastated and cant just believe she can use such drugs without my consent. I need ur suggestions..

^^^ You will have to talk to her and find out why she is using it.

Is there something she was told against another pregnancy this period?

Before you let it eat deep into you, have a discussion with her first.

loneliness keeps me drinking.

A wise man once said that suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem

doskie:
loneliness keeps me drinking. dunno how or why. just dont give a damn about anything outside my bottle or can. wtf! this worlds terrible down here. even worse is the fact that i cant do jack about it: fake friends (actually: fair-weather and cupboard friends flashing fake smiles. fvck! got me nursing suicidal fantasies! somebody help me im dying inside of me while smiling to the world like every things fine. say you like my new shoes? and my chains, necklace? so you wanna trade places? okay then! welcome to the world of pain. a planet where loneliness phenomenon defies the laws of gravity. plus i saw Edward's pistol he his son hid in the ceiling. i was so tempted i woulda stolen it. but then i had no bag to hide it. i hope i get heard soon enough so i can start living again.

Have peace. You are heard.

I am sorry for your pain the question is what troubles your soul why do you feel so weary? what is killing you inside?Would you care to share someone may have an insight or a word that may help you and its ok to let people know you are not feeling alright its ok to let them see you in pain. The only way out is through the pain don't use the bottle to avoid it, the bottle is a temporary fix and you'll keep returning to it try not to fall into that abyss. The bottle is not your friend you can start by being a good friend to yourself, you don't have to be friends to people you already know are fake.