PervRocker:
I do. nd I will.

pls dnt say that agn..."the power of tongue"
just be calm,calmness will settle it all..
pls if you av nt die, just take a look @ my pics & see a beauty begging you to be calm.

GentleToks:
@Op, please don't do this to yourself. I don't know you but I feel your pains.

The beauty of our existence on earth depends on what you want and how you go about it. It's in your hand my friend and I can tell u that you have got great future ahead of you.

Remember a gentleman called Djbola, he is a soldier; he fought like a gallant soldier for his precious soul despite life wasn't fair to him. He fought death with all his strength and heaven witnessed it. Despite where he was, he kept hoping, hoping and hoping..........The same life (which was like a gold to Djbola at the point of death); this great guy vehemently fought for, is what God has given you without any struggle(sickness) attached to it and free of charge. I believe that If Djbola was to have been asked to swap life with u on his sick bed, trust me, Djbola would have jumped on the offer without thinking twice. Why? Cos he has hope and that hope is all u need as a man.

If you kill that special soul; the soul that was heavenly given to you as a gift so as to achieve your dreams on earth. Guess what, not only would it turn out that you have fail on earth as result of robbing that soul of its dream on earth but you have equally fail in heaven. And d peace you are searching for after death would definitely elude u. Please, there are souls that are heavenly attached to you as a great man on earth and the manifestation of this greatness is just days away from u.

If everybody has rejected u, I ll not. I am with u as a brother and friend. I love u.

tank you alot bro

PervRocker:
I av few friends but no one will understand.

can you pls pm me...my signature says no pm pls...bt am sayin jus pm me,we talk frm there...xpecting!!!

Midehi:

can you pls pm me...my signature says no pm pls...bt am sayin jus pm me,we talk frm there...xpecting!!!

Babe you're so sweet. There is hope in humanity. @Op see life this stunning girl feels your pain and if you need to talk holla. I'm currently battling anxiety and I think I could understand what your feeling so pm me too if you need a chat. Sometimes it's easier to talk to strangers.

Tough times do not last but tough men do. Come on, be tough. Let out a loud roar and confront your problems head on. I can assure you that you have not been thru half of what i have been. Here am I, still fighting and winning. Come on, man.

Dimples192:

Babe you're so sweet. There is hope in humanity. @Op see life this stunning girl feels your pain and if you need to talk holla. I'm currently battling anxiety and I think I could understand what your feeling so pm me too if you need a chat. Sometimes it's easier to talk to strangers.

tnx dear....i really feel his pains & i understand what hes going through right now...i just hope hes calm now after all our comments.

RIP to the DEAD

Looooool.....is the nigga dead?


Op berer becareful oh....life has got stages,so many people have gone through worse things and they still stand strong today...just stay strong,yea it hurts its heartbreaking,sometimes you even feel like crying buh your tears too dissappoints you,heavy heart,different thoughts...just have it in mind that all will be well hun....and remember what doesn't kill you makes you stronger...if God doesn't take your life,pls don't do it on his behalf.

And u think suicide is the way forward? U know d consequence of suicide. Don't try it bro.

Of what use? You die and still go to hell...no rest like you think you will when you kill yourself there is good news....accept Jesus and watch him structure your life....send me a pm

Killing yourself is anyway a misnomer. We don't kill ourselves. We are simply defeated by the long hard struggle to stay alive. When somebody dies after a long illness, people are happy to say, with a note of approval, "He fought so hard."

And you inclined to think, about a suicide, there is no real fight involved bro, that you simply gave up. This is quite wrong. There is no condition that will last any man more than 5 days

Relax, i know we will pass through this

How old are you? Up to 25?

PervRocker:
I av few friends but no one will understand.

DON'T BE SAD!
Dunt worry about tommorrow, you already have all it takes to survive.
GOD is your strenght Don't be worried, life is just a loaf of bread, a cup of tea, a cloth to cover your Unclothedness, and a roof to shield you from the sun and rain, every other thing is luxury

Be happy! You have good health, eyes to see this beautifull world, HANDS TO SCRATCH YOUR BACK whenever it itches, LEGS TO CHANGE LOCATION whenever you need to, body to work and husstle if you are not employed, at least, you have options unlike the baby in the picture born like this, don't be suprised if she grows happy and becomes a motivational speaker who encourages people with hands and legsDon't kill your self, life is precious to you and me! There are rich men wishing they could buy your kidney for their dying kids now. But they can't! Stevie wonder was a very rich man, he had a child he couldn't see because he was blind, he offered all his wealth to any doctor that could make him see! I know you wouldn't sell your eyes even for a planet filled with gold and diamond right?Don't be sad- most fears are false. They say what we fear most may never really happenBe happy! Wealth is not a measure of how much you have, but how much you can give. Believe me, that coins you put on the beggars plate just made you a very rich person. I see no reason why you shold be less esteemed than the most notable wealthy manDon't give up! Because the devil wishes to frighten us! But we are soldiers! The italians say- virtue shall take up arms against fury, and the battle shall be very brief! Take the fields against whatever worries you, and believe in GOD, your victory is near at hand. And YES! It is very certain! 

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Space Between Self-Esteem and Self Compassion

This is an amazing speech I really believe this applies to you right now. Be nice to yourself and listen to how much control you really have over yourself. How you use that power is the choice.

While some people here think its those left behind that suffer, they forget that it takes an intense amount of pain and self loathing for someone to decide he does not want to live anymore and he has probably felt more pain than those left behind will feel should he commit suicide.

OP you need to hold on to that tiny bit of you that wants to live, in there lives a shining star. There's no man that is worthless or useless in the eyes of God. What you need is a plan B and i suggest you start thinking of it sooner than later so you know which way to face right after school

About the gf, i know it must hurt but i'm telling you you have dodged a blow. Would you really waant to spend the next 60 - 70 years of your life with someone like that? Its ok to hurt but you should count finding out she's a cheat as a blessing

Ayoolajumoke:
It is just a phase, it will soon pass, I've been frustrated and depressed too but I am getting back on my feet.

where u also tired? did u run out of reasons to carry on?

Midehi:

can you pls pm me...my signature says no pm pls...bt am sayin jus pm me,we talk frm there...xpecting!!!

I don't think my email still works. dunno if I shud return my pin on my signature.

williamspaul22:
RIP to the DEAD

thanks in advance.

christinauju:
Looooool.....is the nigga dead?


Op berer becareful oh....life has got stages,so many people have gone through worse things and they still stand strong today...just stay strong,yea it hurts its heartbreaking,sometimes you even feel like crying buh your tears too dissappoints you,heavy heart,different thoughts...just have it in mind that all will be well hun....and remember what doesn't kill you makes you stronger...if God doesn't take your life,pls don't do it on his behalf.

if theres a God, perhaps im too irrelevant for him. lool. im still here.

writejhn27:
Killing yourself is anyway a misnomer. We don't kill ourselves. We are simply defeated by the long hard struggle to stay alive. When somebody dies after a long illness, people are happy to say, with a note of approval, "He fought so hard."

And you inclined to think, about a suicide, there is no real fight involved bro, that you simply gave up. This is quite wrong. There is no condition that will last any man more than 5 days

Relax, i know we will pass through this

thnxx sir. I really wish I cud meet all these nice people cos over here its hell.

PervRocker:

if theres a God, perhaps im too irrelevant for him. lool. im still here.

Sometimes we v our souls healed when we confide in the right pple....just share your problem with someone and see yourself coming out strng....

if only I had real people that cared. lol. well, right now, im on a countdown to the D day. I wrote alot just now.............. but I had to delete it cos dimples192, midehi and some others have been doing alot for me and I dont want them to feel wasted. trust me,Im an expert in feeling unappreciated. I thank u all for d bashing. im unusually happy tonight tho.... who knows what 2mao will be like?

PervRocker:
if only I had real people that cared. lol. well, right now, im on a countdown to the D day. I wrote alot just now.............. but I had to delete it cos dimples192, midehi and some others have been doing alot for me and I dont want them to feel wasted. trust me,Im an expert in feeling unappreciated. I thank u all for d bashing. im unusually happy tonight tho.... who knows what 2mao will be like?

it might even be brighter. Who knows? one day at a time

christinauju:





Sometimes we v our souls healed when we confide in the right pple....just share your problem with someone and see yourself coming out strng....

I really wish it was that easy. but people these days only want to listen and judge,nobody understands. nobody even has time. this world is too cruel.

Rawdeal:


it might even be brighter. Who knows? one day at a time

I can already tell.

Ok Im unfollowing this thread now. Just know that at least one person on a different continent is thinking of you. I love you for the sake of god. Farewell.

I will slit my left wrist after getting dead drunk so I'll feel no pain. thats how im gona do it. for those of u wondering...

Dimples192:
Ok Im unfollowing this thread now. Just know that at least one person on a different continent is thinking of you. I love you for the sake of god. Farewell.

till we meet to part no more.

PervRocker:
I can already tell.

There's a kind of depression that feeds off itself. You get depressed because you want to be and not necessarily due to external factors. When that darkness in you is no longer enough to push you to the brink then you seek the mean opinion of the world so you can delve further in darkness. There's no magical hand of Nairaland that will pull you out of this and i'll leave you to do that which you must. When the 'D-day" comes and goes, remember that your not doing it makes you a coward in the face of death and doing it makes you too much of a coward to fight through life but then your choosing to live makes you a brave heart in life. Choose your master and choose wisely. No good thing comes from darkness

Good luck on your quest for death Perv. May the God of light shine on your darkness. I'll speak no more on this.

PervRocker:
I will slit my left wrist after getting dead drunk so I'll feel no pain. thats how im gona do it. for those of u wondering...

And then what? Peace? You think you will get 'peace'?

PervRocker:
where u also tired? did u run out of reasons to carry on?

I was tired but I never allowed myself to run out of reasons for carrying on... What I did was pictured myself doing very well in some years to come... Right now, I'm leaving the depressed life and working hard towards achieving that dream.

Ayoolajumoke:


I was tired but I never allowed myself to run out of reasons for carrying on... What I did was pictured myself doing very well in some years to come... Right now, I'm leaving the depressed life and working hard towards achieving that dream.

as it is right now I don't av any reason. my only reason has abandoned me.