OluMighty01:


See your coconut head...better change that ugly pic in your profile.

babyosisi:

Don't mind them Pay no mind to the eediots goading you and laughing at you Don't take the easy way out my dear Suicide is not the answer Listen to the people encouraging you Don't give up.

OluMighty01:


Dude, I have read ALL THE BOOKS you are quoting from. I even have a motivational book published in Nigeria, and several under my other pen name published on Amazon, but nothing seems to be working any more. I am depressed and suicidal.

Emmeritus:
i think he's dead

Emmeritus:
i think he's dead

ifyalways:

I think not, he's right here replying himself with his alternate id.

OluMighty01:


Dude, let me find out that by myself.

kullozone:



hahahaha!!

lmao!

I didn't see her pic sha...maybe she don remove am.

OluMighty01:

See your coconut head...better change that ugly pic in your profile.

OluMighty01:

See your coconut head...better change that ugly pic in your profile.

OluMighty01:
I am still alive.

I have learnt a lot from this thread. ONE- There are a lot more devils in this world than there are saints. TWO- Some of the devils have shitty lives, and it would make them feel better to know there is someone worse off than them. THREE- Whether it is one in a million, be patient, the saints are always out there. FOUR- No one is responsible for making you feel better when you are depressed or suicidal...you are On Your Own. FIVE- Nigerians are very bad at handling people with suicidal tendencies.


So, let me really talk now. Before I go on, let me say I REALLY WAS SUICIDAL, but I really wanted to be talked out of it. Instead, I felt like really ending my life for real. The reason I have always held back from ending my life was because I always thought of the stigma I would live my family members with, and the fact that I know that if I could live through all this harsh times, I would be one of the greatest men of my generation (you don't know me personally, so you can go ahead and laugh at that statement).


So, after reading a series of very discouraging comments on Wednesday, I made up my mind to go through with it. I had already planned how I was going to kill myself, so I didn't have to go through any major planning or anything. My plan (for about ten years now) had always been to jump off the Third Mainland bridge, this is why I never learnt how to swim. I would drown, and the Govt would carry my body out or leave it to rot. So, I left a note with my username and password on my laptop and left the house. My house is close to Oworonshoki, so it took me about 20 minutes to get to the foot of third mainland bridge. But when I got there (around 9:30), there was still traffic on the otherside...and my mind that was made up at 100% had come down to like 70%...coupled with the fact that people were looking at me weird from the cars on the other side. Well, maybe I was just paranoid, and they weren't looking at me.


Anyway, I just couldn't get myself to jump. I know now that If I had a GUN at the time I was ready to end my life, I would have pulled the trigger without hesitation. So, I din't jump, but I did something afterwards that night...I don't want to bore you with that. But I didn't go back home till yesterday night.


In closing, I want to speak on another reason why I started this post.


I actually had a friend that was Bipolar like me. I met him on Nairaland. He was always talking about killing himself, and if i was in the right frame of mind, I would talk him out of it. So, one day last year...I think in April or so, I can't really remember...he put up a PM that he was going to kill himself. He said and I quote- "I am not going to be the first, and neither will I be the last." That day, I was with a girl (doing that thing), and I just brushed off his message like one of his bluffs. But when I contacted him after my guest left, he didn't reply. A couple of weeks later, a girl started using his BBM. When I asked her about my friend...I found out she was his sister, and she told me they found him hanging from is room fan the day he left that message on bbm. TRUE STORY. I felt so bad.

swtchicgurl:


pls send me a PM

mentorandfriend:
Brave man! There is so much potential in you. There is something called THINKING FOR A SOLUTION. Go inside, take a seat and a piece of paper and write out all the blessings life has bestowed on you. Write out the things you can do. You have a million naira in that paper already.

OluMighty01:


Thanks for this positive comment...I'll work on what you said.

OluMighty01:


I just did.

ifyalways:
Kulyie, loool.

OP, please donate your kidneys please. I've got people that would buy it, pay your folks and offer u a decent funeral in return.

Think about it and PM me.