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Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by Nobody: 5:40pm On Jul 23, 2015
Iaz93:
Dammit! I thought it was Hezron or Masonkz testimony. sad

Well, I hope you don't stick something up your ass again. Tenk! angry

LOL. Testimony ke. I love my gay life!!!!! grin grin grin grin grin cool cool cool cool

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Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by davien(m): 5:41pm On Jul 23, 2015
KingEbukasBlog:


I guess it makes him straight ... What do you call being sexually attracted to the same gender ?
Its obvious you dont want to accept the story because it involved God delivering him . Accepting the truth in the story means God exists.
KEB,Perhaps you are the slow bud in the family...read below



on getting to their house there was no one home,he opened the door and I stepped in first, he came in after me and bolted the door. i was still standing up and backing him when he grabbed me from the back(he's a little bigger than I though). I was like asking him what's that and trying to loosen his grip off me, and he was like i should be quiet. i was like for what? I tried struggling myself out of his hands and on the process he was reaching out for my manliness at the same time (he actually got hold of it)..

After that incident with him, i started longing for more of that, I will go to their how house in the name of going for prep and we will head to the school and use a secluded class after which we self-service ourselves. That's how it continue till the day he gave me head job and so many other things that happened but in their compound, but we never did penetration...

I even testified in the church I was a bisexual.

I thank God that after the unfortunate exposure to bisexual life, porn(both gay porn and normal porn), scam, bribery, lies, cheating,drug life (marijuana, alcohol, solution and cigarette), I wasn't just saved from all of that but he also made me an able minister of the gospel to the glory of his name...


See the difference when you actually use your cerebrum?.... But since you seem to be an expert on sexual preference let me ask you a question...are there homosexual creatures? YES/NO?

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Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by Nobody: 5:44pm On Jul 23, 2015
PROVACATEUR:
are you a tranny? How can this story mess with your emotions? Change your lifestyle and embrace jesus

I did not come to your ecosystem so why single me out for lashing? The story has a detailed description of gay love scene. As far as I am concerned that is against the rule of Nigeria. Can I hear you say Amen?

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Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by ken1982: 5:44pm On Jul 23, 2015
see ehn...this gay thing no be here o...when i was 17 years (1999) dem no born any MAN talk this kind BS....but nowadays them go just dy come out from cave like zombie dy yarn...now i pray for women children more...no more male children...i can easily understand lesbos but not tolerate sha...but gay men....how i wish they keep it to demselves and not try to bring it out there...and also d stupid media that talks and celebrates dem...dy made us like mumu music now they r making us or forcing this shit gay trans bla bla shit on us...my house no go get dstv...my son will not go to boarding house. tufia

Toks2008:



But honestly that demon behind gay act
strtong o.

How can i leave a round sexy voluptuous
sensual inviting succulent bouncy ass with
sweet hole for a man like me?Tarrrrrrrr
Omo i just tire.

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Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by Mayor21(m): 5:46pm On Jul 23, 2015
Jsmile:
Later that evening at my veranda I tried to kiss him, he pushed me off that he doesn't do that again, i felt that was a joke and relaxed. but later in the night as usual I tried to touch him, he kept resisting me and taking my hands of him, he threatened to leave the bed for me and actually did, he went and lie on the floor, at that point I pinched myself on how Stanley was able to resist me, I kept on wondering what happened to him, I couldn't sleep again the whole night, I was just saying within myself that whatever Stanley has found that I needed that too. I was just sitting there and watching him sleep till day was about breaking and I woke him up. I started asking questions, that was how he told me his salvation experience, preached to me and ministered Christ, I felt so broken(will never forget that day) , after the praying for me, he advice I go to a bible believing church where I can grow spiritually and he suggested a ministry in awka anambra which is where I was based then called Love Ambassadors Ministry LAM. I later left the ministry though few months later and have been worshipping at RCCG and also a Sunday school teacher wink

It was such a wonderful experience as I began to get closer to God, having a personal understanding of the word of God as i study, living a fasting and prayer life. I even testified in the church I was a bisexual.

I actually had things to do with some girls intimately but I knew I was much into guys and felt more attracted to guys than girls. did girls just to cover up my so called smartness.

I thank God that after the unfortunate exposure to bisexual life, porn(both gay porn and normal porn), scam, bribery, lies, cheating,drug life (marijuana, alcohol, solution and cigarette), I wasn't just saved from all of that but he also made me an able minister of the gospel to the glory of his name. I thank God though for not allowing me to die with it or get any deadly disease from it. I actually know of people that have died in it (even someone i have had something to do with personally)-only God knows what's killing them, and those that are still HIV positive(been praying along with them that God heals them completely) they actually opened up to me on their status, two of them now and I have had something to do with then intimately.

God can still do it for you my brother/sister struggling with such. His grace has actually kept you till now irrespective all we did to save us. Please don't look down on this grace. If he can do it for me, he is still your Father and the same yesterday, today and forever more, so he he cam it for you as well.

By his grace I don't have such desires or urge anymore, living my normal life and having a constant fellowship with God. One thing must occupy a man, it's either you are hot for God or you are cold. He doesn't like look warm because it doesn't exist.
Revelation 3:15-16 "I know thy works, that thou art neither cold nor hot: I would thou wert cold or hot. So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth."

Titus 2:11-12 For the grace of God that bringeth salvation hath appeared to all men,training us to renounce ungodliness and worldly passions, and to live self-controlled, upright, and godly lives in the present age,

John 8:32 And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.

Jesus saves.....
Please if you have any question you can ask. no hate comments please.

God bless you
You be ikom guy abi
Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by davien(m): 5:48pm On Jul 23, 2015
ken1982:
see ehn...this gay thing no be here o...when i was 17 years (1999) dem no born any MAN talk this kind BS....but nowadays them go just dy come out from cave like zombie dy yarn...now i pray for women children more...no more male children...i can easily understand lesbos but not tolerate sha...but gay men....how i wish they keep it to demselves and not try to bring it out there...and also d stupid media that talks and celebrates dem...dy made us like mumu music now they r making us or forcing this shit gay trans bla bla shit on us...my house no go get dstv...my son will not go to boarding house. tufia

Doesn't stop him from being gay....people raised on isolated farms can still be gay. grin
Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by Anas09: 5:48pm On Jul 23, 2015
@Tartar, what makes u think am gay and needs changing?
Sorry dear. Am actually homophobic.
Small boy with small mentality.
Go to Islam section where ur mohammed tells u to wash urself with water anytime u penetrate the anus of another man or an animal without penise.
Its a grave sin in christianity.
Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by Nobody: 5:49pm On Jul 23, 2015
PROVACATEUR:
what a moniker, Are you from bostwana

Lol. No, I'm not.

I read about Bostwana generally and it's capital just before I opened my account. Was quite impressed about how it had become a middle-income country, and had it's GDP growing, and then, you have the diamond industry. I was simply taken, plus I loved the sound of the capital, 'Gaborone'. That's how I adopted it as my moniker.

Hope I didn't bore you with my epistle.
Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by ken1982: 5:50pm On Jul 23, 2015
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please bro lemme advise you...as u have changed change ooo....a woman is the best partner for a man and so shall it be forever. let go and cut off fake friends...do not go bk and do not discuss your issues just anyhow especially on social media...it could set u bk due to people calling u out and castigating you...as u hv changed find a bae that looks very sharp and love her...abi u don't hv yoruba chics in ur area...or calabar babes...try ehn...find one that has not over used her puna so that anytime u enter her u will know that puna is puna...and that it is sweeter that weed and yoghurt on a cool friday evening near the sea side
Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by beyoncausme: 5:51pm On Jul 23, 2015
lord be praised....

Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by Nobody: 5:51pm On Jul 23, 2015
OP, If you feel you've been "delivered" from whatever, then good for you. The main thing is to be happy with the person you are.


I wonder how people get "addicted" to having gay sex anyway, when they aren't gay in the first place undecided undecided . Beats me.

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Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by ken1982: 5:53pm On Jul 23, 2015
dem neva see babe when dy go stream when tie only wrapper for 6 pm das y....

i once had the psychological stress of dis gay thing...omo it was hell...i had to overfuck my babes den in order not to "reason" the gay shit....thats why its not everything or everyone u should expose yourself to

davien:
Doesn't stop him from being gay....people raised on isolated farms can still be gay. grin
Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by davien(m): 5:55pm On Jul 23, 2015
masonkz:
OP, If you feel you've been "delivered" from whatever, then good for you. The main thing is to be happy with the person you are.


I wonder how people get "addicted" to having gay sex anyway, when they aren't gay in the first place undecided undecided . Beats me.





They get hooked on the sheer thrill of it being a sort of fetish for them,so when they do manage to control it...whala,god-did-it. grin
Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by Nobody: 5:56pm On Jul 23, 2015
ken1982:
see ehn...this gay thing no be here o...when i was 17 years (1999) dem no born any MAN talk this kind BS....but nowadays them go just dy come out from cave like zombie dy yarn...now i pray for women children more...no more male children...i can easily understand lesbos but not tolerate sha...but gay men....how i wish they keep it to demselves and not try to bring it out there...and also d stupid media that talks and celebrates dem...dy made us like mumu music now they r making us or forcing this shit gay trans bla bla shit on us...my house no go get dstv...my son will not go to boarding house. tufia


davien:
Doesn't stop him from being gay....people raised on isolated farms can still be gay. grin

I didn't go to a boarding school, neither did we have a DSTV growing up... yet I was gay from as long as I can remember. grin


Yes I blame some gay people for trying to mess with straight people. On the other hand maybe if gay people are recognised in the society, it will create a better platform for gay people to know each other. I believe this would grreatly reduce all these approach on straight guys.

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Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by davien(m): 5:59pm On Jul 23, 2015
ken1982:
dem neva see babe when dy go stream when tie only wrapper for 6 pm das y....

i once had the psychological stress of dis gay thing...omo it was hell...i had to overfuck my babes den in order not to "reason" the gay shit....thats why its not everything or everyone u should expose yourself to

lol!....Are you joking? grin ...You can have sex with a billion women on will-power whether you are gay,straight,bisexual,transgender,etc.....being gay will only make you long for same-sex relationships... sex isn't equal to relationships,and not all gay people even have anal and/or MouthAction.
Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by Sunbellar: 6:00pm On Jul 23, 2015
I still find it very hard to believe that a man would have desire to mate with another man! it sounds strange and unimaginable! Where is the attraction? I pray God to deliver the world from this barbaric inordinate affection through Jesus Christ our Lord, Amen.

I wish to inform gays that Women are specially designed for Men and vice versa. Any other thing on the contrary is abomination before God and man.

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Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by ken1982: 6:00pm On Jul 23, 2015
masonkz:




I didn't go to a boarding school, neither did we have a DSTV growing up... yet I was gay from as long as I can remember. grin


Yes I blame some gay people for trying to mess with straight people. On the other hand maybe if gay people are recognised in the society, it will create a better platform for gay people to know each other. I believe this would grreatly reduce all these approach on straight guys.

GAY is wrong...what are we recognising..that you like to see faeces on your penis...or that gay people have the highest prevalence of hiv. or that homosexuality is a setback spiritually, or that you want to sicken society by "having more gay adherents"...or that deep down you know you are a queer and awkward...

instead why don't you seek reality and go straight...

sorry for you sha...after all u r not shekau or the criminal corrupt govt...so why should i judge u on your shit...

wrong is wrong sha

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Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by noblegrex: 6:02pm On Jul 23, 2015
Its funny when people get attracted to their oposite sex, if its not demonic I don't know what hormone could have changed to that extent,thank God u r saved. N as for your parent, I too was never thought anything bout sex education n I never indulged in such,d moment I became man, I only got attracted to my opposite sex n nt my male friends,it natural.u made it your choice b4 u were possessed eventually bt thank God u r saved.may his name remain praised.

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Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by ken1982: 6:02pm On Jul 23, 2015
some do it cos they feel that homos who r coded will give dem money regularly for blowing dem up in therear

its all about vanity and sin..we re all sinners and we are all going to burn in hell if we do not retrace before its too late

davien:
They get hooked on the sheer thrill of it being a sort of fetish for them,so when they do manage to control it...whala,god-did-it. grin
Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by Nobody: 6:02pm On Jul 23, 2015
ken1982:


GAY is wrong...what are we recognising..that you like to see faeces on your penis...or that gay people have the highest prevalence of hiv. or that homosexuality is a setback spiritually, or that you want to sicken society by "having more gay adherents"...or that deep down you know you are a queer and awkward...

instead why don't you seek reality and go straight...

sorry for you sha...after all u r not shekau or the criminal corrupt govt...so why should i judge u on your shit...

wrong is wrong sha

LOL. The above is incorrect on so many levels. But then, what is wrong remains a matter of subjective reasoning.


Safe!
Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by KingEbukasBlog(m): 6:03pm On Jul 23, 2015
davien:

KEB,Perhaps you are the slow bud in the family...read below




See the difference when you actually use your cerebrum?.... But since you seem to be an expert on sexual preference let me ask you a question...are there homosexual creatures? YES/NO?

Again ... You are terribly dumb and obtuse and its baffling ... Il let you sort yourself out and comprehend my response in relation to your comment .... Jeez !

You are so easy to toy with
Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by LebanonCedars2(m): 6:03pm On Jul 23, 2015
@OP, I praise the name of the Lord for the salvation of your soul and I thank you for sharing this with us.

I was once a sex addict too (not gay). I thought I was born that way, that it was in my blood to be promiscuous. I was religious, a church goer and even a worker but I could not live two days without sex; it would feel like I was being suffocated. But when I least expected, on the 5th of December, 2010, the good Lord arrested my soul and set me free. Since then, His grace has planted me firm in His love. I thought I was going to die in that lifestyle because i tried all i could to help myself but it was impossible until Jesus met me. Thank you Lord!

For those who doubt the OP's testimony, all i can say is: until you experience it, you CANNOT understand it! It's sweet to be free!

For those who think you cannot overcome homosexuality and other addictions. I will say, YES, you CANNOT but Jesus CAN give you that victory. I will also want you to understand that no matter what you have been told: you are nothing but a slave to that lifestyle and a slave will remain one until he/she is redeemed and the only one who can redeem you is Christ. If you cannot give it up, you don't own it, it owns you!

For those who think that the homosexuals are born that way and that they cannot help it. I will say, that is the plot of satan to keep you in his bondage. The devil says "you are born this way, just accept and live with it" and Jesus say" you will be the exception if you can just accept me". You were not born gay just as genuine children of God are not born saved!

Shalom!

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Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by ken1982: 6:04pm On Jul 23, 2015
emotions are an excuse...check well, of all the babes u hv slept with how many hv u been emotionally attached to...even d babes will agree emotions dont go with sex...emotions go with love real love....fantasy, attraction etc go with sex...so if u no its not everyday a man is emotionally attached to a woman how man wan attache emotionally to man...abegi

davien:
lol!....Are you joking? grin ...You can have sex with a billion women on will-power whether you are gay,straight,bisexual,transgender,etc.....being gay will only make you long for same-sex relationships... sex isn't equal to relationships,and not all gay people even have anal and/or MouthAction.
Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by b0y(m): 6:05pm On Jul 23, 2015
Jsmile:


Am praying that life will be touched through the testimony. A lot of people are accepting and living it now.

Am praying that God uses me to save as many as he desires to. Please pray along with me dear

Bruh, your username is familiar, were you ever on prodigits? if yes then this all makes sense now and i sorely bless God for your life. Now it is most likely you would not recognize me but i know you very well. We used to be chat buddies on prodigits but somehow i just knew something was quite unusual about you.

i'm glad you chose the path of righteousness now and Heaven rejoices over your story bro. I celebrate you immensely and i pray that God helps you to remain firm in his Word.

Shalom

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Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by ken1982: 6:09pm On Jul 23, 2015
http://www.cdc.gov/hiv/group/msm/index.html thatis a reliable source....and it centres on us...

it may not account for such in nija COS MOST OF US ARE NOT GAY....


as for the rest of my statements...na u sabi...self denial is normal


masonkz:


LOL. The above is incorrect on so many levels. But then, what is wrong remains a matter of subjective reasoning.


Safe!

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Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by Nobody: 6:12pm On Jul 23, 2015
Gaborone:


Lol. No, I'm not.

I read about Bostwana generally and it's capital just before I opened my account. Was quite impressed about how it had become a middle-imcome country, and had it's GDP growing, and then, you have the diamond industry. I was simply taken, plus I loved the sound of the capital, 'Gaborone'. That's how I adopted it as my moniker.

Hope I didn't bore you with my epistle.

tell me more of Bostwana but the little I know about them is that *The gods must be crazy* was acted there and som1 from bostwana is called Tswana.

I remebered a game we played growin up that fired up my knowledge about countries and their capital.
Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by boma95(f): 6:17pm On Jul 23, 2015
So happy for you brother
I know how hard it was for you
I pray that you remain steadfast in Christ smiley
Please endeavor to encourage as much people as you can nd remind them that God can save them too wink

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Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by Nobody: 6:18pm On Jul 23, 2015
Really?
Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by Nobody: 6:28pm On Jul 23, 2015
Newcreature07:


I did not come to your ecosystem so why single me out for lashing? The story has a detailed description of gay love scene. As far as I am concerned that is against the rule of Nigeria. Can I hear you say Amen?
I think that an expository of his narrative went a long way to give a detailed understanding of what the Op was saying.

You didn't disturb my ecosystem but I'm not happy you didn't take other NLanders into account if they will learn something from the story.

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Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by Nobody: 6:28pm On Jul 23, 2015
ken1982:
http://www.cdc.gov/hiv/group/msm/index.html thatis a reliable source....and it centres on us...

it may not account for such in nija COS MOST OF US ARE NOT GAY....


as for the rest of my statements...na u sabi...self denial is normal



LOL. You only pointed out the HIV part. Yes I quite agree, seeing as gay men are very much promiscuous.


Your other observations remain invalid.
Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by Toks2008(m): 6:30pm On Jul 23, 2015
ken1982:
see ehn...this gay thing no be here o...when i was 17 years (1999) dem no born any MAN talk this kind BS....but nowadays them go just dy come out from cave like zombie dy yarn...now i pray for women children more...no more male children...i can easily understand lesbos but not tolerate sha...but gay men....how i wish they keep it to demselves and not try to bring it out there...and also d stupid media that talks and celebrates dem...dy made us like mumu music now they r making us or forcing this shit gay trans bla bla shit on us...my house no go get dstv...my son will not go to boarding house. tufia


lmao...your house no go get dstv lol..

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Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by kushsy: 6:32pm On Jul 23, 2015
Don't be offended by this question...can you poo normally? or can gay guys poo normally? Just wondering...thank God for you though

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