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Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by Jsmile(m): 10:27pm On Jul 23, 2015
spencekat:
Glory be to God!.His grace is still available to turn sinners to saints.Thank God for your salvation experience.It reminds me of a programme on Vision Africa FM that is called 'lifelane' where people share their salvation experiences.I always recall the lyrics of signature tone of the programme:I will never be the same again,I can never return,I have closed the door........My brother,may God keep and empower you the more in Jesus'name.AMEN.

Thank you so much sir. i needed more of such encouragement.

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Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by Jsmile(m): 10:30pm On Jul 23, 2015
Leez:

so u no sabi lie or story wen u see or hear one
ok lemme give u a clue
dude said few mins or hours b4 wateva went down rite?
he wasnt accurate

I understand you may have some reservations about my testimony but it might interest you to know that the incident I was referring to is more than 10 years ago. that was actually year 2004.

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Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by stonecoldcafe: 10:33pm On Jul 23, 2015
Jsmile:


there was no part of my testimony that claimed what you were saying beloved. I was NEVER RAPED. It all started from a friend that wanked me. But remember the kind if funny plays i told you I was having when I was small, so maybe such feelings or thought might have unknowingly birthed in me , I graduated to having sex with guys before i later allowed few guys to have sex with me. Remember I also said that sinful habit will NEVER leave you where it picked you from, it will surely cut across other levels of it. I practiced full sodomy but thanks for God's mercies and saving grace. In all i did am not worthy of existence but the thought of man is never the thought of God. I still give glory to God

It is well with you. Thanks for sharing. Thanks for speaking out boldly by the power of the spirit of God. I was blessed by this. God bless you.

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Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by azezola(m): 10:37pm On Jul 23, 2015
I pity those people that left there children with you to teach them Sunday school... it's just a matter of time before you start fucking their children... you born again it's covert operation to Bleep young boys in the church.. that's what ydo at churches.. look at all those churches all over the world them leaders like fucking young boys.
Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by Jsmile(m): 10:40pm On Jul 23, 2015
Blaisedon:
Thank God for yur life bro........Praying to God as well to come set me free as he did for yhu

hello brother blaise....I join my faith with yours that the same God that answered my prayers will set you free from whatever that is giving you concern in your life. amen
Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by Jsmile(m): 10:44pm On Jul 23, 2015
maggilove:
my brother, im very happy to read your testimony. many peoople who do this think its not possible to stop but its a lie. i thank my heavenly father that has given you the encouragement to share this and i pray he will help others out of this bondage . keep waxing strong in the lord.

thank you maggi for such a timely encouragement
Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by Nobody: 10:51pm On Jul 23, 2015
firstEVA:
u love it and you are still in hiding undecided

How much of a closed-minded stupid, non-brainy piece of dirty biatch can you be??

Tell me, how exactly am I hiding? Approach me on a normal day and ask me my sexuality whether I won't tell you.

Rubbish!

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Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by Jsmile(m): 10:51pm On Jul 23, 2015
Mayor21:

Sorry I can't access my email again
Jsmile

Am not Ikom boy but I was transfered there because of work, and just last week I was transfered again to calabar, so will soon relocate.
Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by Nobody: 10:52pm On Jul 23, 2015
Iaz93:
grin grin

I will read your testimony someday. I won't stop hoping. angry

Hope is a good thing bro/gal, without it there wouldn't be a need to live...so keep hoping wink
Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by Jsmile(m): 10:54pm On Jul 23, 2015
agabaI23:
Girls be like, thank God oo, at least one more brother available for marriage tongue

Good one op

dud you just say that agaba? that actually got me laughing.
Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by Nobody: 10:55pm On Jul 23, 2015
davien:
what can you expect masonkz?....I don't blame those gay people for approaching straight people,ever action has an equal and/or opposite reaction. It's the effect of not addressing homosexual relations properly but silencing them and pretending they don't exist..

Exactly.

The more you suppress the fact that gay people exist,;the more they go under and start preying on any available male they see....which is sad obviously.

I'm lucky enough to know where and how to meet other gay colleagues when I need to. Many others don't, but would rather wanna fool themselves by thinking they could get just any guy without knowing their sexuality.

This country shaaa.

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Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by agabaI23(m): 10:55pm On Jul 23, 2015
Jsmile:


did you just say that agaba? that actually got me laughing.
I just did bro...

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Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by Nobody: 10:56pm On Jul 23, 2015
masonkz:


How much of a closed-minded stupid, non-brainy piece of dirty biatch can you be??

Tell me, how exactly am I hiding? Approach me on a normal day and ask me my sexuality whether I won't tell you.

Rubbish!
keep lying to yourself, oponu.

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Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by Meelaw(m): 10:56pm On Jul 23, 2015
Jsmile:
I felt cool after he did that but unknowing to me that was the beginning of my escapades. One thing with sinful habit is that it will never ever drop you off where it picked you from. It will surely cut across many others. After that incident with him, i started longing for more of that, I will go to their how house in the name of going for prep and we will head to the school and use a secluded class after which we self-service ourselves. That's how it continue till the day he gave me head job and so many other things that happened both in their compound, but we never did penetration. He tried to make us stop but I couldn't, when it was obvious to me he's resisting me finally, I started looking outside not knowing the evil beast has been unleashed on me already. I started admiring cute guys, most of which even if it's not for making out with them, I just wanted to have them as friends....straight guys I mean. I kept graduating from one level of experience to another, more porn(even later started seeing gay porn), more masturbation, I enticed younger guys a lot just to get them on the hook. later started having sex with fellow men and even received too.

One thing was certain, over the time I started feeling uncomfortable with what I was doing but how to stop was a problem for me, you will wanna stay away from social network, block some friends from calling or chatting you up and other funny strategies employed but none worked. I will stop for like 2-3 months and bingo the urge will come and when you fall back it becomes worse. those times i wanna shot out some friends from coming around, it made me live so rigidly that I lived a secluded life, few people(gay partners) I give listening ears to will be like you never made yourself this way, why fighting yourself and acting strange. They will be like just find one person and settle with and be happy with your life(actually tried that couple of times).......buy that wasn't who I was born to be. Habit has already been formed

cont'd
DAIRIX GOD OOO..HABA U 2 DEY LIE..YA 2+2=9
IDONTBILIVIT
Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by Nobody: 10:56pm On Jul 23, 2015
firstEVA:
keep lying to yourself, oponu.


As expected.... mtcheeewww


Next!!!

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Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by Jsmile(m): 11:06pm On Jul 23, 2015
Meelaw:

DAIRIX GOD OOO..HABA U 2 DEY LIE..YA 2+2=9
IDONTBILIVIT

Anyone that has discernment will know if it's true or not. I didn't write for people to believe. I wrote these for fellow children of God struggling and about giving up not to. It's jus to tell you that God is able because He is full of possibilities

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Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by debada(f): 11:31pm On Jul 23, 2015
masonkz:


How much of a closed-minded stupid, non-brainy piece of dirty biatch can you be??

Tell me, how exactly am I hiding? Approach me on a normal day and ask me my sexuality whether I won't tell you.

Rubbish!

Masonkz, People like her should be ignored. Dont waste your PRECIOUS time replying. Its not worth it.
Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by Nobody: 11:41pm On Jul 23, 2015
debada:


Masonkz, People like her should be ignored. Dont waste your PRECIOUS time replying. Its not worth it.

Thanks debada. The fool has been on my trail for years on NL. To think that someone that doesn't like gay people would have ignored me all these time, but no, she must always quote me when she sees my handle. Just couldn't help but call her those well-deserved names this time around.
Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by debada(f): 11:43pm On Jul 23, 2015
LADEMINUS:
Firstly, all glory be to the almighty for this salvation in your life OP.
Secondly, no need to bash the catholic church to achieve ur recruitment aims, u were never a catholic. To be an alter server means you receive the body and blood of christ in the holy communion at every mass u serve. To do that, you must be in a state of grace (completely sure you are without even the tiniest sin), and where u determine you aren't.. U MUST go for confession to forestall gays and rapists abd thieves serving on the altar of the Father. If you want to tell me that u were serving, sinning and had the guts to open your mouth to receive the body and bloos of the Lord?!! Bro, lemme just leave it at the fact that you aint a catholic, cos if you are, you will knw that at ur confirmation you took vows that have already condemned you.

Well am catholic too and how many of us catholics can boast of being void of sin as we receive the body and blood.
God can and will forgive such.

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Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by debada(f): 11:46pm On Jul 23, 2015
ken1982:
GAY IS WRONG. WHEN A MAN HAS SEX IN THE ANUS WITH ANOTHER MAN IT IS WRONG (EVEN IF ITS A WOMANS ANUS IT IS STILL WRONG).
WHEN I SAY WRONG I MEAN SPIRITUALLY AND PHYSICALLY. GAY PEOPLE KNOW IT. THEY UNDERSTAND DEEP DOWN. I AM AND WILL NOT TRY TO SAY THAT BEING GAY IS THE WORST SIN. I AM ONLY ADDRESSING IT HERE COS THIS IS A TOPIC ABOUT WRONG SEXUAL RELATIONS.

FOR THE GAY PEOPLE READING THIS BELIEVE ME I WILL NOT PLEAD WITH YOU TO STOP. YOU CAN CONTINUE AFTERALL I HAVE MY SKELETONS AND I AM BATTLING THEM. BUT FOR THE GAY PEOPLE WHO ARE TRYING TO STOP, SEEKING A WAY OUT...KEEP TRYING...AND TRY WITH ALL YOUR HEART TO LET GO...YOU WILL BE HELPED BY THE GRACE OF THE ALMIGHTY FATHER. IT IS NOT EASY.

STAY AWAY FROM GAY PEOPLE AND GAY PORN
STAY AWAY FROM THINGS THAT WILL MK YOU THINK OF GAY SHIT
TRY AND FIGHT DEPRESSION IF YOU HAVE
FIND A BEAUTIFUL NIGERIAN GIRL WITH TEAR RUBBER PUNA OR AT LEAST FIRST GRADE PUNA
SEEK A WOMAN OF VIRTUE NOT ALL THESE FAKE MONEY HUNGRY TOTS
PRAAAAAAAY...PRAYER REAL HEARTFELT PRAYER IS KEY

HOPE


seriously dont know how you can put God, prayer in a speech/write up and still include vulgar words... undecided
Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by frisky2good(m): 11:49pm On Jul 23, 2015
O ku orire. You don't know what you are about to start enjoying, I swear.
Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by debada(f): 11:54pm On Jul 23, 2015
ken1982:


GAY is wrong...what are we recognising..that you like to see faeces on your penis...or that gay people have the highest prevalence of hiv. or that homosexuality is a setback spiritually, or that you want to sicken society by "having more gay adherents"...or that deep down you know you are a queer and awkward...

instead why don't you seek reality and go straight...

sorry for you sha...after all u r not shekau or the criminal corrupt govt...so why should i judge u on your shit...

wrong is wrong sha

Ken, Sodomy is also done by heterosexuals. Enemas also exists so being gay has absolutely nothingto do with wanting to see shit on your joystick.
Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by remzor(m): 12:25am On Jul 24, 2015
I don't believe dis rubbish jsmile put up here... jsmile has Bn ma frnd for a very long time... I met jsmile on prodigits(a website)2007 or 2008. Am a yoruba guy, I came to d east 2009 when I was seeking admission n I met him @awka, he welcomed me, he bought me drink, I rode on his bike n he took me to his place of work, I had fun hanging out wt him, no form of being homosexual... Well, I stand to be corrected cos he's still ma frnd. ping me ASAP n convince me dt u ddnt frame ds... Uche I don ping u

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Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by Nobody: 1:16am On Jul 24, 2015
pls Jsmile i need your number
Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by Jsmile(m): 1:28am On Jul 24, 2015
remzor:
I don't believe dis rubbish jsmile put up here... jsmile has Bn ma frnd for a very long time... I met jsmile on prodigits(a website)2007 or 2008. Am a yoruba guy, I came to d east 2009 when I was seeking admission n I met him @awka, he welcomed me, he bought me drink, I rode on his bike n he took me to his place of work, I had fun hanging out wt him, no form of being homosexual... Well, I stand to be corrected cos he's still ma frnd. ping me ASAP n convince me dt u ddnt frame ds... Uche I don ping u

I already responded to your ping bro, i know its hard to believe, there's another guy that said he knew me from prodigits too and my testimony now makes sense to him because as he said, there was something about me he noticed that wasn't normal. I think his username is boy here on NL. yea we actually met and I brought you to my office and bought a drink for you. We have learnt a lot knowing each other, it's so unfortunate that you never knew I had this dark side. I respect our friendship because our knowing was never centered on that and besides, that I had something to do with guys doesn't mean i will wanna go down with anyone i meet. I understand how you feel about getting to hear this now but you didn't notice that about me because i am manly enough and not the bitchy kind of gay guys(like I said this was the major part of my dark side that gave me concern). But won't deny the fact i am great guy since you knew me hehehe. It has been a wonderful feeling meeting you Remzor Adeyinka and you're a nice guy. I expected you to be thankful to God for testimony

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Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by Jsmile(m): 1:30am On Jul 24, 2015
fowostepy21:
pls Jsmile i need your number

inbox me for my number please.
Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by Nobody: 2:23am On Jul 24, 2015
CHARLYX9:
oga dey well na today we start to dey hear testimony.i have gotten fed up of hearing things like testimony this testimony that if i were to have a church i won't condone testimony whatever there i would be more strict in handling things like testimony better still you can go to another church and give testimony not in my church.it sounds awful to me when i hear things like:i was a smoker he saved me,i was a porn addict he saved me,i was a chronic masturbator he saved me,i was an hardcore criminal he saved me e.t.c to hell with all this u would only say that you are not a candidate of hell cuz sm pple who do this things died in it without any repentance made while some do these things and on the long run they got saved so i later came to conclusion that some ppl are bound to go to hell while some are bound for heaven dont ask me why and i get fed up and feel like killing the person giving the testimony cuz i hate seeing people giving testimony if u like be saved if you like don't be saved it doesn't impress me but either it bring out the angry man in me.thanks
oboi get lost! Locate ur kind.

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Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by EBIXANDRA(f): 2:58am On Jul 24, 2015
matt 8:28-29 When Jesus came to the territory of Gadara on the other side of the lake, he was met by two men who came out of the burial caves there. These men had demons in them and were so fierce that no one dared travel on that road. At once they screamed, “What do you want with us, you Son of God? Have you come to punish us before the right time?”

NOTE: Even demons know about judgement day and the punishment that awaits them, you that call yourself a Christian, do you still deceive yourself by saying there is nothing like rapture, judgement, heaven or hell?
THE CHOICE IS YOURS

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Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by CHARLYX9: 4:11am On Jul 24, 2015
EBIXANDRA:
matt 8:28-29 When Jesus came to the territory of Gadara on the other side of the lake, he was met by two men who came out of the burial caves there. These men had demons in them and were so fierce that no one dared travel on that road. At once they screamed, “What do you want with us, you Son of God? Have you come to punish us before the right time?”

NOTE: Even demons know about judgement day and the punishment that awaits them, you that call yourself a Christian, do you still deceive yourself by saying there is nothing like rapture, judgement, heaven or hell?
THE CHOICE IS YOURS
am impressed after i read this passage expository i neva knew much and have read this verse.thanks
Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by CHARLYX9: 4:13am On Jul 24, 2015
Meelaw:

DAIRIX GOD OOO..HABA U 2 DEY LIE..YA 2+2=9
IDONTBILIVIT
sheyman on the beat
Re: (testimony) I Struggled With Homosexuality For More Than 9years by EbuGeneral(m): 5:57am On Jul 24, 2015
Jsmile:


No part of my testimony claimed church changed me beloved and am not advertising any church please. Thank you for taking time to comment though.
you were never a devoted catholic simple. by the way christianity is scam. all hail CHUKWU OKIKE ABỊAMA.

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