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I Want To See If I Can Be Poorer by dayodare49o: 4:03am On Aug 15, 2015 |
I was not sent out of the church like this old woman. I willing left church on my own, maybe because I had enough to pay the gluttons. The faithful day was first Sunday of January 2012. Put own my brand new suit with a tiny tie and white shirt with tiny red lines and a well shined black shoes on the black suit. I had had my hair cut, on sartuday. I woke up early dressed up, I was hungry but I could not eat anything because is not in my nature to it early in the morning. I went to kitchen to make some tea not too long i remembered, it was not in norms to eat anything until after church on Sundays, however, I bounced out of the house with my bible. My landlord's son was hailing me..."bros you look kited" less than 15 minutes I found myself in the front role, a place i used not to sit, I never liked sitting at the front except that day. I was there looking joyous and active, dancing as if that day was my wedding day. Until a time a power reminded me of my lost. As at that time, those devils abroad had already destroyed my business, secret agents from the evil kingdom had already destroyed the business that I used my youthful days to build. They hide on every strategic area of my business and they destroyed my brand, my name, reputation and dignity from my trusted clients, I became a debtor, became homeless and jobless, I used to give but became receiver yet I was dancing in suit that could be the last I will use my money to buy. My countenance changed, I pity myself, I could not dance again, I could not, I could not rejoy anymore, my happiness disapeared but I kept asking my spirit but why would this happen to me? But I didn't listen to reply and my spirit did not even reply. My poverty is not natural, i was deliberately attacked, my poverty was systematically carried out by secret agents from the evil kingdom, they artificialised it. It was not because I am lazy, my effort can feed family but they dragged me down not God. It is not my nature to drag something with someone but if my opportunity to pay back comes then you will know that I can send millions of new born baby into fire. I got out of the church, heading home...i was so sad and I determined to rise again but I couldn't. Instead of thinks getting better it was getting worse, I became more indebted that I had to beg church to help me financially, I was asked to write a letter to provincial pastor which I did several times but there was no response. When I could not stand it, I left the business Then, I sold some of the business property and relocated to start all over again but today , I am little better than beggar or equivalent why because the devil still interested in my poverty. Since then, I had forgot this, I didn't remember that all this happened, I didn't remember that much about my formal business since then until last week that I met one of the youths' brothers in my church in a road and called me by my business name. I didn't remember where I knew him but I greeted him well and spoke with him, along the line he said some words that reminded me of where I know him. This week, as i was passing by the place we met, I remembered him again and I started remembering the time I was going to the church till the day I left. And I looked up to heaven and cursed the world again and again. I pronounced more than 1000 curses upon the evil world but i am not satisfied I want to curse it more. I was very sure and certain that heavens granted my curse upon the earth. One thing, with one chance i will drive this world to hell fire. If heavens ask me what I want one million times, my answer will always be one, and that will be distrustion of this world. Nothing else, that will be more than 500 trillion naira to me. As I am typing and surfing the net the secret agents were still blocking and hacking my phone, they block my way so I can be poor, they are still doing everything possible to block my mouth. If the world gets me as its driver, before I drive it into fire, I will first hit it against bridge pillars, hit it against truck, capsize it into lagoon then I will now drive it into burning fire where it will burn forever that is my only wish. I don't want to rich, I don't want to marry until I achieve my aim. Wait I am coming quickly to pay evil for every evil you had done and evil for every good you had done |
Re: I Want To See If I Can Be Poorer by Mbkite(m): 4:10am On Aug 15, 2015 |
God has not changed. He is still changing lives. Don't give up bro. |
Re: I Want To See If I Can Be Poorer by delishpot: 4:18am On Aug 15, 2015 |
Why blame the world for the sin of the enemy? You want to pay evil for good? Not fair bro. |
Re: I Want To See If I Can Be Poorer by dayodare49o: 4:35am On Aug 15, 2015 |
delishpot:But they destroyed my world. I do t know how big this but who knows my world that they destroyed might be bigger than this that is why they destroyed it. There is no difference BTW the size of this world and my world I am paying back the same measure. I did good but they paid me back with evil I will do the same to them. I will pay them evil for every good they did |
Re: I Want To See If I Can Be Poorer by dayodare49o: 4:38am On Aug 15, 2015 |
Mbkite:I am not given up anything, since I don't have ambition any longer. Ambition has collapsed since then. Thank bro. |
Re: I Want To See If I Can Be Poorer by ifekemmie(f): 5:14am On Aug 15, 2015 |
Bro so sorry for ur pain n loss, bt u dnt need to pay evil for evil. Av forgiven spirit n be prayerful |
Re: I Want To See If I Can Be Poorer by dayodare49o: 8:51am On Aug 15, 2015 |
ifekemmie:should I allow gays on my bed? that is what it means. don't pay evil for evil sounds as if you said i should allow gays on my bed. how will I encourage evil doers by giving them gooddies. it was planned/systematic attack since 2010...without conscience. patience has even become toxic to me but to achieve aim o will be little patient. |
Re: I Want To See If I Can Be Poorer by DrayZee: 9:06am On Aug 15, 2015 |
So how exactly do you plan on exacting your revenge |
Re: I Want To See If I Can Be Poorer by dayodare49o: 9:21am On Aug 15, 2015 |
DrayZee:To do it in away no one escapes. look friendly but not a friend... smiling at every that must destroyed. I will never raised my voice and my boys will not be of this world |
Re: I Want To See If I Can Be Poorer by delishpot: 9:25am On Aug 15, 2015 |
dayodare49o: Awww, I get you. But who are your targets? Innocent ones like you once were or those who are responsible for destroying your great world? Dont you think this pain you are surffering is as a result of an angr person like you who chose to destroy peoples world too? As in its a cycle and yiu are angry those whose world you destroyed will be angry and they too will destroy others world and the cycle continues. Nor vex sha. Even me sef feel say dem dey destroy my own very big world at times. Be strong how can your world be built again? Have you looked into it? I hope you did not use your habds to destroy your world only to turn around and blame otbers sha. Eg..... A person with a very loving and sexualy active spouse recieves money for contract and instead of heading home to the warm loving arms of the waiting spouse decides to carry a sugar boy or girl to hotel. Now in the morning sugar lover skips with the whole money does that person have a right to say his or her enemies are at work? 1 Like |
Re: I Want To See If I Can Be Poorer by delishpot: 9:28am On Aug 15, 2015 |
dayodare49o: You have boys who are not of this world? Use them to re-build your world na. Or isnt that possible bro? |
Re: I Want To See If I Can Be Poorer by dayodare49o: 9:38am On Aug 15, 2015 |
delishpot:No. I don't struggle in that form. Even if so, that will after massacre. they must witness success of their desire throughout their life time. they will witness their evil and they must leave it behind themselves. I will not help them to build what they destroy no no no. |
Re: I Want To See If I Can Be Poorer by delishpot: 9:48am On Aug 15, 2015 |
dayodare49o: Ok, you know say me I nor follow spoil ya world sha. Tell me how do you intend to destroy this world? Abeg make I know how to avoid because me I am the tyoe that cant stop doing good make I for know how to avoid angry minded peeps like you o |
Re: I Want To See If I Can Be Poorer by dayodare49o: 10:06am On Aug 15, 2015 |
delishpot:Recently a police officer was dragging me in a court and my other legs slipped on erosion my head went down as I lost my two feet on the ground and I hit my head on the concrete and I was bleeding. The prison doctor told my family that I was suffering memory lost which I also know was true but since then I have been noticing that I lost my sensation, I don't feel bad about bad things anymore. I don't have compassion any more, it seems my naivous system is also damaged. so, I don't feel as you about this what I know is to do what makes my heart relieved |
Re: I Want To See If I Can Be Poorer by dayodare49o: 10:10am On Aug 15, 2015 |
delishpot:under your feet, in the air, from the son and the moon...which one can you escape? |
Re: I Want To See If I Can Be Poorer by delishpot: 11:32am On Aug 15, 2015 |
dayodare49o: I can try to escape dem use stilts waka and cime out inly when the moon is not in the sky. Ok. Without play sha, bros you need to visit a shrink. You need help and you cant get it here. Try to rebuild your big world here and try to build a bigger one in tge world after life. I wish you all the best |
Re: I Want To See If I Can Be Poorer by dayodare49o: 11:45am On Aug 15, 2015 |
delishpot:I have adopted my new life. I have also adapted to it. the places that used to be bad place are now enjoying my patronage. the things that used to opposite to me are now supplements. i not strongly to live like this, I am into it and got settle down it because I know, and I am very sure that o Will surely achieve my aim as planned. I will only have to advice to cooperate when it is my turn to laugh because in their own time I cooperated and endured everything they did without dragging it with them. |
Re: I Want To See If I Can Be Poorer by DrayZee: 1:04pm On Aug 15, 2015 |
dayodare49o:You be lyk person wey dey joke |
Re: I Want To See If I Can Be Poorer by David0(m): 2:04pm On Aug 15, 2015 |
The day u stop bn angry with this world... The day u start accepting ur part in ur business failure... The day u start appreciating the fact u are still alive n have hope... The day u start thanking God for everything about u... The day u start blessing the earth... That is when ur blessings will start coming back to u like magic. |
Re: I Want To See If I Can Be Poorer by dayodare49o: 2:50pm On Aug 15, 2015 |
David0: being helpful to others who needs your help is reason why I was part of the business failure? grooming up young stars with integrity, honest, be loyal and trustworthy to evey in my business is why I am part of it failure? or rendering free services in support of family that can not afford it a reason I am part of the failure? loving the community, supporting and helping in business is a fault? you are right, I have chosen not do those things again even if I can. |
Re: I Want To See If I Can Be Poorer by dayodare49o: 2:58pm On Aug 15, 2015 |
DrayZee:do you know why some people buy fake product? is because those that did it, make it to look perfect like original so hardly will the victims know! those that were defrauded didn't also want to be scammed but the scammers had package. please accept this as a joke. |
Re: I Want To See If I Can Be Poorer by David0(m): 4:33pm On Aug 15, 2015 |
Smh |
Re: I Want To See If I Can Be Poorer by David0(m): 4:34pm On Aug 15, 2015 |
dayodare49o: Evidently ur business decisions affected u. There's a reason u started d business, was to make more money. And d only way to make more money is to ensure money is put in to yield more money. But wen u dish money out in d name of family, love, community etc, n u get no returns in Monetary value...business failure is the result. In business thrs a thin line that must b drawn btw business n pleasure, business n emotion. U shud put ur business first if u really wanna remain relevant. So blame ursef not d world. Take responsibility, that's the beginning of a solution. |
Re: I Want To See If I Can Be Poorer by dayodare49o: 7:03pm On Aug 15, 2015 |
David0:going with your concept we can also say social responsibilities led oceanic bank, intercontinental bank, afribank...to bankruptcy? did i tell you what percentage i spent on social responsibility. oh gtbank is strong because is not doing social responsibility...hmmm I know when to take responsibility. even in the face of death i will still raise up my hand and ready to take responsibility. I will not drag anything with you if i know i wont be responsible for it. But this particular one, the evil kingdom and its secret agents are 100% responsible. |
Re: I Want To See If I Can Be Poorer by Nobody: 11:47pm On Aug 28, 2015 |
dayodare49o: Your problem is half solved since you have identified those responsible for your trouble...why not take the battle to them --> 'the evil kingdom and it's secret agents' |
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