Good morning ppl,hope the dark hours brought nice sleep with it. let me go straight to the point.
I was once the typical bad boy, never believed I will ever get trapped by anything called love, after a while I decided to stop cause I wasn't helping myself. I shut down for a long while, but I started feeling empty and lonely, then I met this pretty lady when I was going for a jamb tutorial. I decided to give myself a chance with this lady, and it happened like a movie, I fell in love!! For the first time in life, it was so awesome, was this what I was missing??. But after 5months disaster struck, she started messing around, I immediately called off the relationship, she came back with a friend of mine and apologised, I had to accept when she started acting funny cause we were in a public place. Things began going well again, before 2mnths she was at it again. I decided to break bridge and that I did.
It got into my head, it made me see the right in the bad I used to do. Instinctively I went back to my former life, I did things am currently not proud of. After a while, I decided to turn a new leaf again.
I got admission and was single all through my freshman year, it got lonely, I decided to give my self a shot, then I noticed this beautiful and calm girl, took her number one of the days and we agreed to meet. We started dating, she was everything you could want in a lady, intelligent, extremely beautiful, caring, and she loved me with all her heart. Along the line I started feeling detached, I dnt call, text or chat her up, I wasn't cheating either but I wasn't being there for her, she began complaining it got to a point she sent me airtime so I could call her. At a point I realized I was really hurting this lady, one of the days she was asking if I still loved her, I decided to let her go and I told her she could carry on with her life that I have problems with myself. The wost part was that it was online that I broke up with her.
It was sure tough on her, I wasn't feeling good either, I've even been single since I left her, I just decided to let her go and stop hurting her, her friends became enemies with me, even my own friends told me I screwed up. I felt really bad.
Amidst all the drama, I decided to get a bit close to her, so I could let her know she did nothing wrong that it was all on Me, she assured me she has forgiven me but kept on asking why I just left when she did nothing wrong, I had no answer for her.
But the problem is the communication is becoming flirty, I didn't plan on that before, but I can't just help it, and she's getting comfortable talking to me again. A part of me still don't want anything to happen because I dnt even trust myself. Since the first girl left,I just have this shallow feeling that just empty once I get close to someone, Am even afraid cause this might continue till when am ready to marry. I have luck with ladies, they are always very beautiful and do not demand but I just can't find love again.
Pls the reason behind this post is to get help on the aforementioned issue,thanks ppl

Pray

mekd:
Pray

Hahaha,bruv this one no be prayer matter oo

you writing jamb you said.....?shouldn't you be more focused on passing?...justsAying

are you human at all Please go for deliverance. You were too young to have gone through all these ladies and maybe you hurt a mermaid along the line and she has taken your name to hrr master that you may never br your self nir find love in any lady




Am entitled to my opinion though

hertz9te:
you writing jamb you said.....?shouldn't you be more focused on passing?...justsAying

Am in my 300l currently bro

pet4ril:
are you human at all Please go for deliverance. You were too young to have gone through all these ladies and maybe you hurt a mermaid along the line and she has taken your name to hrr master that you may never br your self nir find love in any lady




Am entitled to my opinion though

, funny advice, but thanks all the same
Btw I wasn't that young,
About finding love in any lady, the thing dey frighten me, It doesn't seem to work and I dnt want to hurt anybody again

faith551:


Am in my 300l currently bro

so y'all been dating for how many years again?

hertz9te:

so y'all been dating for how many years again?

Can't tell, but the first girl I dated was in senior high-school, ss3 to be precise. So you see, you might have started dating prior to that time.

Jambites forming Badoo

Read your book bro..

Be serious with your academics. Next you will give tales of how u ended up with a 3rd class degree.

where can I get fuel, Am almost late .

faith551:



, funny advice, but thanks all the same
Btw I wasn't that young,
About finding love in any lady, the thing dey frighten me, It doesn't seem to work and I dnt want to hurt anybody again

hmmmm your own strong i swear

iceberylin:
Jambites forming Badoo
Read your book bro..

Oga make una read well nau, Am in my 300level in the University

chukel:
Be serious with your academics. Next you will give tales of how u ended up with a 3rd class degree.

Am serious with my studies, and my grades are perfect, a 2nd class lower is not even an option for me not to talk of a 3rd class

faith551:




Oga make una read well nau, Am in my 300level in the University

U formed I don't fall in love when u were a Jambite.. Read ya post

iceberylin:

U formed I don't fall in love when u were a Jambite.. Read ya post

That I was writing jamb does not mean I was immature, I wrote my last jamb three years after I left high school