Nubian113:


Valerie is crushing I mean interested in him I'm just helping

No.I'm tryna figure somethin' out.
I promise you though,this dude is not as he seems.

Nubian113:


Valerie is crushing I mean interested in him I'm just helping

Lolz. Alryt, nice. So u're d matchmaker ? Pretty cool. Hope she is light-skinned, no offiense?

QueenValerie:
No.I'm tryna figure somethin' out.
I promise you though,this dude is not as he seems.

Ha! He's been on nl since dawn. Don't bother. He's a troll hun. Do you know what that means? U can't figure a troll out
Now go away with corky bs. How are you?

HaneefahRN:

Lolz. Alryt, nice. So u're d matchmaker ? Pretty cool. Hope she is light-skinned, no offiense?

I didn't call you ova to chat about that troll. Valerie is the Queen derailer, she can derail a conversation too


In other news: I was reading your comments on one thread. And I wanted to say, I love you for the sake of Allah sis you inspire

Nubian113:


Ha! He's been on nl since dawn. Don't bother. He's a troll hun. Do you know what that means? U can't figure a troll out
Now go away with corky bs. How are you?

I'm good.
But Nubian,what does the dude look like?
I wanna know,gotta know. My mind is curious like that

QueenValerie:
I'm good.
But Nubian wh as t does the dude look like?
I wanna know, gotta know. My mind is curious like that

I fvckin hate you



I'm glad you're well though

HaneefahRN:

Lolz. Alryt, nice. So u're d matchmaker ? Pretty cool. Hope she is light-skinned, no offiense?

I am not cushin' on Cork!! I'm just curious.

Nubian113:


Today was hard because of that pain energy. I feel like my feelings are creating my thoughts. I kept changing and observing today. Only feeling I could use to describe it is an upset tummy feeling. I took my anxiety pills today for the first time this month. The bright side is I went nearly a month without them.





[size=1pt]I love you so much. I trust that you are having the time of your life in that amazing city this weekend. That makes me smile. Thank you beautiful [/size]

It is the other way round hun. It always is the other way round. Your thoughts create your feelings.

Let me tell you something. I know the upset tummy feeling very very well. It was haunting me for years and it spoiled all my relationships in the past. It was making me crazy back in the day. I am free of it today, absolutely free. How is it possible? My happiness and self-confidence do not depend on anyone else but me. Whatever anyone decides to do has nothing to do with me and I can always find soothing thoughts and pamper myself like I deserve to. The relationship I have with myself is the most important one. If it is good, all others are perfect too.

Try to replace the thoughts that trigger the feelings with nicer thoughts. Take it easy. Talk to yourself like you would talk to your best friend. Start with something like this. I feel fear because of something that has not even happened. And even if it happened, I could still be happy and confident and optimistic. Each experience is a valuable lesson. I don't have to make a drama out of all relationships. Relationships are meant to be enjoyed for as long as they last. I can be lighthearted no matter what. I don't need to place such seriousness on relationships. I want them to be fun, not serious. I want to enjoy them. Whatever happens, I know that I can find happiness and peace within myself. It is always there, it is always reachable. I want to feel sure, I can feel sure. I can make myself feel good. Whatever happens, there is always something good awaiting me. All is well. I want to be carefree. I want to be fun to be around. I want to be a strong woman. I do not have to radiate neediness. I want to be strong, I am strong. I want my partner to feel my happiness, not angst. I want him to know that he is not responsible for my happiness. I want to be playful about my relationships. I want them to be fun.

Get the gist honey?



[size=3pt]It was amazing. I partied till the sun came up.
Sending you lots of love.[/size]

Nubian113:


I didn't call you ova to chat about that troll. Valerie is the Queen derailer, she can derail a conversation too


In other news: I was reading your comments on one thread. And I wanted to say, I love you for the sake of Allah sis you inspire

Lolz. I happens, and the guy has taken his expired weeds tonyt again.

Wow! Somebody stop my head from bursting! Love ya too. Curious, wc thread was tht?

Nubian113:


I fvckin hate you


I'm glad you're well though

Anyone left here to date? Like I really need a hot date ASAP. Email me if only you think am cute.

Mindfulness. I hope that wasn't to make me cry. It did. It really did. Thank you sweetness

I'm glad you're back. That was the pill I needed for the week ahead. Because upset tummy took my weekend from me. I've copied and pasted. Affirmation post-its is what I need. My soul needed to hear those things. And if I don't say it Honey who will

QueenValerie:

It's sarcasm Missy

Nubian113:
Mindfulness. I hope that wasn't to make me cry. It did. It really did. Thank you sweetness

I'm glad you're back. That was the pill I needed for the week ahead. Because upset tummy took my weekend from me. I've copied and pasted. Affirmation post-its is what I need. My soul needed to hear those things. And if I don't say it Honey who will

I hope those were tears of relief?

E-hug!

You are a strong woman, I knew it.

Mindfulness:


I hope those were tears of relief?

E-hug!

You are a strong woman, I knew it.

[size=3pt]A toast to life! I could just imagine. Your dance is out of this world hun! I'm on the two step but soon I'll be jiving[/size] you dig

Yeah... I released all that pressure you are a clever soul

Nubian113:


It's sarcasm Missy

Oh,good.
I'm queen derailer? I don't always start it though,why does no one pay attention to that fact?

Nubian113:



Yeah... I released all that pressure you are a clever soul

Do you know what has been one of the most liberating teachings for me? It was when I discovered that I do not need anyone to feel love, to feel loved and to literally be love. Isn't it beautiful?

Nubian113:




[size=3pt]A toast to life! I could just imagine. Your dance is out of this world hun! I'm on the two step but soon I'll be jiving[/size] you dig

Yeah... I released all that pressure you are a clever soul

I was dancing like there is no tomorrow. We were dancing on the street to the music coming from our phones after they closed the club because we didn't want to stop. Everyone was so free. We were joking and laughing and loving life.

I had to take off my shoes thought it was cold and rainy because my feet were hurting and I didn't care. I loved the people I was with, I loved the music, the moves and even the cold and the rain and naturally the sky, the moon and the stars.

Mindfulness:


Do you know what has been one of the most liberating teachings for me? It was when I discovered that I do not need anyone to feel love, to feel loved and to literally be love. Isn't it beautiful?

Thats Like a mirage ... it's beautiful though

Nubian113:


Thats Like a mirage ... it's beautiful though

It is my reality. There is so much to love about me, about others and about life. I am wondering how I ever could be missing to see it. There are endlessly many reasons to feel love.

*sighs* Someone was present when they signed the register... Hear you add the rain and the night sky. Amazing

Mindfulness:


I was dancing like there is no tomorrow. We were dancing on the street to the music coming from our phones after they closed the club because we didn't want to stop. Everyone was so free. We were joking and laughing and loving life.

I had to take off my shoes thought it was cold and rainy because my feet were hurting and I didn't care. I loved the people I was with, I loved the music, the moves and even the cold and the rain and naturally the sky, the moon and the stars.

Mindfulness:


It is my reality. There is so much to love about me, about others and about life. I am wondering how I ever could be missing to see it. There are endlessly many reasons to feel love.

You don't need anyone to love?
You don't need anyone to love you?
Help me understand...

Nubian113:


You don't need anyone to love?
You don't need anyone to love you?
Help me understand...

It would be more accurate to say that I don't need anyone to behave the way I want them to in order to love them.

Nubian113:
*sighs* Someone was present when they signed the register... Hear you add the rain and the night sky. Amazing

I used to hate rain. Everything is different today. ALL is well.

In God we trust, don't we?

Mindfulness:


It would be more accurate to say that I don't need anyone to behave the way I want them to in order to love them.

Yo mean you love them with agape(god-kinda love,unconditional) love?

Mindfulness:


It would be more accurate to say that I don't need anyone to behave the way I want them to in order to love them.

Huh Ok. Let finish my affirmations thingy first then maybe I could understand this concept more. Emotional depravation, abandonment, mistrust and abuse, These three are what my sub conscious mind harbours so how can I battle, accept, or whatever it is that I need to do.


Honey... Don't need a reply tonight. Thank you for your time lovely and enjoy the rest of your day/evening or night. Chatting with you has already calmed my mind down lol! Sweet! let me take advantage of this and get some sleep. I love you lots lol no I don't love you

QueenValerie:
Yo mean you love them with agape(God-kinda love,unconditional) love?

I know the word agape but I so love the expression God-kinda love. Something new to love.

I try to. Sometimes it is easier, sometimes it is harder but trying to helps to feel love more often - which feeling is more beautiful than love?

It is so worth it.

Mindfulness:


I used to hate rain. Everything is different today. ALL is well.

In God we trust, don't we?

ask me again next week



Modified: Yes I do....

Nubian113:


Huh Ok. Let finish my affirmations thingy first then maybe I could understand this concept more. Emotional depravation, abandonment, mistrust and abuse, These three are what my sub conscious mind harbours so how can I battle, accept, or whatever it is that I need to do.

Do your positive affirmations instead of thinking these three ugly words up there.

Honey... Don't need a reply tonight. Thank you for your time lovely and enjoy the rest of your day/evening or night. Chatting with you has already calmed my mind down lol! Sweet! let me take advantage of this and get some sleep. I love you lots lol no I don't love you

We love each other.

Nubian113:


ask me again next week



Modified: Yes I do....

I love your signature. LOL!

Mindfulness:


I love your signature. LOL!

3 biggest crushes on nl all trolls see my life

Nubian113:


3 biggest crushes on nl all trolls see my life

Get some good rest hun and when you wake up remind yourself that you want to be easy on yourself and all your relationships Do your affirmations and meditate and you will get where you want to be gradually.

Goodnight.