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How Well Did I Understand Grace Before I Understood Grace? - Paul Ellis by jiggaz(m): 6:45pm On Sep 24, 2016 |
Have you ever seen those Magic Eye 3D pictures that look random at first glance but then reveal a hidden picture? Maybe there’s a group of you looking and someone says, “Wow – look at that! It’s a ship!” Then another person sees it and now they’re both describing the picture to you. But try as you might you just can’t see it. They try to encourage you. “Look – it’s right there. It’s huge!” But still you can’t see it. You’re starting to think there’s no picture at all and they’re all deluded when suddenly, revelation comes and a ship appears! If you’re like me and you’re usually the last person to see these things, you’ll no doubt embarrass yourself at this point by shouting, “I see it!” That’s how it was for me with grace. I knew people who looked into the Bible and saw radical grace but I didn’t. Sure, there were pockets of grace but there was a whole lot of other stuff as well. Then one day, revelation came and I saw Grace! He’s right there on every page and in every book! How can you miss Him? He’s huge! I now find myself reading old scriptures with new eyes and saying, “Look! This is speaking of Jesus! This is all about Him – I never saw this before.” Now that I’ve seen Him once I see Him everywhere. I was saved decades ago and I have always loved God with my whole heart. But when I got this revelation of His amazing grace, it was like being born again, again . A friend recently asked me, “How well did you understand grace before you understood grace ?” Here’s my answer: I thought I understood grace perfectly well. For as long as I can remember I’ve considered myself a testimony of His grace. But when Grace Himself came into focus, I was floored. I realized that I had barely understood grace at all. Looking back I can identify nine signs that showed I did not fully grasp the grace of God. 1. I understood that I was saved by grace but not that I was kept by grace I had received Christ by faith and without doing a thing, but I was not continuing in Him by that same faith (Col 2:6). Although I would never have said it, I had taken out a little works insurance. Faith is a positive response to what God has done, but I liked to initiate things. And so my walk became “do, do, do,” rather than it’s “done, done, done.” There was no rest, only performance anxiety. There was always another meeting to lead, another plank of truth to teach, another stray sheep to gather. I thought this was normal. I could get excited about the idea of being saved and saving others, but I was not drawing from the wells of salvation with joy (Is 12:3). I was constantly stressed and I treated grace as grease for my engine. 2. I felt obliged to serve Jesus had done everything for me, what would I do for Him? Of course I didn’t use the word “indebted” – that would’ve alerted me to the poverty of my theology – but much of what I did was motivated by a sense of obligation. I thus cheapened the exceeding riches of His grace (Eph 1:7) by trying to pay Him back for His priceless gift. Inevitably this shifted my focus from Him and His work to me and mine. Instead of being impressed by what He had done, I was trying to impress Him with what I was doing. 3. I motivated others using carrots and sticks Because my own motives were screwed up it was inevitable that I would preach rewards and punishments to others. Do good, get good; do bad, get bad. At the same time as I was preaching against legalism I was putting people under law! My gospel was like an ash-tray – full of “buts”! God loves you but… Jesus died for you but… God’s gifts always came with a price to pay. But grace is free – you either receive it or reject it but the moment you start charging for it, you’ve missed it. There’s only one motive in the kingdom and that is love. The Son of Man didn’t come to threaten us, judge us, or scare us, but to demonstrate love (Rm 5: ![]() 4. I saw myself as a servant rather than a son My identity was in the things I did rather than in my Father. I saw myself as working for God (a noble cause!) rather than doing the works of God . I would not have said I was justified by what I did for I knew that grace and works don’t mix (Rms 11:6). Yet I was mixing grace with works like there was no tomorrow! But here’s the strange thing. Even though I preached servanthood more than sonship, whenever there was a crisis I was quick to relate to Him as Papa. It was only when I was strong and healthy that I was seduced by the religious need to do something for God. Happily, there were many crises! 5. I kept asking God to provide things that He’s already provided I knew enough about grace to approach Him boldly in my hour of need, but I didn’t know that He has already given us everything we need for life and godliness (2 Pet 1:3). If someone was sick I would ask for healing when I should’ve just healed them (Mt 10: ![]() 6. I was more sin-conscious than Christ-conscious Like many Christians I was afraid of sin (keep it out of the camp!) and I was not known as a friend of sinners. I defined sin as bad works only and I taught that the solution to sin was repentance. I had read that the grace of God teaches us to say no to ungodliness (Tit 2:12), but I wasn’t quite sure how that worked. So when preaching against sin I used inferior incentives like fear and punishment that led, at best, to temporary, will-powered changes in behavior. I emphasized what people must do (repent!) more that what God has already done (forgiven us!). I kept the focus on us when it should’ve been on Him and my preaching was powerless as a result. If anyone failed to experience victory over sin, I just figured they were unacquainted with God’s transforming grace – even though I had given them none. 7. I always tried to do the right thing Someone under grace says, “I trust Him from start to finish. He will lead me in the right path” (Ps 23:3). But in subtle ways I preferred rules to relationship. What I craved were clear Biblical guidelines for living. I thought I was choosing good, but then so did Adam. We both had an independent spirit that led us to eat from the wrong tree. I felt particularly good when people came to me for guidance. I thought I was giving them wisdom when really I should just have got out of the way and taught them to lean on Jesus (Jn 10:27). 8. I had a stronger relationship with the written word than with the Living Word I did not read the scriptures to find Jesus (Lk 24:27) but to learn, what should I do? I read indiscriminately and was often confused by scriptures that seemed to contradict each other . My solution was to go for balance: A little of this, a little of that, for all scripture is profitable. But by failing to filter what I read through the finished work of the cross, I unwittingly poisoned myself. I was mixing the death-dealing words of the law with the life-giving words of grace. Although I was zealous for the Lord, in truth I was lukewarm. I was neither under the stone-cold reality of the law nor walking in the red-hot heat of His unconditional love and grace. 9. I knew I was righteous, but I didn’t feel righteous When I stumbled I would more readily confess my sins to God than allow the Holy Spirit to remind me of the gift of His righteousness to me (Jn 16:10). I knew I was a new creation (2 Cor 5:17), but in many ways I acted and spoke as if I was merely an improved creation. I thought honesty about my struggles was the key to getting more grace. But I probably would not have struggled so much in the first place if I had just learned to see myself as God sees me – redeemed, righteous, and holy. I am convinced that grace comes by revelation. If you don’t yet see it this post may sound like the ramblings of a man who is unbalanced. (Thank God I am! I’m done with balance!) If you do see Grace, then right now you will be resonating like a tuning fork. So let me finish with a few words for those of you in the first group. Please be patient with those of us who are leaping for joy. Don’t walk away from the Magic Eye picture scowling, “I can’t see it, there’s nothing there.” Just keep looking! Grace really is standing right there in front of you. And He’s huge! https://escapetoreality.org/2011/05/27/did-i-understand-grace-before/ 24 Likes 6 Shares
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Re: How Well Did I Understand Grace Before I Understood Grace? - Paul Ellis by defendedvictim(m): 9:59am On Oct 02, 2016 |
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Re: How Well Did I Understand Grace Before I Understood Grace? - Paul Ellis by allanphash7(m): 10:03am On Oct 02, 2016 |
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Re: How Well Did I Understand Grace Before I Understood Grace? - Paul Ellis by sholay2011(m): 10:10am On Oct 02, 2016 |
Wow! This is GREAT! 5 Likes |
Re: How Well Did I Understand Grace Before I Understood Grace? - Paul Ellis by Lordgel: 10:13am On Oct 02, 2016 |
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Re: How Well Did I Understand Grace Before I Understood Grace? - Paul Ellis by Nobody: 10:15am On Oct 02, 2016 |
Nycly written 1 Like |
Re: How Well Did I Understand Grace Before I Understood Grace? - Paul Ellis by Nobody: 10:20am On Oct 02, 2016 |
I was blessed by this and may you be blessed too OP |
Re: How Well Did I Understand Grace Before I Understood Grace? - Paul Ellis by Nobody: 10:24am On Oct 02, 2016 |
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Re: How Well Did I Understand Grace Before I Understood Grace? - Paul Ellis by Tonnierichy(m): 10:24am On Oct 02, 2016 |
I just knew this thread wont attract readers.....Awesome write up OP....its quite eye opening 8 Likes |
Re: How Well Did I Understand Grace Before I Understood Grace? - Paul Ellis by chinedu202000(m): 10:26am On Oct 02, 2016 |
Thank God for your life for this revelation. you are free from bondage forever knowing this. but the religious and natural man won't know this. why? 1 Corinthians 2:14 (KJV) But the natural man receiveth not the things of the Spirit of God: for they are foolishness unto him: neither can he know them, because they are spiritually discerned. 4 Likes |
Re: How Well Did I Understand Grace Before I Understood Grace? - Paul Ellis by skykenny: 10:29am On Oct 02, 2016 |
Wonderful! 2 Likes |
Re: How Well Did I Understand Grace Before I Understood Grace? - Paul Ellis by mooregan(m): 11:02am On Oct 02, 2016 |
Nice!! All you've written are truths. My prayer everyday is that people will come to the knowledge of the truth. OP do you know Dr. Abel Damina? 1 Like |
Re: How Well Did I Understand Grace Before I Understood Grace? - Paul Ellis by bennyann: 11:20am On Oct 02, 2016 |
This is a wow! I mean this is beautiful. I know it's God that has been living that righteous life through me for me. Now imagine I've really understood grace, then I'll explode. This is great. I'm feeling fly right now. Oooooops! Gracious and glorious God. Everything I am goes back to give you glory. Thank you Jesus Thanks OP, I pray God opens our eyes to see this message for what it really is And understand because most of God's children haven't gotten to that level. And I pray we get there sooner. 3 Likes |
Re: How Well Did I Understand Grace Before I Understood Grace? - Paul Ellis by chiefolododo(m): 11:21am On Oct 02, 2016 |
I am not too sure whether or not I have seen GRACE |
Re: How Well Did I Understand Grace Before I Understood Grace? - Paul Ellis by jiggaz(m): 11:35am On Oct 02, 2016 |
Ziggiman:amen bro.. thanx.. |
Re: How Well Did I Understand Grace Before I Understood Grace? - Paul Ellis by jiggaz(m): 11:36am On Oct 02, 2016 |
Tonnierichy:thank you. 1 Like |
Re: How Well Did I Understand Grace Before I Understood Grace? - Paul Ellis by jiggaz(m): 11:37am On Oct 02, 2016 |
chinedu202000:you are welcome bro... 1 Like |
Re: How Well Did I Understand Grace Before I Understood Grace? - Paul Ellis by jiggaz(m): 11:39am On Oct 02, 2016 |
mooregan:Thank you... No i don't know him.... 1 Like 1 Share |
Re: How Well Did I Understand Grace Before I Understood Grace? - Paul Ellis by Jerryojozy(m): 11:41am On Oct 02, 2016 |
mooregan:I was blessed listening to the Man today. He is a teacher of grace and I was enlightened 2 Likes |
Re: How Well Did I Understand Grace Before I Understood Grace? - Paul Ellis by jiggaz(m): 12:09pm On Oct 02, 2016 |
bennyann:loool you welcome bro!! l discovered the Gospel of Grace in 2014 through Pastor Joseph Prince and i felt exactly like you!! i felt like flying!! lol..... Our Lord Jesus is soooo gracious!!! Between 2014 and now 2016, i have grown so much in the knowledge of Our Lord Jesus and His super abundance of Grace.. .... Before i discovered the Gospel of Grace, i was not a serious Christian( i. e i don't study the word of God) cos the church i used to attend, my pastor always condemn me to Hell Fire because i didn't believe in living a legalistic religious life like them... lol. Between 2012 & 2013, i was living in depression cos truly i love God and i have 100% trust in Christ Jesus and His Finished work on the Cross, but my legalistic Pastor felt i was not doing enough like them and always tell me i will go to Hell if i don't live a legalistic religious life like them lol. I couldn't live a legalistic life with do's and donts. Why my pastor condemns me is because i dress well, i have this cosmopolitan view of life, i couldnt be differentiated from unbelievers by mere looking at me and worldly knowledge ( according to them lol ). Because i didnt know much then in the bible, i kinda belived him that i will end up in Hell.... So from then, i started developing this hatred for God because i felt since He knew that i will still go to hell despite my being a Believer, why then did He create me? It was bad for me then. You see how over religious self righteous zealous Christians scare people away from Christ? I felt God was wicked for creating me since He will still send me to hell. But i didn't voice out my opinion then, cos i felt God will strike me dead!! lol..... So my broda, from my write up you will see that Religion is bad for humanity.... Christianity is not a Religion, but a personal Relationship with Christ.... Christ has done it all and all we have to do is REST in His Finished Work and watch Him do His mighty works through us.... I now have soooo much knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ and His Super Abundance of Grace and am still learning more... Grace is a person and that is our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ!!! Why is the devil fighting the Gospel of Grace? It is because he knows that if every Christian know about grace and who they are in Christ, the devil will be powerless!! And that is why he is fighting the Gospel of Grace!! This Gospel of Grace is all about our inheritance and identity in Christ but the devil doesn't want it cos he knows he will be powerless if Christians know the powerful truth.... The devil uses fellow Christians to fight the Gospel of Grace and i always laugh when fellow Believers fight me here lol. Some have called me Antichrist or Lucifer..... i laugh at their ignorance.... Some Christians feel good condemning fellow Believers or Unbelievers to Hell thinking they are scoring merits with God, i pity them. Christ said He didn't come for the righteous but for the sinners so they can come to repentance. Truly, Heaven will be full of Surprises, the people you least expect to see in the kingdom will all be there, even sitting on Thrones...... and the so called self righteous ones might not even have any reward ( all their dead works burned in the fire ). Self righteous Christians should remember they are not God by condemning believers and unbelievers to Hell Fire, let the Holy Spirit do His work. Just share the Gospel and leave it at that, not threatening people to repent. I always thank Jesus Christ for using Pastor Joseph Prince to set me free through the Gospel of Grace..... i now know who i am in Christ and my life have turned for the Best!! The Gospel of Grace is moving rapidly around the world... America have been captured, India & China too..... Thanks to men of God sharing this POWERFUL TRUTH around the world like Pastor Joseph Prince, Andrew Wommack, Joel Osteen, Joyce Meyers, Paul Ellis and sooo many others.... I thank God for their lives. 3 Likes |
Re: How Well Did I Understand Grace Before I Understood Grace? - Paul Ellis by savcy(m): 12:20pm On Oct 02, 2016 |
OP, can I reach you by phone? I really need counsel from a person like you.. 2 Likes |
Re: How Well Did I Understand Grace Before I Understood Grace? - Paul Ellis by biggy26: 12:28pm On Oct 02, 2016 |
jiggaz: My bro. I'm so happy for u and rejoice with u. I always knew d message I was taught was a funny mix even though i was in a good even ministry. I set myself apart for some time cos i had lots of questions, but God in His faithfulness met me. I almost came out of my skin when i found grace. Cant be deceived anymore, its too late. God bless Joseph prince! Creflo made a radical turn around, and now in naija, Paul Adefarasin. The revolution is spreading, glory to God!!! Thats d true gospel! 1 Like |
Re: How Well Did I Understand Grace Before I Understood Grace? - Paul Ellis by biggy26: 12:32pm On Oct 02, 2016 |
bennyann: I felt like u when I found d true meaning of d gospel. Grace is Jesus!! I feel so free. It's not about me anymore, but about Him!!!! 1 Like |
Re: How Well Did I Understand Grace Before I Understood Grace? - Paul Ellis by jiggaz(m): 12:35pm On Oct 02, 2016 |
biggy26:Amen bro!! Amen!! Thats the True Gospel!!! I am now strongly ROOTED IN CHRIST JESUS!! And i can never be deceived again by any mixed Gospel ( Grace + Law ) 1 Like |
Re: How Well Did I Understand Grace Before I Understood Grace? - Paul Ellis by jiggaz(m): 12:39pm On Oct 02, 2016 |
The Gospel is not about you or what you have done.... but its all about our Lord Jesus and what He has done!!! If you are having doubt, look to CROSS and you will appreciate what Christ have done for humanity!! This is what i called perfect love!!!! John 3:16 is the Gospel!!!! 1 Like 1 Share |
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