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PILLS n POTIONS (diary of a Prescrption Drug abuser) by Radiohead6(f): 4:06pm On Dec 22, 2016 |
The weight of the World deep in the heart of my Soul Blurry my eyes Go as I drown my Liver with the purple portion codeine ,leaving The blur vision à state of uneasy Euphoria as my legs seems more obedient to Gravity, às I'm best Friends with what's killing me . More Ambiens,Amphethamines and Xanax occupy my belly, All bends and corners of this stomach meant primarily for the purpose of meals , As I stare hungrily at Mom`s Dish ,I'm Silivating ,suffocating I can hardly breath Evenly anymore as my hand Trembles with every swallow I wallow ,I keep hearing these voices in my head telling me to Pop open another pill of Blue Roplynol, I'm certain I'll get the peace I crave so much take a couple with diazepams fully hoping it makes my trembling fingers stop as I roll over and over in bed soaking my sheets with sweat and tears, please lord grant me the ability to close close my eyes and drift off to sleep :as I keep mid- sleeping waking up in every 2min interval Lord I pray thee I sleep like my little brother.the whole family sleeps better than I do oh lord I pray , but nobody but the devil responds as he resides in my head now been there since I smoked my first blunt , Marijuana Is known for its sedative effects right? as I procreed outside making the least possible sound with a chair I had to share with a face I keep hallucinating about. smoked my 6th blunt today ; I'm scared,feel uncared for lone and agitated . Painc attacks and gory hallucinations kicks in ; this Wasn't how I started not as I keep wallowing in my sporadic thoughts creating hurts that were not initially there ; now i wake up 5 40am with a walk of a freelance zombie been bossed around by a seemingly more confused Zombie ! I need something Stronger ,sedatives don't work anymore * Doctor I'm empty on Xanax please I need a refill .well Son your current budget cannot get you a refill but try this new pill its a penta with a card of Tramadol ;,Sir I've never used a Needle before; but well Screw it anything would do ; I now wear long sleeves to cover the needle marks : my flesh now hardened due to persitant use of tramadol ,; Mom I love you I swear I do but this is wrongly a route I must go alone. I know it's bad.I'm contemplating,sitting at the edge of my posited winDow,as she cleans up the kitchen a single mother going though the current breakdown the Tripple M had caused. Mom if you could read my Mind now I swear i never meant to hurt nobody as I dive into the bathtub half filled with the tap still running. already taking my normal does of tramadol without nobody giving me the least Insights that my new drug tramadol acumulates In d body as I take my final delve into the slippery tub falling faster than a fat woman trying to sit down as the seizures starts I jerk.shake.quiver, muscles and tendons contracting and retracting vigorously in the tub, eating raggardly on my tongue blood all over my split lips convulsing and continuously spontaneous jerking as the running tàp swallows me up in the most gory manner. Justin was found dead when his faint hearted mother noticed the unusual amount of water dripping to the sitting room only to see James lifeless body, My best Friend was killed by a doctor for a less than a hundred bucks 1 Like 2 Shares
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Re: PILLS n POTIONS (diary of a Prescrption Drug abuser) by Radiohead6(f): 5:47pm On Dec 22, 2016 |
Here's the deal dont just view and leave i need critics |
Re: PILLS n POTIONS (diary of a Prescrption Drug abuser) by ogyunging(m): 5:55pm On Dec 22, 2016 |
Ok. I am trying to figure if it is a story, poem or ballad. |
Re: PILLS n POTIONS (diary of a Prescrption Drug abuser) by Radiohead6(f): 6:24pm On Dec 22, 2016 |
its a freellance gothic poem |
Re: PILLS n POTIONS (diary of a Prescrption Drug abuser) by Nobody: 6:00pm On Dec 28, 2016 |
Radiohead6... ![]() 1 Like |
Re: PILLS n POTIONS (diary of a Prescrption Drug abuser) by Radiohead6(f): 11:21pm On Dec 28, 2016 |
Masikay:oh well appreciated ; added me yet on fbk? |
Re: PILLS n POTIONS (diary of a Prescrption Drug abuser) by Nobody: 7:39pm On Jan 01, 2017 |
Radiohead6: I'm actually not active there. Happy new year thoh... ![]() |
Re: PILLS n POTIONS (diary of a Prescrption Drug abuser) by Radiohead6(f): 9:27am On Jan 02, 2017 |
Masikay:*scoffs * more like a new month. Ok I'll post my watsapp digits but you`ll have to be online so I'll scratch it off after |
Re: PILLS n POTIONS (diary of a Prescrption Drug abuser) by Radiohead6(f): 6:09pm On Jan 02, 2017 |
Masikay:you should re-read it now even I made necessary editions |
Re: PILLS n POTIONS (diary of a Prescrption Drug abuser) by Nobody: 6:43pm On Jan 02, 2017 |
Radiohead6: Re read. Depressing Yu know. ![]() ND no. I'm not active anywhere else. Had enough of social media. |
Re: PILLS n POTIONS (diary of a Prescrption Drug abuser) by Radiohead6(f): 9:41am On Jan 03, 2017 |
Masikay:yeah been through that ended up going back to socials tho |
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