The weight of the World deep in
the heart of my Soul Blurry my
eyes Go as I drown my Liver
with the purple portion codeine
,leaving The blur vision à state
of uneasy Euphoria as my legs
seems more obedient to Gravity,
às I'm best Friends with what's
killing me . More
Ambiens,Amphethamines and
Xanax occupy my belly,
All bends and corners of this
stomach meant
primarily for the purpose of meals
,
As I stare hungrily at Mom`s Dish
,I'm Silivating ,suffocating I can
hardly breath Evenly anymore as
my hand Trembles with every
swallow I wallow ,I keep hearing
these voices in my head telling me
to Pop open another pill of Blue
Roplynol, I'm certain I'll get the
peace I crave so
much take a couple with
diazepams fully hoping it makes
my trembling fingers stop as I
roll over and over in bed soaking
my sheets with sweat and tears,
please lord grant me the ability to
close close my eyes and drift
off to sleep :as I keep mid-
sleeping
waking up in every 2min
interval Lord I pray thee I
sleep like my little brother.the
whole family sleeps better than I
do oh lord I pray , but
nobody but the devil responds as
he resides in my head now been
there since I smoked my first
blunt , Marijuana Is
known for its sedative effects
right? as
I procreed outside making the
least possible sound with a chair I
had to share with a face I keep
hallucinating about.
smoked
my 6th blunt today ; I'm
scared,feel uncared for lone and
agitated . Painc attacks and
gory hallucinations kicks in ; this
Wasn't how I started not as I keep
wallowing in my sporadic
thoughts
creating hurts that were not
initially there ; now i wake up 5
40am with a walk of a freelance
zombie been bossed around by a
seemingly
more confused Zombie !
I need
something Stronger
,sedatives don't work anymore *
Doctor I'm empty on Xanax
please I need a refill .well Son
your current budget cannot get
you a
refill but try this new pill its a
penta with a card of Tramadol ;,Sir
I've never used a
Needle before; but well Screw it
anything would do ; I now wear
long sleeves to cover the needle
marks : my flesh now hardened
due to persitant use of tramadol
,; Mom I love you I swear I do but
this is wrongly a route I must go
alone. I know it's bad.I'm
contemplating,sitting at the edge
of my posited winDow,as she
cleans up the kitchen a single
mother going though the current
breakdown the Tripple M had
caused. Mom if you could read my
Mind now I swear i never
meant to hurt nobody as I dive
into the bathtub half filled with the
tap still running. already taking
my normal does of tramadol
without nobody giving me the
least Insights that my new drug
tramadol acumulates In d body
as I take my final delve into the
slippery tub falling
faster than a fat
woman trying to sit down as the
seizures starts I jerk.shake.quiver,
muscles and tendons contracting
and retracting vigorously in the
tub, eating raggardly on my
tongue
blood all over my split lips
convulsing and continuously
spontaneous jerking as the
running tàp swallows me up in the
most gory manner.
Justin was found dead when his
faint hearted mother noticed the
unusual amount of water dripping
to the
sitting room only to see James
lifeless body, My best Friend was
killed by a doctor for a less than a
hundred bucks

Here's the deal dont just view and leave i need critics

Ok. I am trying to figure if it is a story, poem or ballad.

its a freellance gothic poem

Radiohead6... ... (I prefer this thread)

Masikay:
Radiohead6... ... (I prefer this thread)

oh well appreciated ; added me yet on fbk?

Radiohead6:
oh well appreciated ; added me yet on fbk?

I'm actually not active there. Happy new year thoh...

Masikay:


I'm actually not active there. Happy new year thoh...

*scoffs * more like a new month.
Ok I'll post my watsapp digits but you`ll have to be online so I'll scratch it off after

Masikay:
Radiohead6... ... (I prefer this thread)

you should re-read it now even I made necessary editions

Radiohead6:
you should re-read it now even I made necessary editions

Re read. Depressing Yu know. .

ND no. I'm not active anywhere else. Had enough of social media.

Masikay:


Re read. Depressing Yu know. .

ND no. I'm not active anywhere else. Had enough of social media.

yeah been through that ended up going back to socials tho