I believe you guys will gain from my experience because giving up is not an option. depression is real, i have been their and partially depressed.
my diary will be in vernacular so i go fit spit am out as he dey pain me

i am posting this diary to encourage peeps reading, cos i don fail wel so tey i dey reason say witch dey do me. u guys can follow this topic cos i go post am here wen i hammer my first million

Make i introduce myself. u guys fit call me ola. i run a fish farm, a fish hatchery and a cucumber farm of which all of dem get k-leg. i go dey explain dem later so peeps can gain from my experience

Got back from work nt quite long and i cum to realise dat life isnt fair. u go c sum pple wey dey hustle like madt bt tins no pure and u go c sum wey jst dey observe and dey go dey cash in lik hush puppi. like seriously our leaders no send urs and God go purnish all of dem and deir whole generation. the truth is dat naija don spoil beyond repair and na those bastard spoil am beyond repair. since wen i dey suck my mama breast na him she dey tell me say im d leader of 2moro. abeg were b d 2moro? those old cargo jst dey rule us and we d senseless youth go dey follow dem up and down. make thunder strike me d day i go go stress myself vote 4 those fools.
i was a christian b4 and i don born again and re-born again more dan 14 times. bt i don observe say prayer no dey work. so i no b christian or atheist, me i jst dey middle dey observe. those pastors no dey help 2, dem go collect our first fruit go give woman because dem wan lick kpekus.
i don tire jare, 2moro i go dey type my journey into my diff biz

please if u reside in Lagos state stay away from any thing called bridge or fly over

aquadude15:
Got back from work nt quite long and i cum to realise dat life isnt fair. u go c sum pple wey dey hustle like madt bt tins no pure and u go c sum wey jst dey observe and dey go dey cash in lik hush puppi. like seriously our leaders no send urs and God go purnish all of dem and deir whole generation. the truth is dat naija don spoil beyond repair and na those bastard spoil am beyond repair. since wen i dey suck my mama breast na him she dey tell me say im d leader of 2moro. abeg were b d 2moro? those old cargo jst dey rule us and we d senseless youth go dey follow dem up and down. make thunder strike me d day i go go stress myself vote 4 those fools.
i was a christian b4 and i don born again and re-born again more dan 14 times. bt i don observe say prayer no dey work. so i no b christian or atheist, me i jst dey middle dey observe. those pastors no dey help 2, dem go collect our first fruit go give woman because dem wan lick kpekus.
i don tire jare, 2moro i go dey type my journey into my diff biz

Lol bro. Believe me when I say I understand.
These leaders don spoil this country.

I don turn atheist, Christian, freethinker, so tey I no know wetin I be again. Maybe na mysticism remain.
Naija just hard anyhow.
I too like life, so I no go despair.
Idleness wan wound me for here.
Nairaland na my place of solace.
Sometimes if I dey see all these people for frontpage wey dem catch for one crime or the other; I no dey fit blame them too much.

Life no dey fair!

I stopped reading when you said "Prayer doesn't work"

So my advice to you is to pray the way jesus thought us to pray.

Cheers.

lol......This piece is gonna be interesting.....grabs a seat....

Ranchhoddas:
Lol bro. Believe me when I say I understand.
These leaders don spoil this country.

I don turn atheist, Christian, freethinker, so tey I no know wetin I be again. Maybe na mysticism remain.
Naija just hard anyhow.
I too like life, so I no go despair.
Idleness wan wound me for here.
Nairaland na my place of solace.
Sometimes if I dey see all these people for frontpage wey dem catch for one crime or the other; I no dey fit blame them too much.

Life no dey fair!

Bros i taya no b small, e cum b lik say na only me dey c wetin dis politician don do 4 us. jst kip d spirit high and find sometin do cos dose pple no send us. i jst pity those peeps wey dey do Q abi N-Power stuff, to me na waste of time. dm go collect 10 from u give u 2. i don come to realise say the gud peeps and those ready to do job cant get dis power,
crime is not an option cos if perpetuated u wil surely pay 4 it, always stay legit

Dudeweedlmao:
I stopped reading when you said "Prayer doesn't work"

So my advice to you is to pray the way jesus thought us to pray.

Cheers.

Can you kindly explain further "pray the way Jesus thought us to pray"

Dudeweedlmao:
I stopped reading when you said "Prayer doesn't work"

So my advice to you is to pray the way jesus thought us to pray.

Cheers.

Im entitled to my opinion bro and anytin u c me type here na 100% frm my experience. i leave close to a mountain and peeps flock deir daily wen dey should b at work and wen i cmpare deir life to some wey no dey go church at all. boss deir is a huge diff. deir are many personal experience bt might type it later. i was once devoted bt im dis logical type dat hav a rethink ova everytin and i see most of dis pastor as selfish peeps dat turn d bible 4 deir own benefit and deir try by error 2 much, if it fail, naso GOD want am, bt if it works out dem go take d glory. u go c pastor put pics of him and hin wife 4 signboard do wetin? dem 4 put deir whole family mak we knw say na dem get d church

Omo work 2day na die, one tin i love abt myself b say no mata how tins ruff me i no dey relent oo. if na witch dey cause am, i go continue to dey do am till d witch tire cos me i no dey tire, bt i wil make sure i learn from my mistake and improve. instead make i commit suscide, i go rather use d power work til i tire wey i no go fit commit d suscide again.
i dey happy abit 2day cos since wen flood park all my fish go like 7month back, my fish are ready for sales and i wil b selling in some few days time. wen eva im chanced i wil b giving some undiluted procedures on fish farming.
planted abt 1k sacks of cucumber late last year bt some insect kill everytin, i cry no b small cos i had abt 2000 cucumber plant which is money. i even dey reason say person dey do me cos it happen wen i was about harvesting, bt d truth is i no dey tire(entreprenuer spirit). i don replant am and i took proper precautn, dey ar doin fine nw and sales of cucumber wil start nxt week or upper.
omo na eba & okro sure dis nite mak i go cook

lol.....naso my nigga ....i da feel you carry on

Make sense.....liked most of ur posts

Dude, you don't know how fortunate you are. All you had were experiences to sustain you through life. Don't stop praying 'cause God listens.

sirsegsky:
lol.....naso my nigga ....i da feel you carry on

Tanks oga mi

FreeSpirited:
Make sense.....liked most of ur posts

I appreciate sir

spawnx:
Dude, you don't know how fortunate you are. All you had were experiences to sustain you through life. Don't stop praying 'cause God listens.

Thanks bro. im not an athiest and my diary isnt meant to discourage peeps from christianity. just dont know, maybe its not just working for me.
The truth is i havent even typed any of my experience, this ones wey u dey read is jst a tip of the iceberg. Last year was the apex of my depression because things went so bad and nothing on me was working out. Couldnt even save a kobo althrough, just debt upon debt for a whole year, but e b like say i don dey c d lite at d end of the tunnel now. *smile*
Wanna encourage everyone reading that we should always brace ourself and be ready for challenge at anytime and whenever it comes please never procastinate, i guess thats why people call me workaholic because i dont let 2day work 4low me 2 d next day.
Pardon my typing because imnt a motivational speaker, jst typing it raw the way it cums.

wen person tink say yawa don finish na den anoda go start. pls i need matured response from experience peeps.
My girlfriend called yesterday that she went for a scan and the result revealed she has uterus fibriod, so i went to meet a chemist (an elderly woman) and explained to her. She was like i should be very careful because it leads to infertility. My questions are
* is their any better way of handling to avoid infertility
* is it advisable i inform my parent about it because our parent (both dad and mum) have been friends from childhood, hope this wont bring about bad blood in d family
* is it possible for her to be pregnant with this condition as i heard operation most time lead to infertility
Leaving this girl isnt an option because she have always been by me through thick and thin