My name is Jutaji. A 2.1 graduate of Business Administration from Ahmadu Bello University, Zaria. Born and bred in Kano. I am the first son in a family of 8 children.

My parents laboured so hard to send me to School. While in school I studied so hard. There were times i slept on an empty stomach in School. It wasn't easy for me in School due to financial difficulties. Against all odds i studied hard and graduated with a very good grade. After my Youth service, i got a job with an I.T firm but lost the job in less than a year because the firm decided to fold up due to insurgency in the north. Few months later i got a job with an outsourcing coy who deployed me to a Bank to work as a Teller. After working for a year, i decided to get married because i wasn't getting any younger. Even though my pay was quite meagre. The marriage is blessed with a baby boy. However, i lost my job when the bank i was deployed to decided to terminate their contract with the outsourcing agency that employed me. My parents are very aged now and can no longer work. They are living by the grace of God. No help from anywhere. The ironic part of it is that after all their sacrifices on me, i I've not been able to help their situation as i am presently without a job.
My wife is presently tired of me because of my situation. Friends i assisted turned their back on me. Neighbours mock me. I've applied for as many jobs as possible without success. I would have ventured into business but i lack the financial wherewithal to do so.

I am God fearing, diligent, honest and trustworthy. Integrity had always been my watch word. But i don't know where i got it wrong. I've prayed and fasted. I've been hoping on God to turn things around. Presently my land lord is on my neck. I beg friends for money to use as fare to attend interviews but presently they've stopped giving me as they feel i won't be able to pay them back. I am highly depressed and frustrated.

I AM TIRED!

Dont give up. God will do a new thing that will surprise you. Commit yourself to him fully. Ask for forgiveness. Pray against failure and setback. Have strong faith it is done immediately. You will see instant result.

Don't give up

oga oooo, God pls help us oooo. pls don't give up

Buh why me?

Life is like a farm land, you are the farmer. Imagine a farmer blaming his farm for the produce he got. what I'm trying to say is that you sow into life what you are and get that back in return and at the same time remove all the weeds as well to get a good harvest. You can never succeed in life because of your good works ( even though they are good), you succeed with only a positive mind that you will be successful no matter what. Back to my illustration, Life is a farmland, you are the farmer and just like a farmer doesn't have control over the rain, sun or storm that beats the farmland he can nly control what the farm produces in other words he can choice to tend to the farm and get what he wants. If you are tired, please get tired of the situation in other to push you ahead to succeed more than all your siblings and become the light in your family. Don't get tired and stop pushing forward. forget the circumstances that may happen, stay focused and keep moving forward no matter what life throws. choose to have a positive mindset that's how everyone that became successful were able to succeed.

Lastly everyone has a story to tell and those stories wont be sweet without these challenges. Just know you are writing your story and it will always end well if you don't give up. you will laugh at the day you had to sleep on empty stomach because there will be so much food at that time for you and your family. No more landlord on your neck because you will have your own house. so keep moving forward no matter what happens, cheers

wisestman:
Life is like a farm land, you are the farmer. Imagine a farmer blaming his farm for the produce he got. what I'm trying to say is that you sow into life what you are and get that back in return and at the same time remove all the weeds as well to get a good harvest. You can never succeed in life because of your good works ( even though they are good), you succeed with only a positive mind that you will be successful no matter what. Back to my illustration, Life is a farmland, you are the farmer and just like a farmer doesn't have control over the rain, sun or storm that beats the farmland he can nly control what the farm produces in other words he can choice to tend to the farm and get what he wants. If you are tired, please get tired of the situation in other to push you ahead to succeed more than all your siblings and become the light in your family. Don't get tired and stop pushing forward. forget the circumstances that may happen, stay focused and keep moving forward no matter what life throws. choose to have a positive mindset that's how everyone that became successful were able to succeed.

Lastly everyone has a story to tell and those stories wont be sweet without these challenges. Just know you are writing your story and it will always end well if you don't give up. you will laugh at the day you had to sleep on empty stomach because there will be so much food at that time for you and your family. No more landlord on your neck because you will have your own house. so keep moving forward no matter what happens, cheers

Thank you. God bless you.

i don't know about the north but i know if it were here in Lagos, you would have gotten a private school you could be managing with till something better comes up. why not try relocation? maybe you can leave your family in the north and come over to Lagos where opportunities abound, no matter how little the pay. you can advise your wife to get a little thing doing in the north to sustain you and your boy.
The lord will make a way for you in no distant time.

preciousbibi:
i don't know about the north but i know if it were here in Lagos, you would have gotten a private school you could be managing with till something better comes up. why not try relocation? maybe you can leave your family in the north and come over to Lagos where opportunities abound, no matter how little the pay. you can advise your wife to get a little thing doing in the north to sustain you and your boy.
The lord will make a way for you in no distant time.

I actually thought of that. Just that I have no where to stay in Lagos.