Good evening my fellow nairalanders, some few days ago i created a thread here https://www.nairaland.com/4044625/slept-180-prostitutes-4-years concerning my strong addition with engaging with different prostitutes, i also saw same topic on yabaleft and gossip mill pages, in which i saw so many thousands of insults not replies and also i made mention of quitting totally from it in which i vowed and swore with my life to God Almighty that the last time i went will forever be my last, i swore never to engage and risks my life and sleeping with different prostitutes, and also i mentioned something like going for an hiv test the next day which is this past monday.

To cut the long story short i summoned courage and went for the text first thing that Monday morning before going to work.

When i arrived at the test center i sat and waited a little while because others were there before me, they all came to do their own different tests, then it got to my turn and my blood sample was taken, and i waited with shaky legs and a racing heart, just a few minutes and the result came in the woman in charge then handled it to me and i glanced through it and behold the unthinkable happened it came out positive (i was HIV positive +v) i just keeps staring at it like a doll, i don't know what to do or say at that moment, the woman was still standing looking at me, then she utter her first words something like it's not the end of the world that i should follow her that she wants to take me to someone for counseling, i was so filled with rage and regrets that i went out at once with so much anger and frustrations, i just went straight home and didn't bother to go to work that day, even up till today i had not gone to work, am just here lying lifeless, that same monday i logged in to nairaland and i saw many mentions urging me to update how the test result went, i don't have any intentions of opening a new topic concerning it, so i replied one of the mentions that it came out positive, since then i haven't logged in to nairaland until now, in which i logged in to read replies on the last page of my previous thread, in which i saw so many replies urging me to create a topic concerning it so that others will be able to learn from my experience.

Sincerely speaking i don't really knows how and where i wants to start in advising those engaging with prostitutes, and also those having sex without condoms. smh

If only u guys really knows how regretful and sorrowful am currently feeling , if only i could turn back the Sands of time, but it's too late to cry before the head is off, it's not worth it.

All because of 10 - 15 minutes pleasures, i used my own hand and money to destroy my life, so many thoughts on my mind right now i don't really knows what to do, am so confused, so i will start living on drugs daily for the rest of my life, me that don't knows how to take drugs also am always feeling the side effects of mostly all drugs i always took, just a little self control would have avoided all this mess i got myself into, i really feels like the ground should just open up and swallow me right now, what will my family say if they eventually finds out, the first son and father of the family, and also the most quiet and cool headed of them all has been infected with hiv virus, none will ever belive that i had ever kissed a girl before talk more of sleeping with different prostitutes, i don't really knows what to do or say anymore, i feels so weak and tired right now, am really so confused and frustrated, i really so messed up right now, i must say that everything in this life has his consequences, the icing of the cake is very sweet so it's the diabetes it could give u will be very bitter, nothing goes for nothing in this life, i must say to u guys my friends and my family that abstinence is the best, if u can't abstain at least use a condom, never u have sex using a condom when u are drunk it's too fatal, sex is sweet so it's the consequences of it is very disastrous if u inventually ran out of luck, the thought of living on drugs for the rests of my life is making me semi_mental, am so fed up with life right now, me that don't knows how to take drugs, me that am always feeling the side effects of taking any drugs all because of sexual pleasures my life has been ruined i can't actually believe that this is really happening, so am now hiv positive, so i have contracted the dreaded hiv virus.


When i was doing it jumping from one girl / prostitutes to the other, i thought i was enjoying life, i thought i was feeling and Banging a soft feminine body, i didn't knew that the feminine body is what will end me, i didn't knew that it's the same feminine body that is going to ruin my life, i didn't knew that it was not worth it, the cons smartly outweighs the pros. I really so full of anger, regrets and frustrations right now, what could easily be avoided, i allowed my stinking sexual urges to be controlling me all this while, all the sex i have had all this while what have i gained? Nothing.
What really pained me most is that all through my life since when i was born i had never and ever had sex without condom and am 100% certain i contracted this from condom breakage, just some little minutes that condom broke before i later noticed, i mentioned it earlier on my first threat that condom had busted about 5times since i started having sex, i definitely knew for sure that was how i contracted this, i have never enjoyed the feeling for once of normal skin to skin sex, i always use condom when ever am having sex, never have i had sex without using condom.

I don't think my life will ever remained as it was before again, just when i have made up my mind about quitting with different prostitutes

Am feeling so weak and tired right now, i can't type anymore, i wants to sleep now.
Goodnight and God's speed be with you all.

This is my opinion.

Some will come here to say take heart brother,and blah blah blah.

Hypocrites.

The truth is,there are rewards or consequences for everything we do in life. You contacted it due to your reckless nature, so deal with it.

Now, i hope you don't start distrubuting it.

Others learn from him. Especially the online/real liferuns girls and slay mama's.

choooo! See what skin diving can cause?

. You can rage from now till tomorrow that won't stop the bad new because you were careless ,reckless and not smart enough.
Sorry bro.
Thank god am sharp enough. No sex till marriage. I love my life more than amarababe!

This is serious, Weldon

This is serious, Weldone

Sh*t happens. You just got to deal with it.

eleyi gidi gan o

Mmmm guy m jus speechless av nt done test o

The deed has been done bro.....

I'm still grateful that i've slept with up to 8 differnt girls without condoms minus those i use rubber on. But i don do sex peddlers...

I do test every 3months since its free in hospitals

Just stay healthy and keep taking ur drugs.

Op i honestly don't know what to advise you. Because I don't know half of what you are going through now.

But on a second thought confess your sins and give your life to jesus christ. Allow the holy Spirit to dwell in so that he can vitalise your Body and regenerate your spirit man.
a regenerated man can receive a regenerated health.

Romans 8 : 11

And if the Spirit of Him Who raised up Jesus from the dead dwells in you, [then] He Who raised up Christ Jesus from the dead will also restore to life your mortal (short-lived, perishable) bodies through His Spirit Who dwells in you.

Draw closer to God
He can change your story if only you will allow and have faith in him.

The truth is that our action comes with consequences... I will advise you go for another test in a different clinic or center.
Furthermore, you need to commence treatment immediately, to avoid progression to AIDS.
Finally, avoid drugs and alcohol, take plenty of fruits and veggies, its actually not the end of the world.
All the best
Spread the message and not The virus

Super story..
@op if truly your HIV positive,you won't be hear typing all this long epistle you'll just,

1. Crying your arse out and disturbing God with prayers.
2. Contemplating suicide.
3. Probably phoning your best hommie for advise.
4. Or locating the nearest church for night vigil.

And to all viewers,Runs girls,Homos etc.

Use Condom o.

ABSTINENCE IS THE KEY...

Pcguru1 so this dude is hiv+

Too many sexual partners.

CAUSUAL sex can be scary

Lalasticlala pls push to fp so others can learn, and wise up.

Cc: mynd44

Haaaa my God,so painful. But den can u pls be kind enough and show me ur real face.

Don't worry... you can still live a long and full life. Take your drugs and find a woman who has the same HIV strain as you. Get married and have children who are HIV Negative. It's not the end of the world. Look for and join an HIV support group to meet people. Don't go out there spreading the disease. You made the decision to have sex with prostitutes and refused to stick with one partner. So claim that responsibility and don't put others in your situation on purpose

Hmmm it is well

So sorry to read this but your life has to go on. Scientists are working very hard to get a cure... Just add your prayers to their work. It is well.

Sex...hmmm. Those who have it with a single partner are still at risk(in case your partner isn't monogamous) let alone those with multiple partners. Sorry you had to learn the act of discipline the hard way. It is well.

something must kill a man. No one lives forever.

I told you so! All those mumu people telling you typhoid and malaria, where are they ? Fucklicant! Ashawo thread patrons, take note.

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Well that's good ....what type of sexual appetite is that?....the ONLY hope u have now is TB Joshua..bad news TB doesn't do private counselling he shows people on TV

Just HIV ??

HIV is not a death sentence

You can live with HIV for more than 100 years, just take medications, you will be alright

So u fûcked a total of 180+ oloshos witout a condom ND u xpect 2 catch wetin b4, Jesus ?



U get luck say ur dìck nor fall komot.
Na wa 4 some people self

I don't know how to sympathize. All I can say is, from research you can live a normal active life. I have an acquaintance who I recently got to know that he has the virus. You should see him full of life.

but this HIV transmission is mysterious. I know a guy who sleeps with random street hawkers without protection and he doesn't even treat infections. Here is someone who uses protection (amidst some condom accidents) and gets it.

Bro, like d nurse sed , it's nt d end of d world, dnt let thinking alone bring u down, positives stl live long, jst follow d procedures and as a Christian wey I b,I wl advice u surrender ur life 2 Christ and get healed ,it hs happened b4, ur case cnt b different, God is 4eva merciful

OP, clear your head and chin up. Most people without HIV would die before you. Malaria kills 220% more people than HIV in Nigeria. Add Okada accidents, boko haram, etc, you have hope.

A person diagnosed today has roughly the same life expectancy that a person who is HIV-negative. However, your virus does make you more susceptible to several health risks that you need to be aware of. Some of these risks include cardiovascular disease, kidney problems and bone density loss. But before you start to panic again, these issues can be prevented with the proper care. Being knowledgeable about what to look out for is the best way to ensure a long and healthy life.

The term AIDS does seem scarier than HIV but the truth is many people who are living with HIV will never be diagnosed with AIDS. HIV is a virus; AIDS is just a diagnosis that a person receives once the virus reaches a certain point.  When your CD4 count dips below 200 and your immune system is low enough that common illnesses can be life threatening, it is classified as AIDS. As long as you stay on your medication and keep a healthy body and mind, you can keep your CD4 count in the healthy zone and far away from the level of AIDS. And if your CD4 count is already in the danger zone, the correct medication can bring you back up to healthy levels.

Your diagnosis is not the end of anything, but it may be the beginning of living a more informed and health-conscious life.

That's life for you, every path we choose has its own rewards.

From your write up, it is evident no pre-test counselling was conducted which is a protocol in HIV Testing Services. Focus on your ARV medication.

Eiya.
It is well brother.
Be encouraged, and be taking your drugs.
And pray, there is nothing God cant do.

I just hope our young Randy men all over the internet today can learn from this.

this is sad