themodernman:


I'm now having issues with life generally cos I have become a social pariah due to my damaged mindset.

I try to pick up my pieces personally and still the idiots still won't let me be, they still won't leave me in piece, always eager to see my error so they point it out in order to make me "humble" so they can continue their seniority unhindered because I'm a doctor.

I use alcohol temporarily to ease my stress, but they're quick to condemn me to stupor without helping me solve the exact thing that makes me use alcohol- my stress and damaged esteem; cos they think the condemnation will make me shy away from drinking, it only got worse till I almost stabbed her one night when she wanted to try her nonsense "seniority" with me again. I cleared her doubt that night and was ready to kill her and kill myself too, I brought a knife and put it in my front while chewing my indomie. She mellowed that night and since then, she knew I'm a ticking timebomb that could blow anytime, hence better not toy with me....

fuckerstard:


Look at you, what if they insist you go to class from home? You will always be their baby, even when you finish school sef..

themodernman:


And their core focus on spiritualizing everything instead of focusing on the underlying issue causing a problem.

My issues at work now is obviously from my damaged self esteem, I'm a medical doctor so it even makes it easier to diagnose, my immediate elder brother rots away somewhere due to their same useless behaviour yet they continue to covertly "tag" both of us as having spiritual attacks or problem.

They've taken my brother to every manner of church, drank all manner of anointing oil, fasted all manner of fasting, prayed all manner of prayers for years and the idiots still believe it's a spiritual attack! I've counseled them uncountable times on the strong importance of seeing a Psychologist/Psychiatrist, but they wave my suggestion away with the wind as per lastborn wey I be, despite being a doctor. But a Prophet is not without honour except in his hometown.

Now they're trying to tag me with the same spiritual diagnosis but me I know sey I don get this issue teytey since when I small and na dem cause am, but they'll rather die than accept.

I just dey struggle to keep up and move on...I know I'll fix up my life successfully one day....

peeparty:


I see a pure heart here..Happy father's day sir

themodernman:


I'm now having issues with life generally cos I have become a social pariah due to my damaged mindset.

I try to pick up my pieces personally and still the idiots still won't let me be, they still won't leave me in piece, always eager to see my error so they point it out in order to make me "humble" so they can continue their seniority unhindered because I'm a doctor.

I use alcohol temporarily to ease my stress, but they're quick to condemn me to stupor without helping me solve the exact thing that makes me use alcohol- my stress and damaged esteem; cos they think the condemnation will make me shy away from drinking, it only got worse till I almost stabbed her one night when she wanted to try her nonsense "seniority" with me again. I cleared her doubt that night and was ready to kill her and kill myself too, I brought a knife and put it in my front while chewing my indomie. She mellowed that night and since then, she knew I'm a ticking timebomb that could blow anytime, hence better not toy with me....

Adukey:


I hated this in my year one, my dad would just come unannounced, not that I go out of school o. I won't do that to my children, it made me feel like I was still a baby that needed monitoring every time.

codeSavant:
calling me wicked, big nose and comparing me with other kids. that really damaged my self esteem right from childhood

themodernman:


And their core focus on spiritualizing everything instead of focusing on the underlying issue causing a problem.

My issues at work now is obviously from my damaged self esteem, I'm a medical doctor so it even makes it easier to diagnose, my immediate elder brother rots away somewhere due to their same useless behaviour yet they continue to covertly "tag" both of us as having spiritual attacks or problem.

They've taken my brother to every manner of church, drank all manner of anointing oil, fasted all manner of fasting, prayed all manner of prayers for years and the idiots still believe it's a spiritual attack! I've counseled them uncountable times on the strong importance of seeing a Psychologist/Psychiatrist, but they wave my suggestion away with the wind as per lastborn wey I be, despite being a doctor. But a Prophet is not without honour except in his hometown.

Now they're trying to tag me with the same spiritual diagnosis but me I know sey I don get this issue teytey since when I small and na dem cause am, but they'll rather die than accept.

I just dey struggle to keep up and move on...I know I'll fix up my life successfully one day....

dancok:
hmm u sure, UNAD girls

middlebeltboy:
my father is a polygamist, I will never emulate that. over my death body!

Adukey:

What's unad?

dancok:
University of Ado Ekiti, now EKSU

Sultty:
Who am I not to "almost" emulate my parents. They r both individually great in their ways but if I will pick I'll say not quickly accepting changes and not being financially and spiritual alert. Rip to them sha

penance:
Making Us Watch NTA NEWS....chai i no fit talk or else na slap go enter..

Adukey:


I hated this in my year one, my dad would just come unannounced, not that I go out of school o. I won't do that to my children, it made me feel like I was still a baby that needed monitoring every time.