A Dying Soul Needs Ur Urgent Advice B4 It's 2 Late.

Good evening my good people of nairaland..hope everyone is doing fine?

don't know the right section to post this but I think i'll get mature response here...

Note: the post is going to be very long, but pls read to the end, I just want to pour out my heart to get an answer to some issues about my life.

My Name is Emmanuel born December 25-1991 from isiala mbano local government area of Imo state.
My grandparents gave birth to 11 children, as I type now all 11 of them are dead, none of them married b4 death, my dad was the only one that married.....

My dad died December 25 1997 and my mum died in the year 2000... it hasn't been easy since then.....my mum's people rejected us saying that my dad did not legally married my mum...

my 2 sister are in Lagos now (married with children) I came to Abj in the year 2006 with a woman that owns a restaurant at area3 (my aim then was to save some money and go back to the village and start doing okada)

after working there for 2 years I was able to raise some money (my salary then was 3k) when I told the woman that I wanted to go, she asked me not to do so, that she really wants to help me...(I was happy) she asked me to go and learn how to drive with a promise of buying a car for me on higher purchase.

after the driving school no car, she sacked their driver and I became their driver (1k was then added to my salary) I didn't complain I waited till December again, I told her that I want to go, she now explain that I must drive her for like 4 good years b4 she can buy the car, i lost interest immediately. .

then to give my my 3 years salary became a problem (I was telling her to save it for me because i was naive then)

the woman did plus and minus money for driving school, shortage of beer and other stuffs....i was left with only 1500 after 3 years of my hard labour.....I had no option but to carry my Ghana must go bag and start sleeping with Hausa guys outside. ..

that wasn't still enough the woman arrested me that her life was in danger because she has sacked me.....police asked my to sign an undertaken that if anything should happen to her I'm responsible which I did.....after 3 days I was released. .

I was still sleeping outside..... so many other experiences...but the last one was in Asokoro hospital canteen.....my salary then was 15k I was able to save 270k there was an Alhaji that was always coming there to eat almost everyday then "mr Haruna" there was a sallah period that he even dasshed me 20k.

so one evening I met the man he was telling me that he doesn't like the nature of my job, that I should give him my C.V for a better Job...when I told him my qualifications he was not impressed ..

then on my own i went to him after one week that since he is already willing to help me that he should assist me in getting a car. ..he said it was a minor thing, that his brother a custom officer at zone3 was in charge of auctioning......I told him how much I had, he said he was going to add it up to make it 500k I went to Oceanic back then and withdrew the 270k gave to him. ....till today I didn't set my eyes on the man ..

it was not 2 long our madam employed a new staff, David from Cross river state......in less than one week the guy ran away with the money that our madam kept with me (she has been keeping money with me close to 2 years) to buy drinks and chicken the following day....87k. I had to work and pay her back...... after that I decided not to work again .....

in 2011 December 31st I gave my life to Christ and started going to church.....

because of my zeal and commitment I was ordained a minister in 2012, the following year as a pastor.... in 2015 I was sent to a state to open a branch which I went.... in less than 6 months I was having close to 74 members....

but the offering was not much, I pleaded with the head qtrs to give me time let the place grow numerically first. but they refused and closed down the branch.....(I was sad, so I left the church in 2016)

I tried driving work I always have issues, if I get a car today the same night I'll hear audible voice telling me that I won't succeed unless I come back and serve them in the village...(my grand mum was an idol worshiper she was always going to the native doctors meetings with me when I was 4-7 years)

Right now things have gone worse for me, no food no clothes no house no job....... stange dreams I am even tired of praying......

I am loosing my mind and sleep as if I am running mad, I always ask am I going to die like my uncles without any achievement...... I haven't seen my only brother since 7 years.....i'll always think that this year things would be better but it will turn out worst.....

even a small car that I managed to buy last year broke down I had to sell it anyhow when my younger brother told me that our old house had collapsed in the village.......

I don't know if I can cross this stage of my life .....has anyone been in my situation b4? is there hope for me? pls someone should talk to me, i am frustrated.............pls no 2 much insults....thanks and God bless...

mod abeg front page....

I have seen this before


Can we talk privately. There's no big deal here.


all you need is make up your mind for a change of life simple and hold on to God. Forget the negativity and let's talk privately. I'm also a minister. And understand what's happening..


I saw worst than this before I get sense.


You need to be looked after and monitored spiritually while you undergo deliverance. It's all happening cause you don't have a spiritual covering over your life.


While I'll give you some prayers here I feel led to ask you this, how many people have told you to stay away from your family!? 2. Did you hear and obey?


Allow me. Recommend some prayer points while you put any other thing into effect.


Ask God to separate you from every spell of I'll luck and end the cycle of generational curse in your family


Ask God to fill you with renewed passion, energy, hope for life as your life force has been badly battered


Ask God to terminate every curse of not ending well and instability in your life


Ask God to uproot every spirit of wrong decision and choices, and spirit of fear


Tell God you covenant yourself and your offspring to His service and to shield you from vile attacks of the pursuers of your life.


Tell the Lord that every curse placed upon you by anyone from birth to the destroyed and swallowed up by the blood of Jesus


Tell the Lord every legal ground that gives the enemy the access and right into your life to be swallowed up by the blood of Jesus


Ask God to restore your joy, laughter, passion and happiness


Ask God to expose and remove every satanic projections in your life


Tell God to restore your star, glory and possession powers of darkness hijacked.

Bro it's just a phase that will soon pass just keep believing that one day your story go change. Remember its not what happened TO YOU that matters but what happened IN YOU. I feel the who issue boils down to generational curse and you need deep prayers to triumph

PSTEMMA1960:
Good evening my good people of nairaland..hope everyone is doing fine?

don't know the right section to post this but I think i'll get mature response here...

Note: the post is going to be very long, but pls read to the end, I just want to pour out my heart to get an answer to some issues about my life.

My Name is Emmanuel born December 25-1991 from isiala mbano local government area of Imo state.
My grandparents gave birth to 11 children, as I type now all 11 of them are dead, none of them married b4 death, my dad was the only one that married.....

My dad died December 25 1997 and my mum died in the year 2000... it hasn't been easy since then.....my mum's people rejected us saying that my dad did not legally married my mum...

my 2 sister are in Lagos now (married with children) I came to Abj in the year 2006 with a woman that owns a restaurant at area3 (my aim then was to save some money and go back to the village and start doing okada)

after working there for 2 years I was able to raise some money (my salary then was 3k) when I told the woman that I wanted to go, she asked me not to do so, that she really wants to help me...(I was happy) she asked me to go and learn how to drive with a promise of buying a car for me on higher purchase.

after the driving school no car, she sacked their driver and I because their driver (1k was then added to my salary) I didn't complain I waited till December again, I told her that I want to go, she now explain that I must drive her for like 4 good years b4 she can buy the car, i lost interest immediately. .

then to give my my 3 years salary became a problem (I was telling her to save it for me because i was naive then)

the woman did plus and minus money for driving school, shortage of beer and other stuffs....i was left with only 1500 after 3 years of my hard labour.....I had no option but to carry my Ghana must go bag and start sleeping with Hausa guys outside. ..

that wasn't still enough the woman arrested that her life was in danger because she has sacked me.....police asked my to sign an undertaken that if anything should happen to her I'm responsible which I did.....after 3 days I was released. .

I was still sleeping outside..... so many other experiences...but the last one was in Asokoro hospital canteen.....my salary then was 15k I was able to save 270k there was an Alhaji that was always coming there to eat almost everyday then "mr Haruna" there was a sallah period that he even dasshed me 20k.

so one evening I met the man he was telling me that he doesn't like the nature of my job, that I should give him my C.V for a better Job...when I told him my qualifications he was not impressed ..

then on my own i went to him after one week that since he is already willing to help me that he should assist me in getting a car. ..he said it was a minor thing, that his brother a custom officer at zone3 was in charge of auctioning......I told him how much I had, he said he was going to add it up to make it 500k I went to Oceanic back then and withdrew the 270k gave to him. ....till today I didn't set my eyes on the man ..

it was not 2 long our madam employed a new staff, David from Cross river state......in less than one week the guy ran away with the money that our madam kept with me (she has been keeping money with me close to 2 years) to buy drinks and chicken the following day....87k. I had to work and pay her back...... after that I decided not to work again .....

in 2011 December 31st I gave my life to Christ and started going to church.....

because of my zeal and commitment I was ordained a minister in 2012, the following year as a pastor.... in 2015 I was sent to a state to open a branch which I went.... in less than 6 months I was having close to 74 members....

but the offering was not much, I pleaded with the head qtrs to give me time let the place grow numerically first. but they refused and closed down the branch.....(I was sad, so I left the church in 2016)

I tried driving work I always have issues, if I get a car today the same night I'll hear audible voice telling me that I won't succeed unless I come back and serve them in the village...(my grand mum was an idol worshiper she was always going to the native doctors meetings with me when I was 4-7 years)

Right now things have gone worse for me, no food no clothes no house no job....... stange dreams I am even tired of praying......

I am loosing my mind and sleep as if I am running mad, I always ask am I going to die like my uncles without any achievement...... I haven't seen my only brother since 7 years.....i'll always think that this year things would be better but it will turn out worst.....

even a small car that I managed to buy last year broke down I had to sell it anyhow when my younger brother told me that our old house had collapsed in the village.......

I don't know if I can cross this stage of my life .....has anyone been in my situation b4? is there hope for me? pls someone should talk to me, i am frustrated.............pls no 2 much insults....thanks and God bless...

mod abeg front page....

Can you reach apostle Joshua Salman of eternity network international of Zaria he can help deliver you and help financially too

ifyalways:

When did you become a minister ? Some of you are so heartless, you already scheming of how to collect whatever change he has left.

Beware of him @ OP

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Hmmmm....Life can be very hard sometimes. Pls don't commit suicide because it's crystal clear that is what you're currently struggling with in your mind. However, this is a spiritual issue, just as you have pointed out that you hear voices in your head and that your grandma used to take you native doctors meeting.

If the spiritual side of this hardship is not taken care of, it'll raise up its head even if you suddenly become a millionaire overnight. It has happened to several people before. I'll advise you to go to an MFM or Chosen church for comprehensive deliverance and financial aid, pending when you'll be able to stand on your feet.

Emma, im short of words at your situation. Im not religious so im blind to whatever religious undertones(if any) in your write up.

What about the investment you made with part of the loan? Ypu were not a novice in car hire/driving business so im truly surprised you invested part of that loan into town service.

You seem to be too trusting. . .and have very little business acumen. Can you take a break from all business and just look for a job, work,collect your salary, flex and save. No be all of us go be CEO or business man.

You could even look for an established church that will employ you. I assume Pastors are paid monthly

Edit: Why do you need a pastor or fellow man to help you pray/conduct deliverance etc ,if at all theres any spiritual undertone to your wahala?
MFM pastors are human too . . Just like you.
You made bad choices and decisions,C'est finis. I see nothing spiritual with your problems. Who works and saves his salary with his boss?
Pray, bind and cast all you want, if you dont wisen up as a man and face the street headstrong, nothing will change.

If you like buy ten cars they will send demons to knock the engine.

Gather ten million, they'll send spirit of embezzlement to enter people and send them to come dupe you.this one cure is easy. With daily prayer ask God to remove every sign placed on your life to attract afflictions. Every sign from your foundation inviting devourer and spoilers to contaminate your destiny, ask God to wash the sign away


Enter any living church, join evangelism, get tracts go and start distributing and tell me what you noticed if you do this and follow my instructions for few weeks.


Tell God every curse and evil that has attached with your life to be separated from you. Ask God to separate you from the spirit of your father's house and to deliver you from the consequences of the actions of your ancestors.



This is easy to handle, just obey, follow God. You won't need one naira to end this rubbish IJN. Don't pay anyone a dime..



Ask God to destroy the pursuers of your life and destiny


You need a spiritual covering so while you undergo prayers, the situation can be prayerfully monitored and supervised


Find a good deliverance Church to attend. I didn't say church o, I said deliverance church. Find any, find the man of God there, submit to. Him, he will pray and wash your head from spirit of bad luck and serve God and see what God will do.



Tell God covenant that your hands will not prosper to shake it off your hands and ask Him to break every evil that has attached itself with your hands, that it will work but not gather

Change your signature, a Buharist might finally be a helper to you

Op,so sorry for all you passed through. This battle is a spiritual one which must be tackled with prayers. If you are in Abuja, I would advise you attend Dunamis Gospel International church along Airport road.

Do not go to an ordinary church, I repay, do not. Find a church that is a deliverance church, otherwise you waste your time.

This is a phase in your life. I will advise you to look beyond your grand parents idol worship, you're now a man of God, focus on God, He's able to provide for you abundantly

This is a phase in your life. I will advise you to look beyond your grand parents idol worship, you're now a man of God, focus on God, He's able to provide for you abundantly. Stop trusting people, how can you give someone N270K to add more for you, how will someone just dash you N500K like that? please learn to be more suspicious of people

Tell God spirit of fear poisoning your life and bad dreams ask God to terminate it


Tell God where your star, your original and glory is hidden to send his angel to retrieve and give them to you.


See, you have to be strong. It takes a priest to activate an altar... Someone is behind the scene. My first advice stop passing information to your family. No more phone call to. Home saying this and this is what you're doing at anytime till your breakthrough comes.


I have a lot to say as I've seen this so many times, but I can't say all publicly.



Is the rain falling at your end now?

ifyalways:
Emma, im short of words at your situation. Im not religious so im blind to whatever religious undertones(if any) in your write up.

What about the investment you made with part of the loan? Ypu were not a novice in car hire/driving business so im truly surprised you invested part of that loan into town service.

You seem to be too trusting. . .and have very little business acumen. Can you take a break from all business and just look for a job, work,collect your salary, flex and save. No be all of us go be CEO or business man.

You could even look for an established church that will employ you. I assume Pastors are paid monthly

Thanks for ur comments ma.......sometimes there is always this confident that i have failed b4 I won't fail again...... That was what pushed me into buying of that car......and the problem started even the very first day, after completing the payment on my way going back the car broke down......I had to fix it, the following day I discovered that the oil seal was leaking..... So many issues..

As for spiritual things, most people don't easily believe because the haven't had a personal experience...... I have seen things....Angels and demons many times...

And the other aspect of getting a job to flex and save, my Aunty I won't lie to u, I don't even have any certificate....(meaning I can't get a good paying job) on my plans to settle and further my studies keep failing year in year out.......

And the other investment I pray it goes as planned... So I can settle that man because he is a nice man even though me and him are not from the same state.......

So I don't even know where to start from.......my attempt to get a normal driving job at least fixing of car won't be my duty (private driving) I haven't gotten......

That's why I still came here again, no one knows what I am going through...... .

missyojo:
Op,so sorry for all you passed through. This battle is a spiritual one which must be tackled with prayers. If you are in Abuja, I would advise you attend Dunamis Gospel International church along Airport road.

I am in Abj but I have been at Dunamis several times.....at are1 behind old secteriat

Mizwisdom:
This is a phase in your life. I will advise you to look beyond your grand parents idol worship, you're now a man of God, focus on God, He's able to provide for you abundantly. Stop trusting people, how can you give someone N270K to add more for you, how will someone just dash you N500K like that? please learn to be more suspicious of people

frankly speaking the issue was somehow then, that man was like a helper to me, he was always giving me money....secondly it was a job he wanted to give to me.....I was the one that called him and told him about the car myself.....

Factfinder1:


Can you reach apostle Joshua Salman of eternity network international of Zaria he can help deliver you and help financially too

I have only been to Zaria once sir, I don't know to reach him....don't know if u can help me....especially the area of deliverance...

Daviddson:
Hmmmm....Life can be very hard sometimes. Pls don't commit suicide because it's crystal clear that is what you're currently struggling with in your mind. However, this is a spiritual issue, just as you have pointed out that you hear voices in your head and that your grandma used to take you native doctors meeting.

If the spiritual side of this hardship is not taken care of, it'll raise up its head even if you suddenly become a millionaire overnight. It has happened to several people before. I'll advise you to go to an MFM or Chosen church for comprehensive deliverance and financial aid, pending when you'll be able to stand on your feet.

u are very correct sir, but I have made up my mind never to commit suicide..... I have prayed fasted, met so many men of God.....no solution yet......

kunleweb:
Tell God spirit of fear poisoning your life and bad dreams ask God to terminate it


Tell God where your star, your original and glory is hidden to send his angel to retrieve and give them to you.


See, you have to be strong. It takes a priest to activate an altar... Someone is behind the scene. My first advice stop passing information to your family. No more phone call to. Home saying this and this is what you're doing at anytime till your breakthrough comes.


I have a lot to say as I've seen this so many times, but I can't say all publicly.



Is the rain falling at your end now?

thanks sir.....no rain over here sir....though the weather was somehow b4..

PSTEMMA1960:
frankly speaking the issue was somehow then, that man was like a helper to me, he was always giving me money....secondly it was a job he wanted to give to me.....I was the one that called him and told him about the car myself.....

Did you ever wonder why he was always giving you money? probably used your destiny without you knowing. People are wicked, when someone picks unnecessary interest in you without reason, bro be guided, don't trust him.

Mizwisdom:


Did you ever wonder why he was always giving you money? probably used your destiny without you knowing. People are wicked, when someone picks unnecessary interest in you without reason, bro be guided, don't trust him.

I understand ur point now ma, but what I am looking for now is a way forward..... I am depressed...... Last week I was sick serious typhoid.... I had to enter bush to gather leaves because no money to buy drugs...

All my clothes have worn out I even stopped going to church, but had to start again last month and since then its just one clothe that I have been wearing...

No mother, no father, no uncle, my mum's people refused to even pick our calls, I don't even have their contacts again.....

PSTEMMA1960:
I understand ur point now ma, but what I am looking for now is a way forward..... I am depressed...... Last week I was sick serious typhoid.... I had to enter bush to gather leaves because no money to buy drugs...

All my clothes have worn out I even stopped going to church, but had to start again last month and since then its just one clothe that I have been wearing...

No mother, no father, no uncle, my mum's people refused to even pick our calls, I don't even have their contacts again.....

Go to site na, there's always labor needed. You can also offer washerman service to big people in your area. If you're in Lagos or Abuja, in short any city, you'll get security work easily.

Mizwisdom:



Go to site na, there's always labor needed. You can also offer washerman service to big people in your area. If you're in Lagos or Abuja, in short any city, you'll get security work easily.

thanks ma... Just trying to settle the spiritual aspect of my problems before going into another job...

U know it looks somehow for someone to have laboured since 2006 with nothing to show for it....

For anyone going through this


Follow Dr. Chris Okafor on youtube or Kingdom of power champions on youtube. Follow the prayer sessions and pray those prayers in your private domains.



Shalom Deliverance is free, remember

PSTEMMA1960:
I have only been to Zaria once sir, I don't know to reach him....don't know if u can help me....especially the area of deliverance...

Check the picture below for details they hold miracle and deliverance services every last Friday of the months you can call any of the numbers there and make more enquiry you can beg them for apostles number he will listen to you and pray for you or better still attend one of the service and see him after service good luck

Oh shut the fvck up will you.

kunleweb:
If you like buy ten cars they will send demons to knock the engine.

Gather ten million, they'll send spirit of embezzlement to enter people and send them to come dupe you.this one cure is easy. With daily prayer ask God to remove every sign placed on your life to attract afflictions. Every sign from your foundation inviting devourer and spoilers to contaminate your destiny, ask God to wash the sign away


Enter any living church, join evangelism, get tracts go and start distributing and tell me what you noticed if you do this and follow my instructions for few weeks.


Tell God every curse and evil that has attached with your life to be separated from you. Ask God to separate you from the spirit of your father's house and to deliver you from the consequences of the actions of your ancestors.



This is easy to handle, just obey, follow God. You won't need one naira to end this rubbish IJN. Don't pay anyone a dime..



Ask God to destroy the pursuers of your life and destiny


You need a spiritual covering so while you undergo prayers, the situation can be prayerfully monitored and supervised


Find a good deliverance Church to attend. I didn't say church o, I said deliverance church. Find any, find the man of God there, submit to. Him, he will pray and wash your head from spirit of bad luck and serve God and see what God will do.



Tell God covenant that your hands will not prosper to shake it off your hands and ask Him to break every evil that has attached itself with your hands, that it will work but not gather

Don’t spend your last money on transportation and accommodation to go and see any “man of God”

Unless the person has a job for you.

PSTEMMA1960:
I have only been to Zaria once sir, I don't know to reach him....don't know if u can help me....especially the area of deliverance...

There’s nothing spiritual holding you back. Your predicaments are not unusual given the human nature to be mean and wicked to others (the woman who treated you bad, the two person’s who ran away with your money etc) are just examples of human beings being human.

Stop thinking you need to go see someone spiritual before your life gets back on the right path. If you get that into your mind, it will become your reality. As a person thinks, so he is. Your mind will be clouded with negativity such that you won’t take opportunities or believe in yourself anymore.

you believe there’s something bigger than you fighting against you. Not necessarily. The only big thing fighting against you here is the situation of the economy and your need to develop skepticism and wariness of humans.

PSTEMMA1960:
thanks ma... Just trying to settle the spiritual aspect of my problems before going into another job...

U know it looks somehow for someone to have laboured since 2006 with nothing to show for it....

PSTEMMA1960:
I understand ur point now ma, but what I am looking for now is a way forward..... I am depressed...... Last week I was sick serious typhoid.... I had to enter bush to gather leaves because no money to buy drugs...

All my clothes have worn out I even stopped going to church, but had to start again last month and since then its just one clothe that I have been wearing...

No mother, no father, no uncle, my mum's people refused to even pick our calls, I don't even have their contacts again.....

bros just try hustle afresh. Pray, be wise, and be dedicated. U shall overcome

cococandy:
Oh shut the fvck up will you.

My thoughts too sis. The thread has been tainted with stupid comments