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Weak people everywhere .

lahizak:
The fear that commiting suicide is a grave sin which will eventually land d person that do such in hell and according to all descriptions hell is a thousand times more painful than the greatest pain on earth. That believe there is what is keeping me on earth. My cause of frustration have nothing to do with money or health. Even though right now I'm broke and jobless, I still believe that money will come eventually and I will be rich. But deep down in me I still believe money is not enough. Everyday i wake up with pain and loneliness, sometimes my heart feel so much pain that i just wish i can dig my hands into my chest and remove the damn heart. Im lonely and alone even with the so called people dat said dey care and love me, somehow, i always felt left behind, i always feel like nobody really care about me. I feel invisinble. Like nobody is seeing and am just going through life aimlessly. The pains sometimes is excruciating. Funny enough my house is full of snipe, rat poison even we have a gun as my father is in military. And what scared me the most is that someday the fear of hell will no longer be enough to stop me. Please pray 4 me

Currently in a relationship

Monika87:
I've been having that thoughts on a regular basis. I'm not brave enough to kill myself and I don't want it, but I can't get rid of that thoughts.

Those thoughts are fruits of the desire to do so, uproot those desires and the thoughts will vanish...

Johncables402:
Weak people everywhere .

Brother this is a sensitive thread. Don't trivialise things like this. Leave without commenting if you don't have anything reasonable to say.

sonofspada:

Im unemployed and I don't have savings, I'v dated my university girlfriend for 10yrs, and I fear I might not meet up.

I need to disappear

In one year or less, everything can turn around and it will shock you how far you have come in such a little time. Keep pushing and taking advantage of opportunities.

mostyg:
A lot of things are responsible for depression and eventual suicide. We woke up to the news of RCCG choir Master's suicide this morning on the basis on his inability to pay house rent.

Sometimes depression is spiritual. I know some would find this absurd. Some common signs of spiritual induced depression are
1. Constant headaches ( migraine)
2. Pain in a body part ( chest, leg, lower abdomen etc)
3. Insomnia. Not being able to sleep at night
4. Some kind of movement in the body. One may noticed something moving in part of the body. It may be on the head, leg, hand, stomach etc.
5. Sometimes one comes in contact with cobwebs alots.
6. Nightmares is also a common sign.

These are just few of the signs.
Please note that these signs do not necessarily indicate spiritual problem but may be a pointer to it.

As we try approaching challenges from medical / physical angles don't let us rule out spiritual solutions and vice versa.

am having it oooh what can do about it ooh

Leonardomike:
am having it oooh what can do about it ooh

I went through your post and saw you very active in the health section.

I m happy you are trying to solve your challenges medically, I wish you quick recovery.

Let me recommend to you something you can do with 5-10 minutes and you MAY know what's actually wrong with you.

If you are interested, I implore you to sit in a quite place, close your eyes and talk to your mind. Speak silently to your mind without opening your limps.
Ask your mind as if you are sure there is something in you ( that object moving with you). Ask questions such as ' who are you? ', 'what did I do to deserve these punishments?' why are you troubling my life?. Please be emphatic/ aggressive with the questions but don't speak out.

There is a possibility that you'll hear a response. Many has reported hearing responses. You may not hear anything but notice somethings like vibration in a part of the body or shedding tears or very fast heart beat or something like a heaviness of the head.

You may try this and revert back here.

Suicide is now the most trending option nowadays and a thread like this was created to help people but never made front page at all.

Thanks op for creating this thread!

mostyg:


I went through your post and saw you very active in the health section.

I m happy you are trying to solve your challenges medically, I wish you quick recovery.

Let me recommend to you something you can do with 5-10 minutes and you MAY know what's actually wrong with you.

If you are interested, I implore you to sit in a quite place, close your eyes and talk to your mind. Speak silently to your mind without opening your limps.
Ask your mind as if you are sure there is something in you ( that object moving with you). Ask questions such as ' who are you? ', 'what did I do to deserve these punishments?' why are you troubling my life?. Please be emphatic/ aggressive with the questions but don't speak out.

There is a possibility that you'll hear a response. Many has reported hearing responses. You may not hear anything but notice somethings like vibration in a part of the body or shedding tears or very fast heart beat or something like a heaviness of the head.

You may try this and revert back here.

pls wil d voice be audible

Not like I having suicidal thoughts but i am deeply depressed...I have been jobless for close to a year now (Accounting graduate) after I lost my former job due to company downsizing...i av sold almost everything i have to survive, trying to get a job has been hard and efforts has always end futile, now i am beginning to believe all these spiritual shits...I don’t think my problem is ordinary....This Life no b am at all, Bad things always happen to good people, ending it all might be the best solution after all..

OlawaleBammie:


pls wil d voice be audible

I have reports that the voice is audible.

Sometimes, one may be seeing some events as if watching a movie.

Some people have reported not hearing or seeing anything but feel or notice some signs like vibration is the body, heavy head, shedding tears or a kind of object moving in the body.

In some other persons, nothing happened.

LifeDrama24:
Not like I having suicidal thoughts but i am deeply depressed...I have been jobless for close to a year now (Accounting graduate) after I lost my former job due to company downsizing...i av sold almost everything i have to survive, trying to get a job has been hard and efforts has always end futile, now i am beginning to believe all these spiritual shits...I don’t think my problem is ordinary....This Life no b am at all, Bad things always happen to good people, ending it all might be the best solution after all..

You may start a small business with little capital.
A laundry business is a good one. All you need is to be able to convince people to trust you with their clothes. Watch, dry, iron and deliver. It may not be juicy in the beginning but trust me other ideas will start flowing once a business is operational.

Explore all physical avenues before thinking spiritual. Don't fall victim of spiritual scam.

mostyg:


I have reports that the voice is audible.

Sometimes, one may be seeing some events as if watching a movie.

Some people have reported not hearing or seeing anything [b]but feel or notice some signs like vibration is the body, heavy head, shedding tears or a kind of object moving in the body.[b/]

In some other persons, nothing happened.

So how do we accurately interpret this mysterious signs??

OlawaleBammie:

So how do we accurately interpret this mysterious signs??

If these signs are present, there is a great chance the person's problem is spiritual and thus a spiritual solution MAY be required.

In a situation where voices are heard, the victim if bold may further question the spirit of this bothering him/ her. Let me warn at this juncture that spirits lie a lot. Don't ever believe whatever you are told because it may be a plot to destroy you further. For instance, telling you your mother or wife or husband is behind your misfortune.

In a case where victims were able to view an event, that event may be connected to where the source of the problem.

All these sound like trash to some people exactly it was to me before I accidentally got involved in exorcism.

mostyg:


If these signs are present, there is a great chance the person's problem is spiritual and thus a spiritual solution MAY be required.

In a situation where voices are heard, the victim if bold may further question the spirit of this bothering him/ her. Let me warn at this juncture that spirits lie a lot. Don't ever believe whatever you are told because it may be a plot to destroy you further. For instance, telling you your mother or wife or husband is behind your misfortune.

In a case where victims were able to view an event, that event may be connected to where the source of the problem.

All these sound like trash to some people exactly it was to me before I accidentally got involved in exorcism.

Jeesus, i bliv u bro, especially wer u said spirit lies alot as der are many spirits even bible confirmed it, dat we should test all spirits, hmm hmmm hmmm, bro i swear am caught inbetween.

OlawaleBammie:

Jeesus, i bliv u bro, especially wer u said spirit lies alot as der are many spirits even bible confirmed it, dat we should test all spirits, hmm hmmm hmmm, bro i swear am caught inbetween.

All I have written are part of my experience doing exorcism (ruqyah).
Allah is my witness

I pray to God to assist all spiritually induced depressed people is this holy month of Ramadan.

mostyg:


All I have written are part of my experience doing exorcism (ruqyah).
Allah is my witness

I pray to God to assist all spiritually induced depressed people is this holy month of Ramadan.

hmmmmm but how do we confirm d authenticity of d message recvd as some spirits lies

OlawaleBammie:


hmmmmm but how do we confirm d authenticity of d message recvd as some spirits lies

At first I always get excited listening to them, asking series of questions from them. Later with experience, I understand they lie 95% of the time so I don't get excited anymore. I don't even have interest listening to them, my interest is that they leave the body with their luggage ( yes, the do have luggage).

Sometimes, we listen just to make the victims and their families understand that there is more to what the ordinary eyes could see.

I ll say this came at the right time as am in serious depression however I consider going into exile or when am financially bouyant then I can find my way back . Have been married for 5yrs we both wrk in a financial institution however she earns more salary than I do. I play my roll even if not to d fullest as the man of the house. All of a sudden she doesn't find life in everything I say or do Nd she decided to keep tinz to hersf and all sh is concerned with is the children who stays with mother in law due to d nature of our job. Am considering leaving d house for her, leaving her with her sudden poor attitude, or may be the money I have is not commanding enuf. Just confused

Aadeyemo1:
I ll say this came at the right time as am in serious depression however I consider going into exile or when am financially bouyant then I can find my way back . Have been married for 5yrs we both wrk in a financial institution however she earns more salary than I do. I play my roll even if not to d fullest as the man of the house. All of a sudden she doesn't find life in everything I say or do Nd she decided to keep tinz to hersf and all sh is concerned with is the children who stays with mother in law due to d nature of our job. Am considering leaving d house for her, leaving her with her sudden poor attitude, or may be the money I have is not commanding enuf. Just confused

I will advise that you find a way to go on holiday with your wife, even if you have to beg her., talk her to it. Traveling together for a week, sharing same hotel room, visiting same place could reignite the love.

spend time with your children at your mother-in-laws house. Be happy with them, play with them, that may help you to be happy and put you out of depression.

May God in His infinite mercy bring back happiness into your family.

mostyg:


At first I always get excited listening to them, asking series of questions from them. Later with experience, I understand they lie 95% of the time so I don't get excited anymore. I don't even have interest listening to them, my interest is that they leave the body with their luggage ( yes, the do have luggage).

Sometimes, we listen just to make the victims and their families understand that there is more to what the ordinary eyes could see.

All dis tins u re sayin are mysterious indeed, me i dont use to hear anything oo

mostyg:


At first I always get excited listening to them, asking series of questions from them. Later with experience, I understand they lie 95% of the time so I don't get excited anymore. I don't even have interest listening to them, my interest is that they leave the body with their luggage ( yes, the do have luggage).

Sometimes, we listen just to make the victims and their families understand that there is more to what the ordinary eyes could see.

And u said luggage, luggage ke?? where did u see luggage again??

I have an elder sister that should have committed suicide. If she had commited suicide, I will not have blamed her because she has gone through a lot of troubles since when I knew her as my sister.

I will tell you some things she has passed through and she is going through;

She is a psychiatric patient, i have know her as one since when knew as my sister. Whenever she goes into depression, she loses her mind. When i was about 12 years old, she left our house for my mother's shop and started manifest, torn all her cloth. we had to quickly close the shop and look for wrapper to cover her unclothedness.
On another occasion, at my brother's house, she went naked and climbed the fence of the compound. It was very embarrassing for her and for the entire family.

She spent over 10 years in university before she graduated. She attended two universities, because she couldn't finished from the first one and when she got to the other one she had to change department at some point.

When she was in the second university, her boyfriend that she broke up with released sex tape of her that he video without her notice( her drugs are strong that most times make her unaware of happening around her) . She couldn't walk within the campus without people making fun of her. As at this time she had repented and was a member of a campus fellowship. But the fellowship members deserted her that she is a pretender even though the act in the video happened about 5 year before that time.

She didn't get married until she turned 42 and she gave birth when she turned 46 after severally miscarriage that most time make her depress and then the psychiatric issue ( madness).

I have never told anyone as much details. I doing this to tell someone out there that you can hold on till your change come.

But it wouldn't be easy without faith in God and faith in Jesus, the mediator between God and man.

her faith and hope in God has been the reason she has come this far and it has paid of.

She is still on drugs till today. I don't think your case is worse than hers and if it is, there is always a way out.

OlawaleBammie:


And u said luggage, luggage ke?? where did u see luggage again??

When a spirit, ( jinn) is living inside a man. ( posses a man), he /she lives there with everything that make him/ her comfortable (luggages) . The presence of the luggage sometimes cause the pain in that part of body of the victim.

During exorcism, the spirit speaks through the mouth of the victims. In that case, they are heard loud and clear.

The process I described earlier is when the victim wants to do the exorcism by him, / herself. That involves the mind engagement where he/ she could hear the spirit within him.

Nosu:
I have an elder sister that should have committed suicide. If she had commited suicide, I will not have blamed her because she has gone through a lot of troubles since when I knew her as my sister.

I will tell you some things she has passed through and she is going through;

She is a psychiatric patient, i have know her as one since when knew as my sister. Whenever she goes into depression, she loses her mind. When i was about 12 years old, she left our house for my mother's shop and started manifest, torn all her cloth. we had to quickly close the shop and look for wrapper to cover her unclothedness.
On another occasion, at my brother's house, she went naked and climbed the fence of the compound. It was very embarrassing for her and for the entire family.

She spent over 10 years in university before she graduated. She attended two universities, because she couldn't finished from the first one and when she got to the other one she had to change department at some point.

When she was in the second university, her boyfriend that she broke up with released sex tape of her that he video without her notice( her drugs are strong that most times make her unaware of happening around her) . She couldn't walk within the campus without people making fun of her. As at this time she had repented and was a member of a campus fellowship. But the fellowship members deserted her that she is a pretender even though the act in the video happened about 5 year before that time.

She didn't get married until she turned 42 and she gave birth when she turned 46 after severally miscarriage that most time make her depress and then the psychiatric issue ( madness).

I have never told anyone as much details. I doing this to tell someone out there that you can hold on till your change come.

But it wouldn't be easy without faith in God and faith in Jesus, the mediator between God and man.

her faith and hope in God has been the reason she has come this far and it has paid of.

She is still on drugs till today. I don't think your case is worse than hers and if it is, there is always a way out.

May God heal completely.

I thought the release of sex tape was a recent things, I never knew such could have happened 10 years back.

May God save us from the known and unknown enemies.

mostyg:


May God heal completely.

I thought the release of sex tape was a recent things, I never knew such could have happened 10 years back.

May God save us from the known and unknown enemies.

amen ooh

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ajokeade920:
Like seriously,mine is really not suicidal thoughts but I feel like running far away to unknown place and start over again.
I just don't know what's wrong with me,this is the third time I am failing out in my academics.its like I ve cursed or something , despite me being intelligent and all... I have been a very brilliant and smart girl right from infant which made my parent really proud of me tho my dad is late but I still have mum. Right now, am dropped out of school again and I don't know how to tell my mum and loved ones cos I am so confused,and devastated about it,after all my effort and struggles,money and time in gaining admission.sometimes I use to think maybe am not destined to further my education which is absurd cos my mum believes so much in me and I don't want to make her sad
Everyone thinks I am still in school but truth is am not it's hurting me and making me depressed :.as I type now am in tears...
Please how can I tell them the truth without getting hurt and disappointed by all..how will they feel,my boyfriend, family and friends.i would be mocked. But I need to stop this lie and face the truth..the fact that I lie about my education is depressing to me.
Please advice me on what to do without losing the loves of my life.

I' m really sorry about you dropping out of school. That's not the end of life, there is more to life than schooling.

You said you used to be an intelligent student. At what point did you start failing your courses?. What did you is think is responsible?

Is it possible to start over again? Why not learn a vocational course that won't required must studying?

I pray God to guide you in taking the best of decision.

I'm studying a course I have no passion for. Currentlly in 2nd year. Test starts next week and I can't work up the enthusiasm to study. I just don't see the point in wasting my time doing something I hate.(Was dad's idea to study it) . I feel stranded

ebonyggurl:
I'm studying a course I have no passion for. Currentlly in 2nd year. Test starts next week and I can't work up the enthusiasm to study. I just don't see the point in wasting my time doing something I hate.(Was dad's idea to study it) . I feel stranded

Hmm, you are not alone on this. Many parents force their children to study courses they don't have passion for. Sometimes our parents think more of themselves than the children. Some insisted their children study medicine and pharmacy because they want to be proud father / mother of doctors and pharmacists.


Sometimes our parents guide us on course of study because they know better than we do. They seem to understand the labour market because they are already there. Their years of experience should not be underated.

Isnt it possible you talk to your dad so that the two of you can reach a compromise? Let him see where your passion lies and hear him out on why he wanted you study the course.