Karrma:

I envy the way you're dealing with yours, maybe it because you're an extrovert.

I'm an introvert with very few or no friends practically, guess that's why it's very tough for me. There's literally no friend i have that i can even talk to because i don't know how to make friends. So most times i'm curled up in my shell thinking everytime.

Well it ain't to late to start acting extroverted (if there's ever a word like that )
BTW you're not doing bad with your resopses here on NL. So bro , you've got it within you

cuteguy14911:



Well it ain't to late to start acting extroverted (if there's ever a word like that )
BTW you're not doing bad with your resopses here on NL. So bro , you've got it within you

Bro, it's easier for me to type because that's the only way i'm letting out my anger on how mad i am at myself. Outside Nairaland, i'm one hell of a depressed being

Update! Update!! Update!!!

Yesterday I was at the lowest point of my life. I contemplated committing suicide. And before you start criticism, lemme share what happened.

cuteguy14911:
Update! Update!! Update!!!

Yesterday I was at the lowest point of my life. I contemplated committing suicide. And before you start criticism, lemme share what happened.

You can tell me all about it

cuteguy14911:
Update! Update!! Update!!!

Yesterday I was at the lowest point of my life. I contemplated committing suicide. And before you start criticism, lemme share what happened.

What happened?

The thought of getting infected by someone you trust is the real issue, not necessarily HIV. If HIV is something people get via mosquitoe bite, the pain and agony wouldn't be so much. What to do? Stop trusting too much, learn to trust yourself more and do your best to live healthy. When it comes to viral diseases, you don't trust anyone. I bet your girlfriend is beautiful and very attractive. That's the code, anyone that have or have had unprotective sex with anyone (be it now or in the past) is a potential HIV donor. If any woman tells you she wants it raw (with no effort to know your status), and she's no virgin, please run for your life. She said same to other guys, other potential donors.

cuteguy14911:
Update! Update!! Update!!!

Yesterday I was at the lowest point of my life. I contemplated committing suicide. And before you start criticism, lemme share what happened.

Only those who have not been through hell would criticize you.
Stay strong.

Auladimeji:
Since I saw and read this thread on Sunday, I've been racking my brain.Now listen

Your girlfriend knows she's HIV positive forget all her excuses, She got the virus before you.
Before the virus started manifesting in your body it will have done it in her body.She saw the sign before you.
The same way you are planning on keeping it from people is still the same way she's keeping it from people including you because she won't want people to know that she's a carrier.She also have the drug with her
That's all I have to type

That's true.

I did a confirmatory test as advised by czarina and it came out positive. I guess am gradually coming to the terms that this ain't a joke.

I so much get green with envy anytime I see some of my promiscuous friends who are negative. Like can be unfair you know. Karma please email me your phone number. I think I need to talk to you before anything bad happens

cuteguy14911:
I did a confirmatory test as advised by czarina and it came out positive. I guess am gradually coming to the terms that this ain't a joke.

I so much get green with envy anytime I see some of my promiscuous friends who are negative. Like can be unfair you know. Karma please email me your phone number. I think I need to talk to you before anything bad happens

Don't kill yourself cos of this. There's still more to life than being infected with HIV.

You can still achieve your purpose in life and die peacefully.
There are many who weren't even positive but couldn't live up to your age now. Please, don't take your own life. Concentrate on the betterment of your life.

cuteguy14911:
I did a confirmatory test as advised by czarina and it came out positive. I guess am gradually coming to the terms that this ain't a joke.

I so much get green with envy anytime I see some of my promiscuous friends who are negative. Like can be unfair you know. Karma please email me your phone number. I think I need to talk to you before anything bad happens

Relax. You'll be fine. Trust me, you'll laugh over this someday if you stay strong. I promise you. Don't do anything nasty.


If you need to talk to someone, you can call if you feel up to it. Or drop your number, I'll call you any time you want to talk.

Preshy561:

Don't kill yourself cos of this. There's still more to life than being infected with HIV.

You can still achieve your purpose in life and die peacefully.
There are many who weren't even positive but couldn't live up to your age now. Please, don't take your own life. Concentrate on the betterment of your life.

Apt!

I'm at crossroads and really confused right now. Got another invite for an interview, but the medical tests which i got to know involves HIV screening. My parents are on my neck to go for the interview because it's likely I'll get it(the HR manager is a family friend). I snubbed the first invite lying i did not get a notification, now the HR manager had to send me another one personally. I just don't know what to do.

Really confused and mad at myself right now.

Karrma:
I might post her pictures here and other social media platforms so that guys will be careful with her since she has refused to go for a test and insisting she's clean.
She's not even remorseful saying i should go find who infected me.

Please bro with humility kindly don't post it.... I clearly understand your situation but plz don't do it.

Karrma:
I'm at crossroads and really confused right now. Got another invite for an interview, but the medical tests which i got to know involves HIV screening. My parents are on my neck to go for the interview because it's likely I'll get it(the HR manager is a family friend). I snubbed the first invite lying i did not get a notification, now the HR manager had to send me another one personally. I just don't know what to do.

Really confused and mad at myself right now.

Relax your mind and think of a way out, the joy of the Lord will be your strength. #stay strong brother.

It makes me laugh...a

Karrma:
I'm at crossroads and really confused right now. Got another invite for an interview, but the medical tests which i got to know involves HIV screening. My parents are on my neck to go for the interview because it's likely I'll get it(the HR manager is a family friend). I snubbed the first invite lying i did not get a notification, now the HR manager had to send me another one personally. I just don't know what to do.

Really confused and mad at myself right now.

Just go for the interview bro, you may be surprised at the outcome of the medical screening. Just be positive about life and always rise where you fail.

When the do was doing it was sweet... Na sweet thing dey kill pass


Invite that hoe to your place and get it smothered peacefully at dawn. Demons everywhere

TotoCatchFire:
When the do was doing it was sweet... Na sweet thing dey kill pass


Invite that hoe to your place and get it smothered peacefully at dawn. Demons everywhere

Wish i have the courage to do this.

Would have done it a long time ago.

Karrma:

Wish i have the courage to do this.

Would have done it a long time ago.

How are you?

czarina:
How are you?

Which i had a perfect answer to this question

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sinaj:
hope you know posting her pictures is a crime

I would like to see her pictures

dingbang:
I would like to see her pictures

you should be sleeping

sinaj:
you should be sleeping

well, at a point in a man's life he gotta be awake all night... you'll soon get there, you know.

Karrma:

Which i had a perfect answer to this question

You can at least tell us her first name. Some of those kind of people have no remorse and conscience. She's evil I can tell you. You can't even go overseas with the stuff. Embassies don't joke with it. You just have to turn to God and get into entrepreneurship. There are people doing really well with it. The issue now is to get into viable businesses that will cater for you especially when you get old.
Good luck though

Brother. I just came out positive last week as well. Man will not kill himself.
To those out there who thinks hiv ain’t real hope you learn from this thread.

Karrma:

Wish i have the courage to do this.

Would have done it a long time ago.

how can I get in touch with you man. I need people in my shoe to talk to

Auladimeji:
Since I saw and read this thread on Sunday, I've been racking my brain.Now listen

Your girlfriend knows she's HIV positive forget all her excuses, She got the virus before you.
Before the virus started manifesting in your body it will have done it in her body.She saw the sign before you.
The same way you are planning on keeping it from people is still the same way she's keeping it from people including you because she won't want people to know that she's a carrier.She also have the drug with her
That's all I have to type

If she takes her drugs, how come he got infected? Her viral load ought to be low

Ronaldo24682:
Brother. I just came out positive last week as well. Man will not kill himself.
To those out there who thinks hiv ain’t real hope you learn from this thread.

So sorry bro. Did mine last week and it was negative. This op crossed my mind and I agreed we all carry different grace. Anyways, it's not the end of the world. Eat right, take ur mess. Pls don't hide ur status from whoever u gonna date.

AwkaetitiBabe:
So sorry bro. Did mine last week and it was negative. This op crossed my mind and I agreed we all carry different grace. Anyways, it's not the end of the world. Eat right, take ur mess. Pls don't hide ur status from whoever u gonna date.

its really not easy. I have cried my eyes out. No sleep either. I am contemplating suicide big time. Big time. I just created this account this morning so as to share. I have mini investments running till August. I plan giving the proceeds to my mom then thereafter doing the worst. At least that might help calm her down a little.