Ronaldo24682:
its really not easy. I have cried my eyes out. No sleep either. I am contemplating suicide big time. Big time. I just created this account this morning so as to share. I have mini investments running till August. I plan giving the proceeds to my mom then thereafter doing the worst. At least that might help calm her down a little.

No. You'll break her heart. Don't be a coward, you got this. Do you know you can have negative babies? We will all die someday so why accelerate yours by ending that which u never created?
Be positively minded. Do not give in to your thoughts. There are HIV positive dating threads but you need to talk to someone, Get guidance first. Dont forget to take ur meds, they are free.

AwkaetitiBabe:
No. You'll break her heart. Don't be a coward, you got this. Do you know you can have negative babies? We will all die someday so why accelerate yours by ending that which u never created?
Be positively minded. Do not give in to your thoughts. There are HIV positive dating threads but you need to talk to someone, Get guidance first. Dont forget to take ur meds, they are free.

thanks a lot dear

Ronaldo24682:
how can I get in touch with you man. I need people in my shoe to talk to

You can send me a PM

Ronaldo24682:
its really not easy. I have cried my eyes out. No sleep either. I am contemplating suicide big time. Big time. I just created this account this morning so as to share. I have mini investments running till August. I plan giving the proceeds to my mom then thereafter doing the worst. At least that might help calm her down a little.

Bro, trust me i know how it feels. I've tried slitting my wrist but i didn't even come close to death only ended up in a bandages and stitches. Then i imagined how my mom will feel had it been i succeeded. I'm not doing suicide no more, I'll just wait till anytime death comes.
Don't kill yourself bro. Just find a reason to live (still looking for my own reason though)
All the best.

Karrma:

Bro, trust me i know how it feels. I've tried slitting my wrist but i didn't even come close to death only ended up in a bandages and stitches. Then i imagined how my mom will feel had it been i succeeded. I'm not doing suicide no more, I'll just wait till anytime death comes.
Don't kill yourself bro. Just find a reason to live (still looking for my own reason though)
All the best.

Wrong mindset. Take ur meds and live positively. Reason am, you'll definitely outlive many without HIV. So what's d rush? Go about life normally but don't infect others biko

Acidosis:
The thought of getting infected by someone you trust is the real issue, not necessarily HIV. If HIV is something people get via mosquitoe bite, the pain and agony wouldn't be so much. What to do? Stop trusting too much, learn to trust yourself more and do your best to live healthy. When it comes to viral diseases, you don't trust anyone. I bet your girlfriend is beautiful and very attractive. That's the code, anyone that have or have had unprotective sex with anyone (be it now or in the past) is a potential HIV donor. If any woman tells you she wants it raw (with no effort to know your status), and she's no virgin, please run for your life. She said same to other guys, other potential donors.

If only u know how many gals are willing to do raw, you going to marvel. I'm saying dis base on my finding.

Pls no matter wat, do not do Raw and u condom breaks get pep immediately

AwkaetitiBabe:
Wrong mindset. Take ur meds and live positively. Reason am, you'll definitely outlive many without HIV. So what's d rush? Go about life normally but don't infect others biko

You obviously don't understand.

Karrma:

You obviously don't understand.

Relax, life goes on!

I know positive people who felt their worlds crumbled when they first got diagnosed and today, they're living their lives to the fullest.

Our family friend is an example, she's married with kids and you will never know she has the virus, she even used to pass her clothes down to us when she gains weight or got pregnant back then.

Take care of yourself, you go dey alright.


P. S

Take your calls this time, I'll call you tomorrow.

BossDon:


If only u know how many gals are willing to do raw, you going to marvel. I'm saying dis base on my finding.

Pls no matter wat, do not do Raw and u condom breaks get pep immediately

bros the thing is scary they just open up no questions asked.. Leaving the risk of the virus to the males who themselves cant think straight in that moment ..

PS: I think the op should help us with her first name

Karrma:

Bro, trust me i know how it feels. I've tried slitting my wrist but i didn't even come close to death only ended up in a bandages and stitches. Then i imagined how my mom will feel had it been i succeeded. I'm not doing suicide no more, I'll just wait till anytime death comes.
Don't kill yourself bro. Just find a reason to live (still looking for my own reason though)
All the best.

i wake up every night sweating,in the morning I start to shiver. I am scared of starting treatment as I heard a stop of this treatment might result to something else. Contemplating telling my parents tomorrow.

Ronaldo24682:
i wake up every night sweating,in the morning I start to shiver. I am scared of starting treatment as I heard a stop of this treatment might result to something else. Contemplating telling my parents tomorrow.

Are you sure your parents can handle it?

czarina:
Are you sure your parents can handle it?

not my mom. But I need them right now. I need all the help I can get.

Ronaldo24682:
i wake up every night sweating,in the morning I start to shiver. I am scared of starting treatment as I heard a stop of this treatment might result to something else. Contemplating telling my parents tomorrow.

Hey, good day to you. Need I ask how you're doing?

Anyways my advice is this, if you know that telling your parents would help you in your quest to getting better, well you had better do it now.

Night sweats? Are you coughing?

cuteguy14911:



Hey, good day to you. Need I ask how you're doing?

Anyways my advice is this, if you know that telling your parents would help you in your quest to getting better, well you had better do it now.

Night sweats? Are you coughing?

no cough yet. I went through your thread. Had that same rash similar to yours. Haven’t slept tonight due to the cold and sweats ..do you experience that as well.

Karrma:

You obviously don't understand.

My dear I do. When I was waiting for my result last week, thoughts of you crossed my mind and I strengthened my resolve to b strong no matter d outcome. So please be of good cheer.

Ronaldo24682:
no cough yet. I went through your thread. Had that same rash similar to yours. Haven’t slept tonight due to the cold and sweats ..do you experience that as well.

Build up your immune system. Take ur meds.. Eat fresh fruits and vegetables. Are u waiting for cough?

Those seeing this thread should go check theirs too. If u too scared, simply buy the home kit online and do it.

ehmmy11:
bros the thing is scary they just open up no questions asked.. Leaving the risk of the virus to the males who themselves cant think straight in that moment ..

PS: I think the op should help us with her first name

Not necessary. Be safe, abstain or use a condom. Better still, do tests before anything.

AwkaetitiBabe:
Build up your immune system. Take ur meds.. Eat fresh fruits and vegetables. Are u waiting for cough?

Those seeing this thread should go check theirs too. If u too scared, simply buy the home kit online and do it.

not like I am waiting for it. Mama just noticed how sick and the sleepless nights. I feel good in the morning but at night it’s a different thing entirely.

Ronaldo24682:
not like I am waiting for it. Mama just noticed how sick and the sleepless nights. I feel good in the morning but at night it’s a different thing entirely.

Its well. Simply go to Dem centers and get meds.. Take care.

Ronaldo24682:
no cough yet. I went through your thread. Had that same rash similar to yours. Haven’t slept tonight due to the cold and sweats ..do you experience that as well.

Hey there... Well I didn't experience that. It was just the rashes. Mehn it's not good to be ignorant o.

If I had known that it was HIV symptoms that I was experiencing then, I would have started treatment since then but no, I was doing over the counter medication.

Even all the pharmacist were prescribing nonsense. Mtcheew. I spent so much oo. But that'll be another story for another day.

Bro wait sef, I didn't ask if you've been tested positive. Have you?

AwkaetitiBabe:
Not necessary. Be safe, abstain or use a condom. Better still, do tests before anything.

waiting for my test results last November was the longest wait of my life.. Not slept with any girl since then.. I wish I could just turn off the urge till future notice .

ehmmy11:
waiting for my test results last November was the longest wait of my life.. Not slept with any girl since then.. I wish I could just turn off the urge till future notice .

Well, what's life when consumed by fear? You can get married if old enough and ready Sha. Or just get d test kit.

AwkaetitiBabe:
Well, what's life when consumed by fear? You can get married if old enough and ready Sha. Or just get d test kit.

will definitely get tested again.. Though am not experiencing anything the tread made me recount my experience with the test

Karrma:
I have been feeling sick ever since i had sex with my girlfriend, so i went for a test today only to find out she's infected me with HIV. This is someone i trusted with everything. I've learned my lesson the hard way. My life is ruined right now, I've cried my eyes out and suicide is the only thing coming to my mind now. I'm still alive because of the thought of my mother, butt I'm not sure i can hold on.

Please be careful with who you say you love.

I was in the same condition as you but was lucky, my then girlfriend was positive but on her drugs but she never told me. To be sincere with you I was having unprotected sex with her all the while but was never infected.
It is now I knew why I was never infected. I watched on CNN the other day about a new study that shows that positive people who are consistent with their drugs are not able to transmit the disease, then I realise where my luck came from. I had already made myself a Guinea pig for that study before even the scientist did that albeit unknowingly , so I was like nodding with the findings the day I was watching it.

You see it is not a death sentence. Staying close to that my Girlfriend all the while, I never see anything much different from her lifestyle though she takes the drug secretly without me knowing. please hang on. Taking pills every day till the rest of your life sounds scary but it is not, it is hardly any different from the food you eat 3 times a day. It is alright, you found out in time, please stop the regret make enquiries and find out where you can be getting your drugs. Daily believe me nothing has really changed about your life.

That's not a death sentence bro

cuteguy14911:


Hey there... Well I didn't experience that. It was just the rashes. Mehn it's not good to be ignorant o.

If I had known that it was HIV symptoms that I was experiencing then, I would have started treatment since then but no, I was doing over the counter medication.

Even all the pharmacist were prescribing nonsense. Mtcheew. I spent so much oo. But that'll be another story for another day.

Bro wait sef, I didn't ask if you've been tested positive. Have you?

i have, first one came out negative doctor said it was the window period that’s why. Second came out +. You didn’t get any other sign just the rashes??

Ronaldo24682:
not my mom. But I need them right now. I need all the help I can get.

It's alright

ehmmy11:
bros the thing is scary they just open up no questions asked.. Leaving the risk of the virus to the males who themselves cant think straight in that moment ..

PS: I think the op should help us with her first name

I've done my findings and I'm telling u majority of the ladies i spoke/chatted with agreed raw without asking any danm questions.

Few questioned but later agreed on with the raw sex.

Another few agreed on getting tested before going all raw nd dey stuck with the use of condom until after testing before going raw with u nd does ladies were 2 out of 10.

Yes it's indeed scary to see how willing some men nd women would wanna go all raw with someone dey just met.

I did my findings base on how careless the youth of this generation are.

A gal will tell u she dont like someone using condom on her, with all the nasty shiiiit flying around.

Every 7/10 guys will bare witness of i dont like u using condom on me from dere gal..

I want it raw this time from dere gf

Or dey will tell u condom aint good going in dem, it causes some reaction cos condom was made out of chemical.

The question dat always get me irked and mesmerize was, do you say dis to all the guys u met or just me. be it a one night wit a guy, friends with benefits or d guys u dated.

that may actually ans u question in oda to let u know how many diicccks literally went into the cave to take dere bath without wearing a coat on, wit no idea if the water was clean or tainted(Infections)

I don't blame guys who dere condom broke during sex cos it was an unforseen consequence but get PEP if u don't trust the lady u with.

Remembered a lady who visited one of her fb mate. when she told me dey both had sex, the first question i asked her was did the guy use a condom nd she said No. Mehn i got weak.

Funny enough promiscuous dudes nd lady are always exempted from getting Hiv, it's always the newbies who wanna try it for the first time, gets slammed wit the virus.

What i said ain't a drill, it's just fact findings.

Hiv ain't a dead sentence, people actually do live long having the virus, marry, have kids nd live a normal life.

Soon Hiv cure testing would be carried out during its first trial phase. All i can say is i see a cure for Hiv brewing out soon

BossDon:


I've done my findings and I'm telling u majority of the ladies i spoke/chatted with agreed raw without asking any danm questions.

Few questioned but later agreed on with the raw sex.

Another few agreed on getting tested before going all raw nd dey stuck with the use of condom until after testing before going raw with u nd does ladies were 2 out of 10.

Yes it's indeed scary to see how willing some men nd women would wanna go all raw with someone dey just met.

I did my findings base on how careless the youth of this generation are.

A gal will tell u she dont like someone using condom on her, with all the nasty shiiiit flying around.

Every 7/10 guys will bare witness of i dont like u using condom on me from dere gal..

I want it raw this time from dere gf

Or dey will tell u condom aint good going in dem, it causes some reaction cos condom was made out of chemical.

The question dat always get me irked and mesmerize was, do you say dis to all the guys u met or just me. be it a one night wit a guy, friends with benefits or d guys u dated.

that may actually ans u question in oda to let u know how many diicccks literally went into the cave to take dere bath without wearing a coat on without knowing if the water was clean or tainted(Infections)

I don't blame guys who dere condom broke during sex cos it was an unforseen consequence but get PEP if u don't trust the lady u with.

Remembered a lady who visited one of her fb mate. when she told me dey both had sex, the first question i asked her was did the guy use a condom nd she said No. Mehn i got weak.

Funny enough promiscuous dudes nd lady are always exempted from getting Hiv, it's always the newbies who wanna try it for the first time, gets slammed wit the virus.

What i said ain't a drill, it's just fact findings.

I can relate with that "no condom" citing reactions and not feeling it.. It's left for we guys now to take a stand the thing is so scary you begin to doubt yourself...its not a joke get tested and do the right thing

Ronaldo24682:
i have, first one came out negative doctor said it was the window period that’s why. Second came out +. You didn’t get any other sign just the rashes??

How many weeks after exposure was your first test?
And when next did you test?

Karrma:


How many weeks after exposure was your first test?
And when next did you test?

three weeks. And the next was the 6th week or thereabout. What about you.

Ferdinandu:

I was in the same condition as you but was lucky, my then girlfriend was positive but on her drugs but she never told me. To be sincere with you I was having unprotected sex with her all the while but was never infected.
It is now I knew why I was never infected. I watched on CNN the other day about a new study that shows that positive people who are consistent with their drugs are not able to transmit the disease, then I realise where my luck came from. I had already made myself a Guinea pig for that study before even the scientist did that albeit unknowingly , so I was like nodding with the findings the day I was watching it.

You see it is not a death sentence. Staying close to that my Girlfriend all the while, I never see anything much different from her lifestyle though she takes the drug secretly without me knowing. please hang on. Taking pills every day till the rest of your life sounds scary but it is not, it is hardly any different from the food you eat 3 times a day. It is alright, you found out in time, please stop the regret make enquiries and find out where you can be getting your drugs. Daily believe me nothing has really changed about your life.

Scary,how did u later find out ur gf had it?