This is more like a sequel to my previous post; why is my exboyfriend so confusing?.
I read the comments there, both good and bad, and took in every thoughtful advice given. And i analyzed the entire situation and came up with the following,
First of all, im not yet ready to date. Age wise and psychologically. I was wrong to expect too much from a guy who had little to give, his 18yrs and i was judging him like an adult.
Secondly, im not good when it comes to dating. I set to high my standards, that most guys come out lacking even when they arent. Meaning i wanted commitment, loyalty, and trust in a relationship between to growing teenagers.
Thirdly, what the fvck am i doing? My school ought to come first before any guy but there i was getting myself distracted by this other individual.

So i've come up with my October resolution... Which i cant type. but its based on me being mature and facing reality. My ship with him, sailed and sunk and i shouldnt be killing myself, fixated on a guy... Typing.

Who might have moved on. I deserve better as a person but for now my schooling and education should be the only thing on my mind. Acedemics is number 1 now. Too young for all this romance stuff. I would quit this section now but the education section of this forum has little to offer me.
But i can change all that.

@bravethetruth, you hardly comment on threads. Im flattered you created the account. Good evening.

Blackivy29:
Who might have moved on. I deserve better as a person but for now my schooling and education should be the only thing on my mind. Acedemics is number 1 now. Too young for all this romance stuff. I would quit this section now but the education section of this forum has little to offer me.
But i can change all that.

I thank God ur mind is awake already.....face ur studies, stay close to God and smile to every face....and see ur man walk in your life....

Starz825:

I thank God ur mind is awake already.....face ur studies, stay close to God and smile to every face....and see ur man walk in your life....

Accepted. Besides im not ready to get married so why should i be in a relationship? Life is in stages and i need to walk accordingly lest i fall.

@blackivy29 evening love ... I just read and pass you know. It's fun. And you seem to be everywhere here. You're more like a superstar here

What You Dont Know About Love It That, Love Comes With Full Mumu Subscription with Unlimited Bonuses... Na You Go Use Hand Throway Standards... Its Easy To Manipulate the Mind Of A Girl

Bravethetruth:
@blackivy29 evening love ... I just read and pass you know. It's fun. And you seem to be everywhere here. You're more like a superstar here

most monikers here would see me dead. . I had thought this was your alternate account initially, but i was wrong.

girls always like to flex their manipulation power, maybe you should try another simp man!

IamPlato:
What You Dont Know About Love It That, Love Comes With Full Mumu Subscription with Unlimited Bonuses... Na You Go Use Hand Throway Standards... Its Easy To Manipulate the Mind Of A Girl

im through with dating for now. If im not interested then he cannot manipulate me. Im a difficult person, if i dont like you. And as for the standards they must apply. If a guy doesnt attract me then i cant love him. Simple.

Blackivy29:
most monikers here would see me dead. . I had thought this was your alternate account initially, but i was wrong.

You must have been a very bad girl .
.. kill them with your sweetness instead

Blackivy29:
Accepted. Besides im not ready to get married so why should i be in a relationship? Life is in stages and i need to walk accordingly lest i fall.

I love this- u aren't ready for marriage why should you be in a relationship?!.... congratulations dear...u a woman of priority now

fcdgrand:
girls always like to flex their manipulation power, maybe you should try another simp man!

you are so negative and its unattractive. I made a good choice with my life, rather than comment like an adult who's mature, you're telling a teen who's ironing things out with her life to manipulate another simp man! Well wisdom doesnt come with age.

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Bravethetruth:


You must have been a very bad girl .
.. kill them with your sweetness instead

lol. Like sandra, you know the moniker? How much the guys here hate the word dears and dislike kisses. I wouldnt be able to pull it off. Im sweet and gentle but not when annoyed. And people do just that.

Starz825:

I love this- u aren't ready for marriage why should you be in a relationship?!.... congratulations dear...u a woman of priority now

I have to be honest with myself, if im going to get anywhere. Thanks.

Blackivy29:
im through with dating for now. If im not interested then he cannot manipulate me. Im a difficult person, if i dont like you. And as for the standards they must apply. If a guy doesnt attract me then i cant love him. Simple.

Wait Till You Fall In Love... Attraction Can Vary.

IamPlato:
Wait Till You Fall In Love... Attraction Can Vary.

physical attraction, i concur. But what appeals me more are, his intelligence, personality, and that we share the same views about life and people. Looks in a guy is secondary for me. Not that important. But him person is.

I was once like you but now relationship is no no for me. man gat to hustle for the dough. no love no cry.

That's nice dear.At least you will be able to focus on things that matters now.

Funmmyastic:
That's nice dear.At least you will be able to focus on things that matters now.

Honestly dear thanks.

Blackivy29:
you are so negative and its unattractive. I made a good choice with my life, rather than comment like an adult who's mature, you're telling a teen who's ironing things out with her life to manipulate another simp man! Well wisdom doesnt come with age.

you are a dumpsite!, looking for who to bleme for your confuse life, non-virgin teen or virgin teen, bingo!

luvyaself95:
I was once like you but now relationship is no no for me.
man gat to hustle for the dough.
no love no cry.

With our economy, moneys important too. We will make it big, no doubt

You have finally moved on and have gotten some sense. Face your studies.

fcdgrand:
you are a dumpsite!, looking for who to bleme for your confuse life, non-virgin teen or virgin, bingo!

im not getting into an e-arguement with you. What has this post got to do with confusion. So my acceptance of my earlier error is wrong? Whats your advice? Since you dont like my choice to face my education. I even decided to leave this section. Please mr Fcdgrand help me unconfuse my life.

Gender confusion... which of the Blackivy29 is this? the one I know was a female. Who's this one with Male monicker but female problem?

I'm confuse fah

Martinez39:
You have finally moved on and have FINALLY USED YOUR sense. Face your studies.

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Offpoint:
Gender confusion... which of the Blackivy29 is this? the one I know was a female. Who's this one with Male monicker but female problem?

I'm confuse fah

Blackivy.27 is female
blackivy.29 is male.
equation balanced

under 18 and your problems are relationships girl, you must wanna grow old fast.
come back to the game at 25, trust you'll think and feel different. You're too young to be making adult mistakes

take time ooo

Blackivy29:
Blackivy.27 is female
blackivy.29 is male.
equation balanced

Too many numbers: 27, 29, equation, balance... I don't like math, you're confusing my previous confusion the more. Are you a confusionist?

Guest007:
under 18 and your problems are relationships girl, you must wanna grow old fast.
come back to the game at 25, trust you'll think and feel different. You're too young to be making adult mistakes

take time ooo

Dont mind me. Eager to grow, i forgot the responsibilities/problems that come with adulthood. I need to experience life first as a teen the advance at the appropriate pace.

Offpoint:
Gender confusion... which of the Blackivy29 is this? the one I know was a female. Who's this one with Male monicker but female problem?

I'm confuse fah

behave... allow the girl vent and enjoy cyber space like everyone else