LOWLIFER:
[s]SOLEMN THOUGHT-


My eyes hurt

My soul aches

My spirit shut

My heart gate

My moon is dark

My world is empty

My lifes cruel

Burning loves fuel

The rope is friendly

The blade will guide

Both may send me to

The other side
[/s]

LOWLIFER:
^^[s]^ Get a life. You are stalking a thread that has nothing to do with you, sad you can trying to humiliate and intimidate someone that's likely to be better than you in several folds. We have over 200 Million Nigerians, how come you could read the intention of anyone and everyone you meet in a forum like this.

It's enough nobody cares about you and you are living a bitter life. Did I contact you before putting my life conditions. Are you unfortunate? You are too toxic for life itself.

Reasonable people are trying to put you in check yet you are shamelessly displaying your shallow depth.

Everyone knows life since 2015 is a battle to fight for survival and the moment you start to drag people that you don't feed, help or assist.

Then I conclude it's a psychological issue.

Everyone has their journey but I can bet my left balls you are under 30, if you are more than 30, then it means you have stunted brain growth. You are obviously tired of life too and you would prefer everyone to be in your pitiable condition.

I am suicidal and depressed but I have a good head on my shoulder and I would not start chasing another person's shadow. Of course that's what you are doing.

If I am you,which is never possible, I will mind my business and face my concerns.

Did I try to extort your family members or know you personally.

I pray you will experience a quarter of my pain and anguish and I pray it's soon and I want to see how people are going to respond to you.

You are only a rabble rouser, whose biggest accomplishment cannot be seen except with halogen light.

I am posting this coz I am alone and though suicidal thoughts are frequent in my head. I decided to share my psychological trauma and pain with a lot of people with good head,and oil in their head.

On this note I have take an excerpt from Bigiano ft Dagrin ,IWOFA. ( If you can't get there; why can't you let a brother dey go ooo)

No response again for you and anyone who intend to spite and ignorantly mock people's struggle,hustle, frustration and pain.

Help yourself[/s]

LOWLIFER:
[s]Contemplating suicide is what a whole lot of people have been through and currently going through. That you probably had it easy doesn't mean everyone does. You are being mischievous to think Felixamos owns this moniker. You are obviously suffering from psychosis[/s]...

LOWLIFER:
^^^^ Ignoramus Executive. I cannot live a smokescreen . You are too shallow for anything. My Maternal Uncle hung himself pre-2000, no one gave him a chance coz suicide wasn't rampant at that point in time.

Forget the smiles, life is unbearable and death is like an escape from misery. So please spare me your vile words, dumb reasoning and stalking.

To say its easy is an understatement

LOWLIFER:
If you compose yourself better, I can send you my Facebook ID, then you will know better coz I have been going through very unpleasant situation

LOWLIFER:
I don't care and I am giving you more attention than deserved. If you are in my shoe homeless ,squatting and miserable, maybe you would have long given up. Not everyone is cowardly like you. I have had suicide thoughts since 2018, and with my current adversity , the thought is blooming in my head. It doesn't mean I don't want to live but the pain, troubles are too overwhelming for me. Tomorrow is not even certain. How best can you advise an orphan whose major burden is taking care of his siblings with meagre or no resources, while relatives looks on like we are not part of the family. The humiliation, provocation and pain is too much to swallow. I am just a shadow of what I used to be. I am currently fighting peptic ulcer where I feel pain in my chest and at my back. I am the subject here and I know how hopeless and tired I am. I want to live but maybe venting my heart out might help. Everything happening is so overwhelming, and at 26, this is never what I bargained for....

philip0906:

Sorry bro/sis

Going for deliverance is your only solution now, not the paltry money you will receive from nairalanders, as you will be back in no time for more.

You have been advised by many in here to go join a church, as people tend to give to those they know and see have problems or get a job (no matter how little).

You are ignoring all that advice and more interested in hearing send me your account number on a faceless forum

Like I stated earlier, no sensible person in here, will drop farthing if that's what you're looking for.

LOWLIFER:
If you readily don't have any help,support or words of encouragement. Then it should not be any of your concern if someone prove he is genuine. You don't care to know if my misery is worse. You are being too sentimental and emotional. It's just unfair coz I am fed up and thinking of slipping away from the world that has offered me less than little .

LOWLIFER:
Oh okay. You need clarification and that's all. My parents house is where I lived with my siblings and I got a place of my own when I was doing security job. The location of the job is quite far to where my now deceased parents live. I had to get a single room ,which I thought I would be able to maintain considering I work,though it's a meagre pay. The 2 bedroom apartment is going to expire. I agreed to pay 6 months rent for the BQ close to my work location. Subsequently the company downsized and reduce their staff strength, so I couldn't pay the remainder of the 6 months I initiated when the initial one expired. I had to leave and start squatting with friends.

philip0906:

I don't need no useless clarification. Your tales and stories are pure bullocks!

Like I said earlier, take all the other advices dished out to you by well meaning nairalanders e.g go for deliverance, join a small body/unit e.g a church or mosque or get a petty job to keep body and soul going...

I have no idea why you're desperate to lay your hands on the sweat of nairalanders? You've been on and on about this.

You'll not get farthing..kobo...Nada...zilch...

The more you monitor this thread hoping someone falls for your emotional trick, the more time you waste getting help in the real world.

LOWLIFER:


[s]You know nothing bro. You keep running endlessly in circles like you know me a bit or at all.You are just mischievous and clever by half.

it's just too dumb and senseless to assume the position of the Account officer or portfolio Manager for people that don't know you or give the slightest fvck about you . You are just irritating and insensitive. I don't know you ,care about you yet you are raving mad and wants to die in my place....[/s]

philip0906:
Oh yeah, I see you have friends

Your friends sure, won't allow you commit suicide. Start to get the help from there. They can offer you moral support, emotional support and possibly financial support.

But looking for all that on a faceless forum when there are people in the real world who can help you, is tantamount to folly.

For your friends to even allow you squat with them, it means they mean well for you and love you.

Get help from them!

philip0906:


Take this advice, you cunning petty fraudster

LOWLIFER:

Smh...

philip0906:

Hehehe

Did that hit you? You just realised you goofed bringing your "friends" into the format?

You never see anything. We don see una type wella for this forum. You still dey learn work.

Like I said, get help from your friends. They allowed you squat with them, they won't allow you commit suicide in their house. They love and care about you dearly.

Get help from them!

LOWLIFER:

You are stalking emm, seems you want to be my friend. It's free and that one doesn't require money.

MF

LOWLIFER:

You are stalking emm, seems you want to be my friend. It's free and that one doesn't require money.

MF

LOWLIFER:
I don't care and I am giving you more attention than deserved. If you are in my shoe homeless ,squatting and miserable, maybe you would have long given up. Not everyone is cowardly like you. I have had suicide thoughts since 2018, and with my current adversity , the thought is blooming in my head. It doesn't mean I don't want to live but the pain, troubles are too overwhelming for me. Tomorrow is not even certain. How best can you advise an orphan whose major burden is taking care of his siblings with meagre or no resources, while relatives looks on like we are not part of the family. The humiliation, provocation and pain is too much to swallow. I am just a shadow of what I used to be. I am currently fighting peptic ulcer where I feel pain in my chest and at my back. I am the subject here and I know how hopeless and tired I am. I want to live but maybe venting my heart out might help. Everything happening is so overwhelming, and at 26, this is never what I bargained for....

TEYA:

What is the problem OP? Can you let it out here? You can't tell, someone may be able to assist you somehow. Maybe not materially but with good counsel.

LOWLIFER:
If you readily don't have any help,support or words of encouragement. Then it should not be any of your concern if someone prove he is genuine. You don't care to know if my misery is worse. You are being too sentimental and emotional. It's just unfair coz I am fed up and thinking of slipping away from the world that has offered me less than little .

philip0906:

What are you waiting for to hang yourself? I thought you've already written an odé?

You still have time to reply my posts and check nairaland to see who has fallen victim to your tricks?

Like I said, you and your accomplice or alternate moniker, Felixamos are lowlife fraudsters.

You have taken down your phone number again from your signature? You dey learn work.

We will not allow you defraud anyone in here.
@mods take this scam thread down

philip0906:

Oh sharap!

I know you too well in here. You're an accomplice. You're on every damn suicide thread fighting and defending them like your life depends on it.

I am sure you're the one who creates different monikers talking about suicide and throwing support with this moniker.

The other time, you created a thread for a supposed suicide victim.see how Ifyalways and logobenz took you to the cleaners after discovering your dubious ways

https://www.nairaland.com/5474724/deleted


We sabi una tricks for here. Tell all this bullsh1t to newbies, but we won't allow anyone be defrauded in here.

Nonsense!

Richy4:


My brother, depression is the word for it. Many people around the globe spent money on a therapist. Some rich people that u see, u would be asking, this person that got it all why is he/she depressed? Besides How many average Nigerians can afford one. You have seen how he was being judged already when he hasn't said anything.. when I was on Facebook long ago, I have seen

The reason why I was encouraging him was because I don't want to keep quiet when nature has given most of us persuasive skills. It's not only when we see women/men that persuasive skills comes to play. We can always tell him not to do it.. and it won't cost anything.