| People with good upbringing don't know how lucky they are, my experience. by 1zombie1: 1:30pm On May 04, 2020 |
Hey, what's up everyone out there  How are you doing and how has the lockdown lift been treating you Lagosian and people at Fct plus Ogun? Well, down here, there's nothing much? My writeup is gonna be like a stoned rice but for the sake of staying safe at home, you have to lubricate you gastrointestinal tract to enjoy the stoned invisible palliative from the federal government. Make some correction but don't abuse me, i don't know what i can so. The internet is not so faceless. Pune intended. Recently I went out with a friend of mine and we both ran into some issue consciously consensually but his mother after hearing from someone called us to gently talk us out of it. Well, it was a serious offense but my dad would have faint and my mother died.... I know what you are thinking, love? Nah, I don't think so. This man would always want to give direction to the smallest task you want to do in his presence except pressing the phone. The reason why I said it is not all for love is that, when he was rich for a moment in his life, it was always small children of my age mate that are a student and young indigene as well. Dad, I need money for clothing, "go resize those" would be your surest answer i would always get. This was happening during his heydays, now tell do you think it's still love. We don't really communicate, I don't know if I like him, although we still stay almost together. Abusive life from age zero attempted suicide when I was in primary school at age 8 or so. I could remember asking my friend why do God save those people that want to die. I guess the tiger battery can't kill me. There are many atrocities that this man has committed against me that affect my sanity, IQ, sg, and eq. I could still remember I cried throughout the day when I saw my name in the worst school in my community and he didn't even care about that, from stopping me to making friends to, not allowing me to work or beating me for our last born. Sometimes, I don't eat for days when I beat majesty. I have my own problems too but if I pull strings, it would also point to them as the right cause. I'm introvert and so is my dad but my dad beat my mom when they were still young and mon always fear him that even when she shouldn't. Domestic violence, yeah, yeah   No f, no gf, no bs, no l, no life, zero account balance and i felt I have been abused mentally. For you that have normal parents, you don't know what's going on... You will never understand my nigga. Ps; my conscience would always disturb me but have no heart to listen to it. I felt I lost that too. I don't love, like, miss, or want anybody. I just want me, low noise and not so many people that regard themselves as a friend but what do they know? Me that I can never miss you but if I have money I can help your ministry because. Not in a relationship without money and I super broke(its not good to call someone persistently poor, I don't want to even associate my self with poverty because always come with some permanent tendency that is not easy to contend with). So you young parents out there, for the sake of your children to be great man you want them to be. Stop doing some activities in their presence. I started masturbation when my aunt(father sister) raped me consistently for nights(a story for another day) and his royal highness will never allow me to make a friend. An experience m***tor but I feel ashamed for myself. You see ehn, I have experienced many domestic cases of abuse but upbringing and Iq won't let me appreciate the whole system. Nb: we live together in 'love', we are stuck in brokenness. But i don't know if he feels same way but i don't know what love is about. Because younger bro that has gfs has not heart as well. Treat them like mid trash but sometimes I believe he shows them love financially. Although I have been trying to break away and it seems almost impossible. Some more horrific personal experience associated with my name are numerous, I will write them when I have time. Some bad habit would be nice to dropped too. Hey you folks, i don't do blame game anymore, I have to share the story for the culture  . Next story, drug addict(unknown date) 3 Likes |
| Re: People with good upbringing don't know how lucky they are, my experience. by piroux(f): 6:53pm On May 04, 2020 |
What are you saying? I couldn't make a lot of sense out of this and I refuse to get headaches trying to comprehend.
Beat of luck. 8 Likes |
| Re: People with good upbringing don't know how lucky they are, my experience. by TonyeBarcanista(m): 7:16pm On May 04, 2020 |
[s] 1zombie1:
Hey, what's up everyone out there How are you doing and how has the lockdown lift been treating you Lagosian and people at Fct plus Ogun?
Well, down here, there's nothing much?
My writeup is gonna be like a stoned rice but for the sake of staying safe at home, you have to lubricate you gastrointestinal tract to enjoy the stoned invisible palliative from the federal government. Make some correction but don't abuse me, i don't know what i can so. The internet is not so faceless. Pune intended.
Recently I went out with a friend of mine and we both ran into some issue consciously consensually but his mother after hearing from someone called us to gently talk us out of it. Well, it was a serious offense but my dad would have faint and my mother died.... I know what you are thinking, love? Nah, I don't think so. This man would always want to give direction to the smallest task you want to do in his presence except pressing the phone. The reason why I said it is not all for love is that, when he was rich for a moment in his life, it was always small children of my age mate that are a student and young indigene as well. Dad, I need money for clothing, "go resize those" would be your surest answer i would always get. This was happening during his heydays, now tell do you think it's still love. We don't really communicate, I don't know if I like him, although we still stay almost together. Abusive life from age zero attempted suicide when I was in primary school at age 8 or so. I could remember asking my friend why do God save those people that want to die. I guess the tiger battery can't kill me.
There are many atrocities that this man has committed against me that affect my sanity, IQ, sg, and eq. I could still remember I cried throughout the day when I saw my name in the worst school in my community and he didn't even care about that, from stopping me to making friends to, not allowing me to work or beating me for our last born. Sometimes, I don't eat for days when I beat majesty. I have my own problems too but if I pull strings, it would also point to them as the right cause. I'm introvert and so is my dad but my dad beat my mom when they were still young and mon always fear him that even when she shouldn't. Domestic violence, yeah, yeah
No f, no gf, no bs, no l, no life, zero account balance and i felt I have been abused mentally.
For you that have normal parents, you don't know what's going on... You will never understand my nigga.
Ps; my conscience would always disturb me but have no heart to listen to it. I felt I lost that too. I don't love, like, miss, or want anybody. I just want me, low noise and not so many people that regard themselves as a friend but what do they know? Me that I can never miss you but if I have money I can help your ministry because. Not in a relationship without money and I super broke(its not good to call someone persistently poor, I don't want to even associate my self with poverty because always come with some permanent tendency that is not easy to contend with).
So you young parents out there, for the sake of your children to be great man you want them to be. Stop doing some activities in their presence. I started masturbation when my aunt(father sister) raped me consistently for nights(a story for another day) and his royal highness will never allow me to make a friend. An experience m***tor but I feel ashamed for myself.
You see ehn, I have experienced many domestic cases of abuse but upbringing and Iq won't let me appreciate the whole system.
Nb: we live together in 'love', we are stuck in brokenness. But i don't know if he feels same way but i don't know what love is about. Because younger bro that has gfs has not heart as well. Treat them like mid trash but sometimes I believe he shows them love financially.
Although I have been trying to break away and it seems almost impossible.
Some more horrific personal experience associated with my name are numerous, I will write them when I have time.
Some bad habit would be nice to dropped too.
Hey you folks, i don't do blame game anymore, I have to share the story for the culture .
Next story, drug addict(unknown date)
[/s] Take a cold bath brother 2 Likes 
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| Re: People with good upbringing don't know how lucky they are, my experience. by Mariangeles(f): 7:20pm On May 04, 2020 |
piroux:
What are you saying? I couldn't make a lot of sense out of this and I refuse to get headaches trying to comprehend.
Beat of luck.  |
| Re: People with good upbringing don't know how lucky they are, my experience. by Mindlog: 7:20pm On May 04, 2020 |
Both at the Federal and state levels, there need to be toll free lines and certified therapists at the other end to listen to people who wants to unburden as many are dealing with issues that needs a listening ear while sensing not being judged. 2 Likes 1 Share |
| Re: People with good upbringing don't know how lucky they are, my experience. by nautybride: 7:30pm On May 04, 2020 |
Poster needs to see a psychologist. It's well with you. 5 Likes |
| Re: People with good upbringing don't know how lucky they are, my experience. by Mariangeles(f): 7:32pm On May 04, 2020 |
1zombie1:
Hey, what's up everyone out there How are you doing and how has the lockdown lift been treating you Lagosian and people at Fct plus Ogun?
Well, down here, there's nothing much?
My writeup is gonna be like a stoned rice but for the sake of staying safe at home, you have to lubricate you gastrointestinal tract to enjoy the stoned invisible palliative from the federal government. Make some correction but don't abuse me, i don't know what i can so. The internet is not so faceless. Pune intended.
Recently I went out with a friend of mine and we both ran into some issue consciously consensually but his mother after hearing from someone called us to gently talk us out of it. Well, it was a serious offense but my dad would have faint and my mother died.... I know what you are thinking, love? Nah, I don't think so. This man would always want to give direction to the smallest task you want to do in his presence except pressing the phone. The reason why I said it is not all for love is that, when he was rich for a moment in his life, it was always small children of my age mate that are a student and young indigene as well. Dad, I need money for clothing, "go resize those" would be your surest answer i would always get. This was happening during his heydays, now tell do you think it's still love. We don't really communicate, I don't know if I like him, although we still stay almost together. Abusive life from age zero attempted suicide when I was in primary school at age 8 or so. I could remember asking my friend why do God save those people that want to die. I guess the tiger battery can't kill me.
There are many atrocities that this man has committed against me that affect my sanity, IQ, sg, and eq. I could still remember I cried throughout the day when I saw my name in the worst school in my community and he didn't even care about that, from stopping me to making friends to, not allowing me to work or beating me for our last born. Sometimes, I don't eat for days when I beat majesty. I have my own problems too but if I pull strings, it would also point to them as the right cause. I'm introvert and so is my dad but my dad beat my mom when they were still young and mon always fear him that even when she shouldn't. Domestic violence, yeah, yeah
No f, no gf, no bs, no l, no life, zero account balance and i felt I have been abused mentally.
For you that have normal parents, you don't know what's going on... You will never understand my nigga.
Ps; my conscience would always disturb me but have no heart to listen to it. I felt I lost that too. I don't love, like, miss, or want anybody. I just want me, low noise and not so many people that regard themselves as a friend but what do they know? Me that I can never miss you but if I have money I can help your ministry because. Not in a relationship without money and I super broke(its not good to call someone persistently poor, I don't want to even associate my self with poverty because always come with some permanent tendency that is not easy to contend with).
So you young parents out there, for the sake of your children to be great man you want them to be. Stop doing some activities in their presence. I started masturbation when my aunt(father sister) raped me consistently for nights(a story for another day) and his royal highness will never allow me to make a friend. An experience m***tor but I feel ashamed for myself.
You see ehn, I have experienced many domestic cases of abuse but upbringing and Iq won't let me appreciate the whole system.
Nb: we live together in 'love', we are stuck in brokenness. But i don't know if he feels same way but i don't know what love is about. Because younger bro that has gfs has not heart as well. Treat them like mid trash but sometimes I believe he shows them love financially.
Although I have been trying to break away and it seems almost impossible.
Some more horrific personal experience associated with my name are numerous, I will write them when I have time.
Some bad habit would be nice to dropped too.
Hey you folks, i don't do blame game anymore, I have to share the story for the culture .
Next story, drug addict(unknown date)
You've been through a lot! |
| Re: People with good upbringing don't know how lucky they are, my experience. by helinues: 7:39pm On May 04, 2020 |
People are really going through a lot in life
It's never too late to start something afresh 1 Like |
| Re: People with good upbringing don't know how lucky they are, my experience. by demoBaba: 7:51pm On May 04, 2020 |
1zombie1:
Hey, what's up everyone out there How are you doing and how has the lockdown lift been treating you Lagosian and people at Fct plus Ogun?
Well, down here, there's nothing much?
My writeup is gonna be like a stoned rice but for the sake of staying safe at home, you have to lubricate you gastrointestinal tract to enjoy the stoned invisible palliative from the federal government. Make some correction but don't abuse me, i don't know what i can so. The internet is not so faceless. Pune intended.
Recently I went out with a friend of mine and we both ran into some issue consciously consensually but his mother after hearing from someone called us to gently talk us out of it. Well, it was a serious offense but my dad would have faint and my mother died.... I know what you are thinking, love? Nah, I don't think so. This man would always want to give direction to the smallest task you want to do in his presence except pressing the phone. The reason why I said it is not all for love is that, when he was rich for a moment in his life, it was always small children of my age mate that are a student and young indigene as well. Dad, I need money for clothing, "go resize those" would be your surest answer i would always get. This was happening during his heydays, now tell do you think it's still love. We don't really communicate, I don't know if I like him, although we still stay almost together. Abusive life from age zero attempted suicide when I was in primary school at age 8 or so. I could remember asking my friend why do God save those people that want to die. I guess the tiger battery can't kill me.
There are many atrocities that this man has committed against me that affect my sanity, IQ, sg, and eq. I could still remember I cried throughout the day when I saw my name in the worst school in my community and he didn't even care about that, from stopping me to making friends to, not allowing me to work or beating me for our last born. Sometimes, I don't eat for days when I beat majesty. I have my own problems too but if I pull strings, it would also point to them as the right cause. I'm introvert and so is my dad but my dad beat my mom when they were still young and mon always fear him that even when she shouldn't. Domestic violence, yeah, yeah
No f, no gf, no bs, no l, no life, zero account balance and i felt I have been abused mentally.
For you that have normal parents, you don't know what's going on... You will never understand my nigga.
Ps; my conscience would always disturb me but have no heart to listen to it. I felt I lost that too. I don't love, like, miss, or want anybody. I just want me, low noise and not so many people that regard themselves as a friend but what do they know? Me that I can never miss you but if I have money I can help your ministry because. Not in a relationship without money and I super broke(its not good to call someone persistently poor, I don't want to even associate my self with poverty because always come with some permanent tendency that is not easy to contend with).
So you young parents out there, for the sake of your children to be great man you want them to be. Stop doing some activities in their presence. I started masturbation when my aunt(father sister) raped me consistently for nights(a story for another day) and his royal highness will never allow me to make a friend. An experience m***tor but I feel ashamed for myself.
You see ehn, I have experienced many domestic cases of abuse but upbringing and Iq won't let me appreciate the whole system.
Nb: we live together in 'love', we are stuck in brokenness. But i don't know if he feels same way but i don't know what love is about. Because younger bro that has gfs has not heart as well. Treat them like mid trash but sometimes I believe he shows them love financially.
Although I have been trying to break away and it seems almost impossible.
Some more horrific personal experience associated with my name are numerous, I will write them when I have time.
Some bad habit would be nice to dropped too.
Hey you folks, i don't do blame game anymore, I have to share the story for the culture .
Next story, drug addict(unknown date)
Honestly I didn't grap any sense from your write up. Op anything you're smoking I'll advice you to stop it. 1 Like 1 Share |
| Re: People with good upbringing don't know how lucky they are, my experience. by Nobody: 7:57pm On May 04, 2020 |
TonyeBarcanista:
[s][/s]
Take a cold bath brother seeing your moniker after a long time is bliss broda. Our nairaland political analyst that time. To the OP, are you OK? No money No job No movement Do you still want me to live without sense? See me having migraine trying to Decipher whatever gibberish you wrote up there. 3 Likes 1 Share |
| Re: People with good upbringing don't know how lucky they are, my experience. by Nobody: 7:58pm On May 04, 2020 |
Mindlog:
Both at the Federal and state levels, there need to be toll free lines and certified therapists at the other end to listen to people who wants to unburden as many are dealing with issues that needs a listening ear while sensing not being judged. 
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| Re: People with good upbringing don't know how lucky they are, my experience. by veave(f): 8:00pm On May 04, 2020 |
I can barely understand you |
| Re: People with good upbringing don't know how lucky they are, my experience. by Nobody: 8:00pm On May 04, 2020 |
Mariangeles:
You've been through a lot! you self no well, why quote all the the rubbish again? It's just like you are purposely tormenting someone 2 Likes |
| Re: People with good upbringing don't know how lucky they are, my experience. by TonyeBarcanista(m): 8:40pm On May 04, 2020 |
southniyikaye:
seeing your moniker after a long time is bliss broda.
Our nairaland political analyst that time.
To the OP, are you OK?
No money
No job
No movement
Do you still want me to live without sense?
See me having migraine trying to Decipher whatever gibberish you wrote up there.
Thanks my brother... Hope you are safe? |
| Re: People with good upbringing don't know how lucky they are, my experience. by Mariangeles(f): 8:53pm On May 04, 2020 |
[s] southniyikaye:
you self no well, why quote all the the rubbish again?
It's just like you are purposely tormenting someone [/s] Shey na say you no get sense, abi na say make e be say you comment? 
Why you no write this rubbish give Tonye wey quote the same thing? No try this rubbish next time or else.... 1 Like |
| Re: People with good upbringing don't know how lucky they are, my experience. by obailala(m): 10:37pm On May 04, 2020 |
TonyeBarcanista:
[s][/s]
Take a cold bath brother Dafuck is that?  That would actually be a hot bath. |
| Re: People with good upbringing don't know how lucky they are, my experience. by obailala(m): 10:43pm On May 04, 2020 |
1 Like |
| Re: People with good upbringing don't know how lucky they are, my experience. by obailala(m): 10:54pm On May 04, 2020 |
1zombie1:
Hey, what's up everyone out there How are you doing and how has the lockdown lift been treating you Lagosian and people at Fct plus Ogun?
Well, down here, there's nothing much?
My writeup is gonna be like a stoned rice but for the sake of staying safe at home, you have to lubricate you gastrointestinal tract to enjoy the stoned invisible palliative from the federal government. Make some correction but don't abuse me, i don't know what i can so. The internet is not so faceless. Pune intended.
Recently I went out with a friend of mine and we both ran into some issue consciously consensually but his mother after hearing from someone called us to gently talk us out of it. Well, it was a serious offense but my dad would have faint and my mother died.... I know what you are thinking, love? Nah, I don't think so. This man would always want to give direction to the smallest task you want to do in his presence except pressing the phone. The reason why I said it is not all for love is that, when he was rich for a moment in his life, it was always small children of my age mate that are a student and young indigene as well. Dad, I need money for clothing, "go resize those" would be your surest answer i would always get. This was happening during his heydays, now tell do you think it's still love. We don't really communicate, I don't know if I like him, although we still stay almost together. Abusive life from age zero attempted suicide when I was in primary school at age 8 or so. I could remember asking my friend why do God save those people that want to die. I guess the tiger battery can't kill me.
There are many atrocities that this man has committed against me that affect my sanity, IQ, sg, and eq. I could still remember I cried throughout the day when I saw my name in the worst school in my community and he didn't even care about that, from stopping me to making friends to, not allowing me to work or beating me for our last born. Sometimes, I don't eat for days when I beat majesty. I have my own problems too but if I pull strings, it would also point to them as the right cause. I'm introvert and so is my dad but my dad beat my mom when they were still young and mon always fear him that even when she shouldn't. Domestic violence, yeah, yeah
No f, no gf, no bs, no l, no life, zero account balance and i felt I have been abused mentally.
For you that have normal parents, you don't know what's going on... You will never understand my nigga.
Ps; my conscience would always disturb me but have no heart to listen to it. I felt I lost that too. I don't love, like, miss, or want anybody. I just want me, low noise and not so many people that regard themselves as a friend but what do they know? Me that I can never miss you but if I have money I can help your ministry because. Not in a relationship without money and I super broke(its not good to call someone persistently poor, I don't want to even associate my self with poverty because always come with some permanent tendency that is not easy to contend with).
So you young parents out there, for the sake of your children to be great man you want them to be. Stop doing some activities in their presence. I started masturbation when my aunt(father sister) raped me consistently for nights(a story for another day) and his royal highness will never allow me to make a friend. An experience m***tor but I feel ashamed for myself.
You see ehn, I have experienced many domestic cases of abuse but upbringing and Iq won't let me appreciate the whole system.
Nb: we live together in 'love', we are stuck in brokenness. But i don't know if he feels same way but i don't know what love is about. Because younger bro that has gfs has not heart as well. Treat them like mid trash but sometimes I believe he shows them love financially.
Although I have been trying to break away and it seems almost impossible.
Some more horrific personal experience associated with my name are numerous, I will write them when I have time.
Some bad habit would be nice to dropped too.
Hey you folks, i don't do blame game anymore, I have to share the story for the culture .
Next story, drug addict(unknown date)
Why do I have a strong feeling you were high on weed when you typed this story? Anyway, take it easy with yourself man... In life, everyone has a different story, and nothing is constant. Within a moment, our woes could turn around and become our blessings. Remember that whatever you've been through domestically is in the past, or will soon be a thing of the past. There's no benefit to you or your future if you keep licking old wounds; you have a long life ahead of you, and it's your responsibility to take charge and make it a good life. Remember you cant blame your parents for the life you choose to live tomorrow. Stay positive, love respect and honour your father regardless of the past, and promise yourself to live a better life (especially with your kids) in future. |
| Re: People with good upbringing don't know how lucky they are, my experience. by Nobody: 10:54pm On May 04, 2020 |
1zombie1:
Hey, what's up everyone out there How are you doing and how has the lockdown lift been treating you Lagosian and people at Fct plus Ogun?
Well, down here, there's nothing much?
My writeup is gonna be like a stoned rice but for the sake of staying safe at home, you have to lubricate you gastrointestinal tract to enjoy the stoned invisible palliative from the federal government. Make some correction but don't abuse me, i don't know what i can so. The internet is not so faceless. Pune intended.
Recently I went out with a friend of mine and we both ran into some issue consciously consensually but his mother after hearing from someone called us to gently talk us out of it. Well, it was a serious offense but my dad would have faint and my mother died.... I know what you are thinking, love? Nah, I don't think so. This man would always want to give direction to the smallest task you want to do in his presence except pressing the phone. The reason why I said it is not all for love is that, when he was rich for a moment in his life, it was always small children of my age mate that are a student and young indigene as well. Dad, I need money for clothing, "go resize those" would be your surest answer i would always get. This was happening during his heydays, now tell do you think it's still love. We don't really communicate, I don't know if I like him, although we still stay almost together. Abusive life from age zero attempted suicide when I was in primary school at age 8 or so. I could remember asking my friend why do God save those people that want to die. I guess the tiger battery can't kill me.
There are many atrocities that this man has committed against me that affect my sanity, IQ, sg, and eq. I could still remember I cried throughout the day when I saw my name in the worst school in my community and he didn't even care about that, from stopping me to making friends to, not allowing me to work or beating me for our last born. Sometimes, I don't eat for days when I beat majesty. I have my own problems too but if I pull strings, it would also point to them as the right cause. I'm introvert and so is my dad but my dad beat my mom when they were still young and mon always fear him that even when she shouldn't. Domestic violence, yeah, yeah
No f, no gf, no bs, no l, no life, zero account balance and i felt I have been abused mentally.
For you that have normal parents, you don't know what's going on... You will never understand my nigga.
Ps; my conscience would always disturb me but have no heart to listen to it. I felt I lost that too. I don't love, like, miss, or want anybody. I just want me, low noise and not so many people that regard themselves as a friend but what do they know? Me that I can never miss you but if I have money I can help your ministry because. Not in a relationship without money and I super broke(its not good to call someone persistently poor, I don't want to even associate my self with poverty because always come with some permanent tendency that is not easy to contend with).
So you young parents out there, for the sake of your children to be great man you want them to be. Stop doing some activities in their presence. I started masturbation when my aunt(father sister) raped me consistently for nights(a story for another day) and his royal highness will never allow me to make a friend. An experience m***tor but I feel ashamed for myself.
You see ehn, I have experienced many domestic cases of abuse but upbringing and Iq won't let me appreciate the whole system.
Nb: we live together in 'love', we are stuck in brokenness. But i don't know if he feels same way but i don't know what love is about. Because younger bro that has gfs has not heart as well. Treat them like mid trash but sometimes I believe he shows them love financially.
Although I have been trying to break away and it seems almost impossible.
Some more horrific personal experience associated with my name are numerous, I will write them when I have time.
Some bad habit would be nice to dropped too.
Hey you folks, i don't do blame game anymore, I have to share the story for the culture .
Next story, drug addict(unknown date)
This is me, just that I am a female and I never attempted suicide and also He has finally sent me away from his house. Now he is living alone,no children is living with him and no wife... But he still have is numerous girlfriends When I see happy families o envy them and all I do is wish! But now matter how I wish, I can't turn back the hands of time. Those kind of fathers don't know the damaged they have done to there kids, and at the end of the day people will say "he is your father and there's nothing you can do, you just have to let go" . All is well with you. 1 Like |
| Re: People with good upbringing don't know how lucky they are, my experience. by Nobody: 11:26pm On May 04, 2020 |
Mariangeles:
Shey na say you no get sense, abi na say make e be say you comment?
Why you no write this rubbish give Tonye wey quote the same thing? No try this rubbish next time or else....
oya no vex, chop fried rice Choose your choice 2 Likes 1 Share 
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| Re: People with good upbringing don't know how lucky they are, my experience. by Nobody: 11:40pm On May 04, 2020 |
piroux:
What are you saying? I couldn't make a lot of sense out of this and I refuse to get headaches trying to comprehend.
Beat of luck. I understood him, and very well too. He said a lot and everything. He made excuses for his writing too, and despite that, wrote well, deeply and meaningfully, so what gives? Dear poster, you are brave for sharing your story, you refuse to blame and want to succeed...that’s great. May you find healing. You are healing already. Show your thread to him, and give him a chance to be better? If you can’t it’s still okay. You know there are psychologists you can talk to? Not pastors o? 3 Likes 1 Share |
| Re: People with good upbringing don't know how lucky they are, my experience. by Nobody: 11:50pm On May 04, 2020 |
southniyikaye:
seeing your moniker after a long time is bliss broda.
Our nairaland political analyst that time.
To the OP, are you OK?
No money
No job
No movement
Do you still want me to live without sense?
See me having migraine trying to Decipher whatever gibberish you wrote up there.
If you have a migraine see a medical doctor or a herbalist and don’t take it out on the OP! Thank you. 1 Like |
| Re: People with good upbringing don't know how lucky they are, my experience. by AngryIgboMan: 12:03am On May 05, 2020 |
Trying to read your post has been making my eyes to be turninoninown.
I refuse to faint reading this post. 
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| Re: People with good upbringing don't know how lucky they are, my experience. by iongrace: 1:54am On May 05, 2020 |
1zombie1:
Hey, what's up everyone out there How are you doing and how has the lockdown lift been treating you Lagosian and people at Fct plus Ogun?
Well, down here, there's nothing much?
My writeup is gonna be like a stoned rice but for the sake of staying safe at home, you have to lubricate you gastrointestinal tract to enjoy the stoned invisible palliative from the federal government. Make some correction but don't abuse me, i don't know what i can so. The internet is not so faceless. Pune intended.
Recently I went out with a friend of mine and we both ran into some issue consciously consensually but his mother after hearing from someone called us to gently talk us out of it. Well, it was a serious offense but my dad would have faint and my mother died.... I know what you are thinking, love? Nah, I don't think so. This man would always want to give direction to the smallest task you want to do in his presence except pressing the phone. The reason why I said it is not all for love is that, when he was rich for a moment in his life, it was always small children of my age mate that are a student and young indigene as well. Dad, I need money for clothing, "go resize those" would be your surest answer i would always get. This was happening during his heydays, now tell do you think it's still love. We don't really communicate, I don't know if I like him, although we still stay almost together. Abusive life from age zero attempted suicide when I was in primary school at age 8 or so. I could remember asking my friend why do God save those people that want to die. I guess the tiger battery can't kill me.
There are many atrocities that this man has committed against me that affect my sanity, IQ, sg, and eq. I could still remember I cried throughout the day when I saw my name in the worst school in my community and he didn't even care about that, from stopping me to making friends to, not allowing me to work or beating me for our last born. Sometimes, I don't eat for days when I beat majesty. I have my own problems too but if I pull strings, it would also point to them as the right cause. I'm introvert and so is my dad but my dad beat my mom when they were still young and mon always fear him that even when she shouldn't. Domestic violence, yeah, yeah
No f, no gf, no bs, no l, no life, zero account balance and i felt I have been abused mentally.
For you that have normal parents, you don't know what's going on... You will never understand my nigga.
Ps; my conscience would always disturb me but have no heart to listen to it. I felt I lost that too. I don't love, like, miss, or want anybody. I just want me, low noise and not so many people that regard themselves as a friend but what do they know? Me that I can never miss you but if I have money I can help your ministry because. Not in a relationship without money and I super broke(its not good to call someone persistently poor, I don't want to even associate my self with poverty because always come with some permanent tendency that is not easy to contend with).
So you young parents out there, for the sake of your children to be great man you want them to be. Stop doing some activities in their presence. I started masturbation when my aunt(father sister) raped me consistently for nights(a story for another day) and his royal highness will never allow me to make a friend. An experience m***tor but I feel ashamed for myself.
You see ehn, I have experienced many domestic cases of abuse but upbringing and Iq won't let me appreciate the whole system.
Nb: we live together in 'love', we are stuck in brokenness. But i don't know if he feels same way but i don't know what love is about. Because younger bro that has gfs has not heart as well. Treat them like mid trash but sometimes I believe he shows them love financially.
Although I have been trying to break away and it seems almost impossible.
Some more horrific personal experience associated with my name are numerous, I will write them when I have time.
Some bad habit would be nice to dropped too.
Hey you folks, i don't do blame game anymore, I have to share the story for the culture .
Next story, drug addict(unknown date)
. Hi over there bro, I know a bit of what you have passed through bro, but what I can tell you right now is to accept Jesus as your Lord and savior if you haven't done that, and read your Bible searching for the truth, to be sincere I believe God is about to challenge your life for the better but you have to give God your heart and mind by searching the Bible for the truth, I know you might say someone has told me this before but I believe what that person didn't tell you is that you success in God does not just happen in a day, you have to be consistent with reading your Bible and praying and gradually you will become free from all those things that have burdened you all this while. Don't worry wealth will come to you but of course you must do the right thing by praying, reading your Bible and going to work or getting a job if you don't have one. God bless you and may the peace of God be with you and may God heal all you open wounds amen. 1 Like |
| Re: People with good upbringing don't know how lucky they are, my experience. by piroux(f): 2:38am On May 05, 2020 |
merahki:
I understood him, and very well too. He said a lot and everything. He made excuses for his writing too, and despite that, wrote well, deeply and meaningfully, so what gives?
Dear poster, you are brave for sharing your story, you refuse to blame and want to succeed...that’s great.
May you find healing. You are healing already.
Show your thread to him, and give him a chance to be better? If you can’t it’s still okay.
You know there are psychologists you can talk to? Not pastors o? Then you are a more patient person than I am. Or less prone to migraines. Well done. I'm glad someone seems to grasp what he's about. 1 Like |
| Re: People with good upbringing don't know how lucky they are, my experience. by Richy4(m): 3:34am On May 05, 2020 |
I like your story OP... at least it's more original than the ones that has been showing up lately on family section due to this corona locks down / safe distancing boredom.. where everyone is bringing in their writing skills, they sit, write friction and said that it was real...
At least you wanted to vent your anger on your family issues.. there are ways to do that here on Nairn land... create a diary, post it and any one that wants to read can read it..
A lot of folks came from a 'dysfunctional' family. You will notice them on a faceless forum like this very easily with how they comport themselves, how easy it was for them to attack because that has always been the best defence even when the situation doesn't warrant it, how they throw insults to one's parents / family without provocations because they have no regards for there's.. So u are not alone in that angle/ area...
I must tell you though that going to what you tagged worst secondary school in the community is not what makes an individual a failure rather it should have been a challenge to u to say that u graduated from there and look at how nice things turned out for u.. please take it as a challenge. That can also inspire some kids that found themselves in your situation.
I can't say I have passed through what you were passing through now... I guess the psychological effect might be killing u.. I just have to say that if u can forgive your father, please do that. Because that might be the only way he was raised too..he doesn't know any better.. as u can see, your siblings have started going through that direction of treating their spouse with disrespect just the way your father was doing...
Forgive him and others that offended u for your own peace. U don't need to carry excess baggage in your heart...Wishing you the best man... 3 Likes |
| Re: People with good upbringing don't know how lucky they are, my experience. by dominique(f): 5:55am On May 05, 2020 |
Rant's of a troubled person  I don't understand most of his write-up but he seems to be pretty damaged by the way his dad treated him when he was young; not caring about him, giving priority to other people's children etc. The father probably wants him to be tough and street smart but he went about it the wrong way. Some parents believe showing a child love will make the child spoilt or not "sharp". A lot of fathers do this and some mothers too. If only they knew how much they're damaging their kids' psyche. I hope he gets healed 3 Likes 6 Shares |
