KingSatan:
My boy, your current predicament gives credence to this statement, "When the marriage fails, the children suffers".

I am so sorry you are going through all these. You have lost your self esteem due to the situation surrounding your birth and your father's attitudinal changes.

I believe he flogged, scolded and totally destroyed your self esteem.

If you were in Abuja, I would have refered you to my NGO. We help depressed people and others with mental challenges.

But I want to tell you something son, you are close to healing.

For you to SPEAK UP, then you are close to healing. You only need follow up.

One thing that happens is that you cannot talk to anyone about your problems because those close to you are the major reason why you developed that problem.

Now that you have spoken up, i wish someone here could take it up as a responsibility to call you, while another visits you and rebuild that self confidence.

Don't give up son. You are close to winning the fight.

I love you.

KingSatan:
My boy, your current predicament gives credence to this statement, "When the marriage fails, the children suffers".

I am so sorry you are going through all these. You have lost your self esteem due to the situation surrounding your birth and your father's attitudinal changes.

I believe he floggeg and scolded you into introversion. He totally destroyed your self esteem.

If you were in Abuja, I would have refered you to my NGO. We help depressed people and others with mental challenges free of charge.

But I want to tell you something son, you are close to healing.

I have seen your case over a million times but for you to SPEAK UP, then you are close to healing. You only need follow up.

One thing that happens is that you cannot talk to anyone about your problems because those close to you are the major reason why you developed that problem.

Now that you have spoken up, i wish someone here could take it up as a responsibility to call you, while another visits you and rebuild that self confidence.

Don't give up son. You are close to winning the fight.

I love you.


"Addendum"

I challenge some people here to call this young man and encourage him just for humanity sake.

To you my son, if you don't mind, please drop your phone number (Temporary) and geographical location.

Someone close might visit you (Must be a public place for a start) and build a relationship with you.

You need all the help and support available now.

DanseMacabre:



How you expect to be taken serious by right-thinking individuals with your moniker is mindboggling.

KingSatan:


A right thinking individual who is not lost to religious bigotry and truly educated would take me serious.

Everybody doest have to be a CHRISTIAN, MUSLIM, HINDU, BUDDHIST, SHINTO etc.

If you are truthful to yourself, you will realise that those who practice your chosen religion have done you more harm in life than others who don't practice that religion.

Stop being stupid on the internet my son. Open your mind to new knowledge. Ask questions if you are confused and make your choice based on conviction.

Have you seen me attack any Christian or Muslim before?

There is no need for that.

I read the Bible, Quran, Hadith etc

ApostleAnarchy:
Good day people. I have really wanted to share my life-threatening weakness with someone but unfortunately, i have no one.. let me begin

We all have some imperfections/weaknesses, some might be physical disabilities, hair baldness, mental disabilities etc. It can come in any form as long as its something that you see and regret in yourself everyday you wake up. I am 20 and i discovered mine when i was 16.. On entering university, i discovered i couldn't really communicate with anyone in school and i detested public places, people hated me naturally and never came close to me.wherever i went, people talked silently about me.
Whenever i tried going against this weakness to try and kick off any conversation whatsoever, physical symptoms like; sweating, shaky limbs,loss of words, uncomfortability etc manifested.. After few weeks in the university, i lied to my parent that i hated my course and that i couldn't cope.. In summary; I dropped out just like that


After staying idle at home for years, i got a decent job which i really cherished, i worked for about a month there, trying my best to hide my weakness but on entering my second month of work there, things changed and my weakness made me quit.

Beginning of this year, i noticed that it has also began affecting my relationship with close relatives and most have begun moving away from me. They say i am immature and a snub. They don't want to have anything to do with me anymore. My parent is threatening that i need to leave his house very soon as i am now a man but my weakness makes me so weak..

I am not bad looking but due to this weakness, i have never had a girlfriend. I push all the girls that want to know me away with this weakness..

Parents Should not only give their kids food and put them in schools, they should also communicate deeply with them.
I was a victim of a broken home and i stay with my abusive father. As a child, i suffered from neglect because no one cared about me and now, its threatening my existence on Earth. Whenever i remember how lonely and empty i am, i weep cos i am not equipped to stay alife.

Please advice me because am tired. I have tried being social but my weakness always destroys everything. I feel hopeless

DanseMacabre:


Lol I don't know what you wrote up there. I'm just saying that it will be difficult for an average Nigerian to trust to meet with you or someone from you, just as you asked the OP.

I don't have any problem with your posts, in fact they even 'contradict' your moniker.

Good day.

Apination:

Listen to this song "Drop it at my feet" by Frank Edwards and then seek Jesus. You cannot help yourself,neither can anyone here on nairaland for the void you feel can only be filled by the Holy Spirit. This isn't a case of being an introvert, Do not give up, your destiny is yet to be fulfilled and I know it's bright. The battle you are fighting is not yours it's the Lord's.

KingSatan:


This is not a case of "Being an Introvert"

You cannot help yourself, neither can anyone here on Nairaland

Can you hear yourself talk?

If only you realise that your pastor, imam, religious leaders also seek medical advice and treatment both here and abroad, you will weep for how many years you lived in ignorance.

Cheers

Apination:

He never said he had medical issues, he spoke of neglect and a lack of love from childhood which ultimately made him go into his shell and withdrawn. Even an extrovert under such condition could end up in such a state, and talking to a doctor or seeking whatever medical advise isn't an assurance that he will feel any better. You didn't suggest any possible solution on the issue but like a rabid dog high on shit looking for who to attack came to look for who to attack. You need to take to the medical advise you are proposing first because it's obvious you are psychologically imbalance

KingSatan:


What do you know about human psychology?

What do you know about depression being a mental disorder?

Obviously your mind is limited within the bounds of religion and gross illiteracy.

I wont engage you further. You will be alright someday.

Cheers

Apination:

Stop throwing that illiteracy word around because it's obvious you have zero idea of what it means. Human knowledge is very limited, so stop priding yourself in it, and it's not as if you are an authority in the said field you are making reference to. There are things you would never understand no matter how hard I try to explain it to you because you have subscribed your mind to the feebleness of empirical knowledge

ApostleAnarchy:
Good day people. I have really wanted to share my life-threatening weakness with someone but unfortunately, i have no one.. let me begin

We all have some imperfections/weaknesses, some might be physical disabilities, hair baldness, mental disabilities etc. It can come in any form as long as its something that you see and regret in yourself everyday you wake up. I am 20 and i discovered mine when i was 16.. On entering university, i discovered i couldn't really communicate with anyone in school and i detested public places, people hated me naturally and never came close to me.wherever i went, people talked silently about me.
Whenever i tried going against this weakness to try and kick off any conversation whatsoever, physical symptoms like; sweating, shaky limbs,loss of words, uncomfortability etc manifested.. After few weeks in the university, i lied to my parent that i hated my course and that i couldn't cope.. In summary; I dropped out just like that


After staying idle at home for years, i got a decent job which i really cherished, i worked for about a month there, trying my best to hide my weakness but on entering my second month of work there, things changed and my weakness made me quit.

Beginning of this year, i noticed that it has also began affecting my relationship with close relatives and most have begun moving away from me. They say i am immature and a snub. They don't want to have anything to do with me anymore. My parent is threatening that i need to leave his house very soon as i am now a man but my weakness makes me so weak..

I am not bad looking but due to this weakness, i have never had a girlfriend. I push all the girls that want to know me away with this weakness..

Parents Should not only give their kids food and put them in schools, they should also communicate deeply with them.
I was a victim of a broken home and i stay with my abusive father. As a child, i suffered from neglect because no one cared about me and now, its threatening my existence on Earth. Whenever i remember how lonely and empty i am, i weep cos i am not equipped to stay alife.

Please advice me because am tired. I have tried being social but my weakness always destroys everything. I feel hopeless

ApostleAnarchy:
Good day people. I have really wanted to share my life-threatening weakness with someone but unfortunately, i have no one.. let me begin

We all have some imperfections/weaknesses, some might be physical disabilities, hair baldness, mental disabilities etc. It can come in any form as long as its something that you see and regret in yourself everyday you wake up. I am 20 and i discovered mine when i was 16.. On entering university, i discovered i couldn't really communicate with anyone in school and i detested public places, people hated me naturally and never came close to me.wherever i went, people talked silently about me.
Whenever i tried going against this weakness to try and kick off any conversation whatsoever, physical symptoms like; sweating, shaky limbs,loss of words, uncomfortability etc manifested.. After few weeks in the university, i lied to my parent that i hated my course and that i couldn't cope.. In summary; I dropped out just like that


After staying idle at home for years, i got a decent job which i really cherished, i worked for about a month there, trying my best to hide my weakness but on entering my second month of work there, things changed and my weakness made me quit.

Beginning of this year, i noticed that it has also began affecting my relationship with close relatives and most have begun moving away from me. They say i am immature and a snub. They don't want to have anything to do with me anymore. My parent is threatening that i need to leave his house very soon as i am now a man but my weakness makes me so weak..

I am not bad looking but due to this weakness, i have never had a girlfriend. I push all the girls that want to know me away with this weakness..

Parents Should not only give their kids food and put them in schools, they should also communicate deeply with them.
I was a victim of a broken home and i stay with my abusive father. As a child, i suffered from neglect because no one cared about me and now, its threatening my existence on Earth. Whenever i remember how lonely and empty i am, i weep cos i am not equipped to stay alife.

Please advice me because am tired. I have tried being social but my weakness always destroys everything. I feel hopeless

ApostleAnarchy:
Good day people. I have really wanted to share my life-threatening weakness with someone but unfortunately, i have no one.. let me begin

We all have some imperfections/weaknesses, some might be physical disabilities, hair baldness, mental disabilities etc. It can come in any form as long as its something that you see and regret in yourself everyday you wake up. I am 20 and i discovered mine when i was 16.. On entering university, i discovered i couldn't really communicate with anyone in school and i detested public places, people hated me naturally and never came close to me.wherever i went, people talked silently about me.
Whenever i tried going against this weakness to try and kick off any conversation whatsoever, physical symptoms like; sweating, shaky limbs,loss of words, uncomfortability etc manifested.. After few weeks in the university, i lied to my parent that i hated my course and that i couldn't cope.. In summary; I dropped out just like that


After staying idle at home for years, i got a decent job which i really cherished, i worked for about a month there, trying my best to hide my weakness but on entering my second month of work there, things changed and my weakness made me quit.

Beginning of this year, i noticed that it has also began affecting my relationship with close relatives and most have begun moving away from me. They say i am immature and a snub. They don't want to have anything to do with me anymore. My parent is threatening that i need to leave his house very soon as i am now a man but my weakness makes me so weak..

I am not bad looking but due to this weakness, i have never had a girlfriend. I push all the girls that want to know me away with this weakness..

Parents Should not only give their kids food and put them in schools, they should also communicate deeply with them.
I was a victim of a broken home and i stay with my abusive father. As a child, i suffered from neglect because no one cared about me and now, its threatening my existence on Earth. Whenever i remember how lonely and empty i am, i weep cos i am not equipped to stay alife.

Please advice me because am tired. I have tried being social but my weakness always destroys everything. I feel hopeless