I am a student in my final year. It has been a miracle how i scaled through from 100level to final without support from anyone in my family. It's not as if they are not well financially, my mum was doing well as a trader before i gained admission.

As a child, i was looked down on as a worthless person. My mum hatred for me had prompted me on several occasions to end my life, somehow i am still alive. Well, my elder brother was the Prince of the family. They worshipped him in all ramifications. As a student in Uniport, they made sure life was easy for him. My dad would send him money, my mum too and my sisters. They see him as the godsent of the house.

I was lucky enough to have had a university diploma degree and later gained admission through direct entry to thesame University. That was the genesis of the issue. On getting to 300level my mum objected my stay in school that it would be odd for me to graduate before my elder brother who was studying Pharmacy. I was young and inexperienced, so when i couldn't fight the opposition, i concurred. Yes, i dropped out.

This made me delve into drugs(tramadol), i later secured a teaching job in one private school where i was paid 6k. I was literally a mockery from every angle, my mum was satisfied with this and even told me to learn mechanic( local mechanical engineering) which i opposed. During this period, my dad had a stroke and was confined to the house. I became his companion as i was always with him after work. He confided on me after an apology that my mum made him do all those things to me. He said he never wanted me to drop out but my mum pressured him....

To cut the story short. I bought jamb form again and gained admission. I was with 200k given to me secretly by my dad to run my school expenses. Yes, 100 level was well even though i spent all the money in my first semester.

My mum, my two brothers and my five sisters never knew where i was living and never called me one day. I was struggling and at a point i wanted to give up. Somehow things started working out, i made just enough to learn Forex and developed myself.

About girlfriend and love, well, i had a serious break there. So much now for a child with firewood on his head should not use his leg to scratch the earth for cricket. So, i finally gave up on the Kardashians.

Well now, i would travel home to see my dad whose condition now is worse, always in his room, on the bed unable to move. While still around, my things would start missing, starting from money to other belongings, how someone managed to enter that room still baffles me. I have begged them to give me break from this stress, still someone stole 2500 from my room this morning again. I am a student and i have had too much problem this period. From fraudulent transactions done on my account to my bank freezing my account which in total made me spend about 400k. As it stands now, 1k means a lot to me because of the expenses i had this period.

I am not depressed but tired. I have no friend around except one friend that is now in Lagos and we talk on the phone everyday. I don't have a girlfriend even though i am good looking. My ex came back though, but that a story for another time.

I have a pharmacy store in warri and it's not so well. I haven't even pay my two workers for a month now..... I am so messed up

No family, no friend, no girlfriend, only God. It was last week when i was trying to unfreeze my account that i realised how alone i was.

Well, that's my story people. Attached is the debit alert of the 200k i spent to work on the account, while 196k was removed fraudulently.

You mean you dropped out of school just so that you don't graduate before your brother? For someone who struggled to gain admission against all obstacles, I find it hard to believe that you'd just drop out like that simple because you were told to do so by your mom.

What do you really want gan gan?

Relatable, may the Lord be with you.

walkwithgod:
Relatable, may the Lord be with you.

Though you were just rambling, you have not stated the moral lesson of this story !

We empathise with me but we need the flesh of the story since u v only succeeded in throwing bones @ us

thesicilian:
You mean you dropped out of school just so that you don't graduate before your brother? For someone who struggled to gain admission against all obstacles, I find it hard to believe that you'd just drop out like that simple because you were told to do so by your mom.

I dropped out the first time i was in school. It was later on that i went back to school. So, yes, i am a student now

Bluehill1051:
What do you really want gan gan?

To talk to someone, i just did.... Pouring out my heart in a faceless forum isn't so bad

bomasek:
We empathise with me but we need the flesh of the story since u v only succeeded in throwing bones @ us

Flesh ?

I am grateful to God for everything still....

walkwithgod:
Relatable, may the Lord be with you.

Amen, you too sir

I don't gerrit with all the rants, unsolicited info about owning a pharmacy, and the show of your bank account transactions.

What are you trynna achieve son?

Are you advertising your forex business, looking too hoodwink an innocent babe or just want us to hear you? If the later, oya we don hear. Kpele

Danielfx:
To talk to someone, i just did.... Pouring out my heart in a faceless forum isn't so bad

U be confirm ode I swear!

Danielfx:
I dropped out the first time i was in school. It was later on that i went back to school. So, yes, i am a student now

You seem to be tenacious, I must say. With that kind of attitude, the future will always be bright for you.

thesicilian:

You seem to be tenacious, I must say. With that kind of attitude, the future will always be bright for you.

Amen and i wish you great too. But the thing is, i am addicted to tramadol. I take it everyday like eba. I don't smoke, i don't drink alcohol and i don't sniff. I hope you don't see me trying to talk to an anonymous person as disturbing.

I don't misbehave with the drugs. The major issue i have with it is the communal standard set against drugs addicts. I don't even take from my shop, i buy outside my shop (30k monthly). Yes, i have been taking it for five years now.

Bluehill1051:
U be confirm ode I swear!

lol and behold. We are brothers afterall

daddytime:
I don't gerrit with all the rants, unsolicited info about owning a pharmacy, and the show of your bank account transactions.

What are you trynna achieve son?

Are you advertising your forex business, looking too hoodwink an innocent babe or just want us to hear you? If the later, oya we don hear. Kpele

daddy daddy, show some time for the guys na. Thanks for your kpele.... I am an Urhobo but am sure it means something polite

Bluehill1051:
U be confirm ode I swear!

You didn't have to talk like that.

Danielfx:
Amen and i wish you great too. But the thing is, i am addicted to tramadol. I take it everyday like eba. I don't smoke, i don't drink alcohol and i don't sniff. I hope you don't see me trying to talk to an anonymous person as disturbing.

I don't misbehave with the drugs. The major issue i have with it is the communal standard set against drugs addicts. I don't even take from my shop, i buy outside my shop (30k monthly). Yes, i have been taking it for five years now.

Well, am not sure those people are ur real parents. i can imagine a mother asking a child to dropout just so he won't graduate bfore his senior brother. Its not right at all. Just pushing am telling you all will be well in the end and please stop your addiction to tramadol. It will destroy you.

You again??!

Danielfx:
I am a student in my final year. It has been a miracle how i scaled through from 100level to final without support from anyone in my family. It's not as if they are not well financially, my mum was doing well as a trader before i gained admission.

As a child, i was looked down on as a worthless person. My mum hatred for me had prompted me on several occasions to end my life, somehow i am still alive. Well, my elder brother was the Prince of the family. They worshipped him in all ramifications. As a student in Uniport, they made sure life was easy for him. My dad would send him money, my mum too and my sisters. They see him as the godsent of the house.

I was lucky enough to have had a university diploma degree and later gained admission through direct entry to thesame University. That was the genesis of the issue. On getting to 300level my mum objected my stay in school that it would be odd for me to graduate before my elder brother who was studying Pharmacy. I was young and inexperienced, so when i couldn't fight the opposition, i concurred. Yes, i dropped out.

This made me delve into drugs(tramadol), i later secured a teaching job in one private school where i was paid 6k. I was literally a mockery from every angle, my mum was satisfied with this and even told me to learn mechanic( local mechanical engineering) which i opposed. During this period, my dad had a stroke and was confined to the house. I became his companion as i was always with him after work. He confided on me after an apology that my mum made him do all those things to me. He said he never wanted me to drop out but my mum pressured him....

To cut the story short. I bought jamb form again and gained admission. I was with 200k given to me secretly by my dad to run my school expenses. Yes, 100 level was well even though i spent all the money in my first semester.

My mum, my two brothers and my five sisters never knew where i was living and never called me one day. I was struggling and at a point i wanted to give up. Somehow things started working out, i made just enough to learn Forex and developed myself.

About girlfriend and love, well, i had a serious break there. So much now for a child with firewood on his head should not use his leg to scratch the earth for cricket. So, i finally gave up on the Kardashians.

Well now, i would travel home to see my dad whose condition now is worse, always in his room, on the bed unable to move. While still around, my things would start missing, starting from money to other belongings, how someone managed to enter that room still baffles me. I have begged them to give me break from this stress, still someone stole 2500 from my room this morning again. I am a student and i have had too much problem this period. From fraudulent transactions done on my account to my bank freezing my account which in total made me spend about 400k. As it stands now, 1k means a lot to me because of the expenses i had this period.

I am not depressed but tired. I have no friend around except one friend that is now in Lagos and we talk on the phone everyday. I don't have a girlfriend even though i am good looking. My ex came back though, but that a story for another time.

I have a pharmacy store in warri and it's not so well. I haven't even pay my two workers for a month now..... I am so messed up

No family, no friend, no girlfriend, only God. It was last week when i was trying to unfreeze my account that i realised how alone i was.

Well, that's my story people. Attached is the debit alert of the 200k i spent to work on the account, while 196k was removed fraudulently.

Give them gap. Stay far away. Sort out yourself first even when you visit don't stay over don't even say goodbye before you leave.

If you want to make something out of your life keep to the above. If you continue with this pain and stress finding love would be difficult not that you won't find some that can love you but the pain you carry would always come in between.

There might have been something that happened when you were a child that makes your mum hate you so or could be you are not her biological child. You should not have left school when you dropped out.

Make sure you so our possible best to succeed and most importantly get close to God.

Danielfx:
Amen and i wish you great too. But the thing is, i am addicted to tramadol. I take it everyday like eba. I don't smoke, i don't drink alcohol and i don't sniff. I hope you don't see me trying to talk to an anonymous person as disturbing.

I don't misbehave with the drugs. The major issue i have with it is the communal standard set against drugs addicts. I don't even take from my shop, i buy outside my shop (30k monthly). Yes, i have been taking it for five years now.

Drug addiction will ruin you sooner or later, if you don't take proactive steps to tackle it. I'll suggest you speak to a professional close to you if you have the willpower to end it.

thesicilian:

Drug addiction will ruin you sooner or later, if you don't take proactive steps to tackle it. I'll suggest you speak to a professional close to you if you have the willpower to end it.

In as much as i enjoy taking it, i don't see it right. The truth is, i am in pains, i didn't mention something on my write up that has been a serious source of depression to me.

The drug has saved my life. I would have been gone by now.

Sometimes i just imagine a world with no one with me. No family and the only girl I ever loved left me. The drug keeps me happy and forget my challenges.

Thanks bro