LifeDrama24:
Not like I having suicidal thoughts but i am deeply depressed...I have been jobless for close to a year now (Accounting graduate) after I lost my former job due to company downsizing...i av sold almost everything i have to survive, trying to get a job has been hard and efforts has always end futile, now i am beginning to believe all these spiritual shits...I don’t think my problem is ordinary....This Life no b am at all, Bad things always happen to good people, ending it all might be the best solution after all..

mostyg:


Hmm, you are not alone on this. Many parents force their children to study courses they don't have passion for. Sometimes our parents think more of themselves than the children. Some insisted their children study medicine and pharmacy because they want to be proud father / mother of doctors and pharmacists.


Sometimes our parents guide us on course of study because they know better than we do. They seem to understand the labour market because they are already there. Their years of experience should not be underated.

Isnt it possible you talk to your dad so that the two of you can reach a compromise? Let him see where your passion lies and hear him out on why he wanted you study the course.

ajokeade920:
Like seriously,mine is really not suicidal thoughts but I feel like running far away to unknown place and start over again.
I just don't know what's wrong with me,this is the third time I am failing out in my academics.its like I ve cursed or something , despite me being intelligent and all... I have been a very brilliant and smart girl right from infant which made my parent really proud of me tho my dad is late but I still have mum. Right now, am dropped out of school again and I don't know how to tell my mum and loved ones cos I am so confused,and devastated about it,after all my effort and struggles,money and time in gaining admission.sometimes I use to think maybe am not destined to further my education which is absurd cos my mum believes so much in me and I don't want to make her sad
Everyone thinks I am still in school but truth is am not it's hurting me and making me depressed :.as I type now am in tears...
Please how can I tell them the truth without getting hurt and disappointed by all..how will they feel,my boyfriend, family and friends.i would be mocked. But I need to stop this lie and face the truth..the fact that I lie about my education is depressing to me.
Please advice me on what to do without losing the loves of my life.

ajokeade920:
Like seriously,mine is really not suicidal thoughts but I feel like running far away to unknown place and start over again.
I just don't know what's wrong with me,this is the third time I am failing out in my academics.its like I ve cursed or something , despite me being intelligent and all... I have been a very brilliant and smart girl right from infant which made my parent really proud of me tho my dad is late but I still have mum. Right now, am dropped out of school again and I don't know how to tell my mum and loved ones cos I am so confused,and devastated about it,after all my effort and struggles,money and time in gaining admission.sometimes I use to think maybe am not destined to further my education which is absurd cos my mum believes so much in me and I don't want to make her sad
Everyone thinks I am still in school but truth is am not it's hurting me and making me depressed :.as I type now am in tears...
Please how can I tell them the truth without getting hurt and disappointed by all..how will they feel,my boyfriend, family and friends.i would be mocked. But I need to stop this lie and face the truth..the fact that I lie about my education is depressing to me.
Please advice me on what to do without losing the loves of my life.

Evangkatsoulis:
I am kinda stuck.
I have lost interest in life. Even the things I enjoyed before, I no longer enjoy anymore.
On the other hand, the means of suicide are not 100% sure. I do not want a situation were I become disabled(brain damaged, paralysed) as a result of faied suicide attempt.
The whole point of suicide is to stop existing not to become a potato unable to kill oneself, at the mercy of one's family which would never kill one.

Sleevia:
Hello,

Is there anyone having suicidal thoughts due to life challenges they are facing?

Would you be kind enough to open up and let's deal with this openly?

FlyingTOMATOE:
cc Devlishginger

superman1073:


Sniper Is Not An Easy killer! It's An Organ Eating Liquid Monster!

Sniper is a DDVP 2,2.

Ok...sniper is a Dichlorovinyl Dimethyl phosphate compound, produced by ndi Swiss Nigeria Chemical Compound.

When you blindly drink sniper, that you want to kill yourself, this is what will happen to you.

1. Your eyeballs will swim in its own water as forced tears escapes from its reservoir

2. You will have serious discharges from your nose. Oh, it's too late, you will have no control over these happenings now.

3. A banging migraine will set in. You will hold unto your head and scream like it wants to explode.

4. Your chest will tighten, forcefully close , making sure that your body have lost control over it.

5. You will be on the floor by now, screaming through all your senses, as saliva pours out from your mouth like a slow, mini river.

6. You will mess yourself up with vomiting, and you will long to vomit your intestines too, to be relieved, cos you are now in so much regrets for taking the sniper, but tsk, tsk, tsk...sniper must finish it's job.

7. The rest of the crises comes in turns as you shit all over yourself, sweating ,muscle fasciculation, your blood pressure will go down low, convulsions, then, your life will be squeezed out of you through the shutting down of your lungs and kidney....and then cardiac arrest will aid your departure.

They will meet you when you are dead, with your eyes open, drooling, a lot of poo in your underwear, your body twisted in a strange position as you tried to fight off the pain and crises, and they will observe the signs of struggle in the room you took the sniper...cos you will climb the walls, tear the sheets, rip some of your hair off, just to quail the killing pain.. some run off from their houses,screaming for people to help them, that they drank sniper, that's how they ended up in the hospital.

If you are lucky, your system could be flushed when it has not shut down everything, if you are unlucky, you will die on your way to the hospital, or in the hospital...but in your dead eyes, the last memorial record in it, before your terrorized brain, shuts down, is "regrets".

You can see, it's not an easy death.

Should in case you are among those, waiting on queue to snipe yourself out..the dead cannot come back to tell you their experiences with sniper...that 100ml ,200/300 naira otapiapia, is a terminator..a gradually, ruthless, wicked terminator.

You are deceived when they make you believe that sniper is the easier way out, no, it will slowly devour you from the inside, as it shuts down your organs one by one in a tearing order.

It's better not imagined

If you are depressed, drink more of cold juices, take the matter to God in prayer. He He will take the burden off you and provide the way out. Suicide is not a joke.

You can't destroy the life you did not create, that will earn you a place in the hottest part of hell. Taking your own life will make you spend eternity in the lake of fire
#Youneedtoknow

larawytte:




please do handle people having this issue?

mostyg:


When a spirit, ( jinn) is living inside a man. ( posses a man), he /she lives there with everything that make him/ her comfortable (luggages) . The presence of the luggage sometimes cause the pain in that part of body of the victim.

During exorcism, the spirit speaks through the mouth of the victims. In that case, they are heard loud and clear.

The process I described earlier is when the victim wants to do the exorcism by him, / herself. That involves the mind engagement where he/ she could hear the spirit within him.

ihimiray:
sir pls how do one know if there is a spirit living in him

mostyg:


There are lots of non exclusive signs.

The most obvious one is having feelings that something is moving inside your body.

superman1073:


Sniper Is Not An Easy killer! It's An Organ Eating Liquid Monster!

Sniper is a DDVP 2,2.

Ok...sniper is a Dichlorovinyl Dimethyl phosphate compound, produced by ndi Swiss Nigeria Chemical Compound.

When you blindly drink sniper, that you want to kill yourself, this is what will happen to you.

1. Your eyeballs will swim in its own water as forced tears escapes from its reservoir

2. You will have serious discharges from your nose. Oh, it's too late, you will have no control over these happenings now.

3. A banging migraine will set in. You will hold unto your head and scream like it wants to explode.

4. Your chest will tighten, forcefully close , making sure that your body have lost control over it.

5. You will be on the floor by now, screaming through all your senses, as saliva pours out from your mouth like a slow, mini river.

6. You will mess yourself up with vomiting, and you will long to vomit your intestines too, to be relieved, cos you are now in so much regrets for taking the sniper, but tsk, tsk, tsk...sniper must finish it's job.

7. The rest of the crises comes in turns as you shit all over yourself, sweating ,muscle fasciculation, your blood pressure will go down low, convulsions, then, your life will be squeezed out of you through the shutting down of your lungs and kidney....and then cardiac arrest will aid your departure.

They will meet you when you are dead, with your eyes open, drooling, a lot of poo in your underwear, your body twisted in a strange position as you tried to fight off the pain and crises, and they will observe the signs of struggle in the room you took the sniper...cos you will climb the walls, tear the sheets, rip some of your hair off, just to quail the killing pain.. some run off from their houses,screaming for people to help them, that they drank sniper, that's how they ended up in the hospital.

If you are lucky, your system could be flushed when it has not shut down everything, if you are unlucky, you will die on your way to the hospital, or in the hospital...but in your dead eyes, the last memorial record in it, before your terrorized brain, shuts down, is "regrets".

You can see, it's not an easy death.

Should in case you are among those, waiting on queue to snipe yourself out..the dead cannot come back to tell you their experiences with sniper...that 100ml ,200/300 naira otapiapia, is a terminator..a gradually, ruthless, wicked terminator.

You are deceived when they make you believe that sniper is the easier way out, no, it will slowly devour you from the inside, as it shuts down your organs one by one in a tearing order.

It's better not imagined

If you are depressed, drink more of cold juices, take the matter to God in prayer. He He will take the burden off you and provide the way out. Suicide is not a joke.

You can't destroy the life you did not create, that will earn you a place in the hottest part of hell. Taking your own life will make you spend eternity in the lake of fire
#Youneedtoknow

Evangkatsoulis:

My issue is more brain related. It just started 2013. Suffered psychomotor/psychosomatic retardation, memory loss and aphasia and severe depression. I could barely function. It continued up to 2014. In 2015 when I got admission I started recovery.
By mid-2015 all symptoms had reversed bar memory/attention deficits. At least I could learn and did quite alright in my year 1. But by jan 2016 a different set of symptoms emerged: bilateral tinnitus, hyperacusis, could not bear hot temperatures(pepper, hot food, sun, hot water etc). In short I was an at unease in any environment. By 2017, the symptoms had worsened to extent that I could barely read. I just pack carryover that year.
I was put on antidepressants and risperidone, and I also visit ENT doctors to treat tinnitus(it is reversible). Problem is that I have not been able to keep up with the cost of medications and at same time keep with schooling(lecture materias et al) since 2018.
I am stuck because at this state I am incapable of learning/retaining anything in school, unable to learn new skills to earn money(memory issues), unable to treat these problems, unable to enjoy anything. What am I living for then? I do not have strong bonds with any of my family members sef.

mariahAngel:


How are you doing now?

Sleevia:
Hello,

Is there anyone having suicidal thoughts due to life challenges they are facing?

Would you be kind enough to open up and let's deal with this openly?

BlissB:
I'm not really having suicidal thoughts but I'm deeply sad with life....

Evangkatsoulis:

I am still hanging on.
It has not been easy at all.

castro69:
Heya...pele....it is well....u will surely overcome in Jesus Name...

oseoji:
@evangkatsoulis

Your symptoms sound very severe.
What is the diagnosis ? I see you are on risperidone which is an antipsychotic,does it help?

What is the cost of your medication?
Have you sought out help?

The problem is that stopping and starting antipsychotics reduce their efficacy.

What treatment were you given for the tinnitus.

This whole thread made me feel awful so I cannot imagine how you the writers even feel.

I am sorry ,so sorry for all your suffering.

Can you all just write what would make life a bit more bearable for you? If you say what it is you need then maybe someone can look in and help bearing in mind that help could be a one time thing but at least to pull through this phase.

Evangkatsoulis:


Sir, my diagnosis was dysthymia, with social anxiety disorder.
The risperidone is there to boost the effect of the antidepressant.
I was given B complex, nicotinic acid and folic acid for the tinnitus.
My meds cost about N12000 a month.

Evangkatsoulis:

Sir, I am taking imipramine and risperidone, with vinpocetine for the dysthymia/SAD.
Yea, I have read up on hyperacusis.
The hyperacusis has been reversed completely. Amitriptyline eliminated all of my sensory issues i.e hyperacusis, hearing loss, sensitivity to heat, agitation, etc, but did nothing for my cognitive and mood issues.
The hyperacusis was a mental problem, not a physical one.

The main symptoms I have now are the working/short-term memory deficits, distractibiliy/attention span deficits, loss of inner speech,loss of visualization.
But the most devastating symptoms now are lowered auditory processing( similar to sluggish cognitive tempo), heightened auditory pareidolia, and distractbility. These three symptoms have fvcked me up real good.

Evangkatsoulis:

Sir, I am taking imipramine and risperidone, with vinpocetine for the dysthymia/SAD.
Yea, I have read up on hyperacusis.
The hyperacusis has been reversed completely. Amitriptyline eliminated all of my sensory issues i.e hyperacusis, hearing loss, sensitivity to heat, agitation, etc, but did nothing for my cognitive and mood issues.
The hyperacusis was a mental problem, not a physical one.

The main symptoms I have now are the working/short-term memory deficits, distractibiliy/attention span deficits, loss of inner speech,loss of visualization.
But the most devastating symptoms now are lowered auditory processing( similar to sluggish cognitive tempo), heightened auditory pareidolia, and distractbility. These three symptoms have fvcked me up real good.