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mathscrusader:
I am typing this with tears dropping on my laptop. Mylife is just so messed up. I feel irritated about myself. My life sucks.

Growing up, I had alot of ambition, was very brillient and God fearing.

My mess started when I started mostabation. gradually, my academics droped, I couldnt achieve anything again, my wonderful relationship with a wonderful woman ended.
she dumped me due to many rubbish she was taking from me, she couldnt take it anymore so she ended it.

I was doing business too. I took loan of 1.4million but I have blown all that money away due to poor management from my end. now the debt is making me so restless.
On a way of paying back the loan, I ventured into sports betting, and that too has eaten me so deep and is putting me further into the drain.

I am battleing with hearth break from my woman, battling the spirit of mustabation, battling with debt, battling with spirit of betting.
I cant sleep any more. I have prayed and prayed, asking God to please just give me peace cause that is all I so desire right now.


If not for my poor mother, I would have ended my life long ago.
At some point, I basically went in search of Snipper to just end this rubbish life i am living but was lucky that I couldnt find any that day.

now I am just googling how to join illuminati just to make money to pay off debts on my head.

I fear I might just end my life soon because the thought keep coming to my head. Each time I try to put up a fight to become a better person and fail at it, i will suddenly have the sucide thought coming more stronger . It will be like, "there is no way out of this mess, why not just end the life and go rest".

Please I need prayers cause am really lossing it, infact I have lost it

First question is your age range

I am very close to where you are right Now bro. But my debt is 150k. I have vowed never to play sport bets again and I will stick to it. I was owing about 80k when I started betting hoping it's a quick means to recover. I only ended up adding more debts. I thought of Suicide a few times too. But, I went to school, read all through to pass, I am a very creative fellow. I learn things easily. I just have this hope that something will happen one way or the other and I will be happy again.
Swim through the times, you can only win if you continue. You lose when your soul dies. Delete Suicide out of it. We will be happy again. Peace Bro

Ain't no motivational speaker but, the thing you have to do is to force yourself with more will to stay alive. Thank God you think about your mama, continue thinking about her.

Countries have owed debts, no one is killing them, neither is any organization going to kill you for debt. it may just give ur image a stain, but hey! you are alive, that should be your focus.

Tomorrow is a pregnant bitch!!!

Blakjewelry:

First question is your age range

30 plus

Talk to pastor

mathscrusader:
I am typing this with tears dropping on my laptop. Mylife is just so messed up. I feel irritated about myself. My life sucks.

Growing up, I had alot of ambition, was very brillient and God fearing.

My mess started when I started mostabation. gradually, my academics droped, I couldnt achieve anything again, my wonderful relationship with a wonderful woman ended.
she dumped me due to many rubbish she was taking from me, she couldnt take it anymore so she ended it.

I was doing business too. I took loan of 1.4million but I have blown all that money away due to poor management from my end. now the debt is making me so restless.
On a way of paying back the loan, I ventured into sports betting, and that too has eaten me so deep and is putting me further into the drain.

I am battleing with hearth break from my woman, battling the spirit of mustabation, battling with debt, battling with spirit of betting.
I cant sleep any more. I have prayed and prayed, asking God to please just give me peace cause that is all I so desire right now.


If not for my poor mother, I would have ended my life long ago.
At some point, I basically went in search of Snipper to just end this rubbish life i am living but was lucky that I couldnt find any that day.

now I am just googling how to join illuminati just to make money to pay off debts on my head.

I fear I might just end my life soon because the thought keep coming to my head. Each time I try to put up a fight to become a better person and fail at it, i will suddenly have the sucide thought coming more stronger . It will be like, "there is no way out of this mess, why not just end the life and go rest".

Please I need prayers cause am really lossing it, infact I have lost it

Peace bro......First masturbation is a very strong spirit.. You have to quit ...
You might ask how

1)If you've prayed, ( I believe you're born again)....and it seems nothing is happening..... Try to Go for deliverance... ( mfm) will do...( I am not a member of the church). Nevertheless you can still pray earnestly for God intervention..... Pray more at night...... The demons are more powerful in dark and lonely places..

2) For safe money making ventures you can start forex trading....!!!!!
I have a signal group sir.....
My number... Is (08162429698) send me a DM on WhatsApp......

I was once in your shoes.....though in my sleep I masturbate.....not my intention though... I just wake up....and find myself rubbing my manhood.... ( I almost amputated the joystick)... But I am overcoming it bit by bit.....I put myself on fasting and prayer...read my Bible and claim God promises......I am coming out already.......


There is hope bro......Don't do anything rash......I failed many times but I kept strong mehn......

mathscrusader:


30 plus

Sorry it means you still have 30 plus active years ahead. In other words you still have equal opportunity in life. You are only a failure when you give up, what is left for you now is to retrace your steps as in you have to stay focus and shun certain habits.

mathscrusader:
I am typing this with tears dropping on my laptop. Mylife is just so messed up. I feel irritated about myself. My life sucks.

Growing up, I had alot of ambition, was very brillient and God fearing.

My mess started when I started mostabation. gradually, my academics droped, I couldnt achieve anything again, my wonderful relationship with a wonderful woman ended.
she dumped me due to many rubbish she was taking from me, she couldnt take it anymore so she ended it.

I was doing business too. I took loan of 1.4million but I have blown all that money away due to poor management from my end. now the debt is making me so restless.
On a way of paying back the loan, I ventured into sports betting, and that too has eaten me so deep and is putting me further into the drain.

I am battleing with hearth break from my woman, battling the spirit of mustabation, battling with debt, battling with spirit of betting.
I cant sleep any more. I have prayed and prayed, asking God to please just give me peace cause that is all I so desire right now.


If not for my poor mother, I would have ended my life long ago.
At some point, I basically went in search of Snipper to just end this rubbish life i am living but was lucky that I couldnt find any that day.

now I am just googling how to join illuminati just to make money to pay off debts on my head.

I fear I might just end my life soon because the thought keep coming to my head. Each time I try to put up a fight to become a better person and fail at it, i will suddenly have the sucide thought coming more stronger . It will be like, "there is no way out of this mess, why not just end the life and go rest".

Please I need prayers cause am really lossing it, infact I have lost it

Why does it seem that there is at least one thread on porn every other day in here...

First thing first, there is no such thing as a spirit of masturbation. That nonsense was made up to enslave people like you who will believe anything you are told without doing your own due diligence on everything that has to do with the welfare of your mind, body and soul.

Second, the best way to beat any habit, as long as mental illness is not the case, is to regain control of one's mind by practising self-control. This is not rocket science. Masturbation, when it becomes a habit, like any other habit, can be extremely difficult to quit. You have to capture your mind and make the decision to no longer follow the old way, every moment of every day, and this takes time, practice and discipline. It won't happen overnight and chances are you will fall so many times before you begin to finally get it right.

Unless you are truly ready to quit, you are not going to make much headway, so I suggest you make up your mind about that first before you even start so you do not crash so often.

An alternative is to seek psychiatric help. There are drugs that can quench the libido and give you time to refocus your mind on other things during that time but the problem is, drugs have side-effects, and there is the chance that once you stop taking the drugs, the addiction might come back.

mathscrusader:
I am typing this with tears dropping on my laptop. Mylife is just so messed up. I feel irritated about myself. My life sucks.

Growing up, I had alot of ambition, was very brillient and God fearing.

My mess started when I started mostabation. gradually, my academics droped, I couldnt achieve anything again, my wonderful relationship with a wonderful woman ended.
she dumped me due to many rubbish she was taking from me, she couldnt take it anymore so she ended it.

I was doing business too. I took loan of 1.4million but I have blown all that money away due to poor management from my end. now the debt is making me so restless.
On a way of paying back the loan, I ventured into sports betting, and that too has eaten me so deep and is putting me further into the drain.

I am battleing with hearth break from my woman, battling the spirit of mustabation, battling with debt, battling with spirit of betting.
I cant sleep any more. I have prayed and prayed, asking God to please just give me peace cause that is all I so desire right now.


If not for my poor mother, I would have ended my life long ago.
At some point, I basically went in search of Snipper to just end this rubbish life i am living but was lucky that I couldnt find any that day.

now I am just googling how to join illuminati just to make money to pay off debts on my head.

I fear I might just end my life soon because the thought keep coming to my head. Each time I try to put up a fight to become a better person and fail at it, i will suddenly have the sucide thought coming more stronger . It will be like, "there is no way out of this mess, why not just end the life and go rest".

Please I need prayers cause am really lossing it, infact I have lost it

Sir,
As mundane as this may sound to you, but it's the truth, YOU NEED TO FULLY ALLOW JESUS HELP YOU.
The devil wants to frustrate you and make you end your beautiful life. He knows God has awesome things in store for you, which you cannot see know.
No amount of self control can bring you out of Masturbation. (Quote me anywhere)
Only the Holy Spirit can help you, cos that's why He is here.
Let Him arrange your life for you this around. And you will be glad He did.

God bless you!

Shawl001:


Sir,
As mundane as this may sound to you, but it's the truth, YOU NEED TO FULLY ALLOW JESUS HELP YOU.
The devil wants to frustrate you and make you end your beautiful life. He knows God has awesome things in store for you, which you cannot see know.
No amount of self control can bring you out of Masturbation. (Quote me anywhere)
Only the Holy Spirit can help you, cos that's why He is here.
Let Him arrange your life for you this around. And you will be glad He did.

God bless you!

Actually, the devil has nothing to do with this. You folks have so indoctrinated yourselves in lies that have nothing to do with God. As a result even masturbation, which is not meant to be a serious issue, has become a powerful problem against many of you. You have made yourselves believe there is a spirit behind it and so believed that the spirit has the power to rule over you, and that is the simple reason why you cannot seem to get yourselves unstuck.

When you believe a lie, that lie becomes you... it redefines the way you see the world and everything about your person, including your reality. Lies are powerful things that can indeed screw with your mind big time.

As long as you believe there is a power out there against you, your minds will continue to work in the same manner, believing it is being controlled by this imagined power you have created for it to believe in. The minute you get rid of that lie from your mind, is the minute you regain control over your senses and your mind.

mathscrusader:
I am typing this with tears dropping on my laptop. Mylife is just so messed up. I feel irritated about myself. My life sucks.

Growing up, I had alot of ambition, was very brillient and God fearing.

My mess started when I started mostabation. gradually, my academics droped, I couldnt achieve anything again, my wonderful relationship with a wonderful woman ended.
she dumped me due to many rubbish she was taking from me, she couldnt take it anymore so she ended it.

I was doing business too. I took loan of 1.4million but I have blown all that money away due to poor management from my end. now the debt is making me so restless.
On a way of paying back the loan, I ventured into sports betting, and that too has eaten me so deep and is putting me further into the drain.

I am battleing with hearth break from my woman, battling the spirit of mustabation, battling with debt, battling with spirit of betting.
I cant sleep any more. I have prayed and prayed, asking God to please just give me peace cause that is all I so desire right now.


If not for my poor mother, I would have ended my life long ago.
At some point, I basically went in search of Snipper to just end this rubbish life i am living but was lucky that I couldnt find any that day.

now I am just googling how to join illuminati just to make money to pay off debts on my head.

I fear I might just end my life soon because the thought keep coming to my head. Each time I try to put up a fight to become a better person and fail at it, i will suddenly have the sucide thought coming more stronger . It will be like, "there is no way out of this mess, why not just end the life and go rest".

Please I need prayers cause am really lossing it, infact I have lost it

You have to sincerely surrender your life to God for Him to be able to help you!

Your problem seems to be not just masturbation because you're not married yet you're talking about your woman, or don't you know that fornication is also wrong?

Your thoughts are not right because you're also thinking of joining illuminati. Chances are that even if God provides a means to cancel your debt, you'd not learn your lessons but quickly go back to your previous lifestyle.

You need to be sincere, because that's the only how you can make God to take you seriously.

Ending your life wouldn't solve the issue but further complicate matters, because if you do so without being saved, you'd find yourself in a situation much worse than what you're running from.

God bless.

Kobojunkie:
Actually, the devil has nothing to do with this. You folks have so indoctrinated yourselves in lies that have nothing to do with God. As a result even masturbation, which is not meant to be a serious issue, has become a powerful problem against many of you. You have made yourselves believe there is a spirit behind it and so believed that the spirit has the power to rule over you, and that is the simple reason why you cannot seem to get yourselves unstuck.

When you believe a lie, that lie becomes you... it redefines the way you see the world and everything about your person, including your reality.

As long as you believe there is a power out there against you, your minds will continue to work in the same manner, believing it is being controlled by this imagined power you have created for it to believe in. The minute you get rid of that lie from your mind, is the minute you regain control over your senses and your mind.

So there's no power working negatively over this world and it's occupants?

Shawl001:
So there's no power working negatively over this world and it's occupants?

This power that you believe is working negatively THIS WORLD, why does it seem to have a bullseye on the backs of every Nigerian, especially the so-called Christians, and not the rest of the world?
People masturbate every day, all over the world. For some, masturbation is a form of stress-relief of sorts, in a world full of so much stress and not a crazy power sicced against them and only them.

mathscrusader:
I am typing this with tears dropping on my laptop. Mylife is just so messed up. I feel irritated about myself. My life sucks.

Growing up, I had alot of ambition, was very brillient and God fearing.

My mess started when I started mostabation. gradually, my academics droped, I couldnt achieve anything again, my wonderful relationship with a wonderful woman ended.
she dumped me due to many rubbish she was taking from me, she couldnt take it anymore so she ended it.

I was doing business too. I took loan of 1.4million but I have blown all that money away due to poor management from my end. now the debt is making me so restless.
On a way of paying back the loan, I ventured into sports betting, and that too has eaten me so deep and is putting me further into the drain.

I am battleing with hearth break from my woman, battling the spirit of mustabation, battling with debt, battling with spirit of betting.
I cant sleep any more. I have prayed and prayed, asking God to please just give me peace cause that is all I so desire right now.


If not for my poor mother, I would have ended my life long ago.
At some point, I basically went in search of Snipper to just end this rubbish life i am living but was lucky that I couldnt find any that day.

now I am just googling how to join illuminati just to make money to pay off debts on my head.

I fear I might just end my life soon because the thought keep coming to my head. Each time I try to put up a fight to become a better person and fail at it, i will suddenly have the sucide thought coming more stronger . It will be like, "there is no way out of this mess, why not just end the life and go rest".

Please I need prayers cause am really lossing it, infact I have lost it

it doesn't matter what you find yourself in, only Believe you will make it and you will see yourself fight through. It's easy to think of suicide when you go through all this but only Believe and you will see the Glory of God.

Moreover stop donating sperm to the marine kingdom, when you masturbate you do so, and by sowing your seed to them it could bring alot of unfortunate incidence to you, they could start laying claims on your blessings. Pray and ask God for mercy, strength, and favor on your way. God knows what we are passing through and he's ready to help us.

Be assured. There is Karma and Reincarnation. It's an aspect of God's Love

Kobojunkie:
This power that you believe is working negatively THIS WORLD, why does it seem to have a bullseye on the backs of every Nigerian, especially the so-called Christians, and not the rest of the world?
People masturbate every day, all over the world. For some, masturbation is a form of stress-relief of sorts, in a world full of so much stress and not a crazy power sicced against them and only them.

I still don't get your point.
Are you endorsing Masturbation or what? Even as a Christian?

mathscrusader:
I am typing this with tears dropping on my laptop. Mylife is just so messed up. I feel irritated about myself. My life sucks.

Growing up, I had alot of ambition, was very brillient and God fearing.

My mess started when I started mostabation. gradually, my academics droped, I couldnt achieve anything again, my wonderful relationship with a wonderful woman ended.
she dumped me due to many rubbish she was taking from me, she couldnt take it anymore so she ended it.

I was doing business too. I took loan of 1.4million but I have blown all that money away due to poor management from my end. now the debt is making me so restless.
On a way of paying back the loan, I ventured into sports betting, and that too has eaten me so deep and is putting me further into the drain.

I am battleing with hearth break from my woman, battling the spirit of mustabation, battling with debt, battling with spirit of betting.
I cant sleep any more. I have prayed and prayed, asking God to please just give me peace cause that is all I so desire right now.


If not for my poor mother, I would have ended my life long ago.
At some point, I basically went in search of Snipper to just end this rubbish life i am living but was lucky that I couldnt find any that day.

now I am just googling how to join illuminati just to make money to pay off debts on my head.

I fear I might just end my life soon because the thought keep coming to my head. Each time I try to put up a fight to become a better person and fail at it, i will suddenly have the sucide thought coming more stronger . It will be like, "there is no way out of this mess, why not just end the life and go rest".

Please I need prayers cause am really lossing it, infact I have lost it

Hi there.

I'm very sorry for your troubles. I have said a prayer for you here. I urge you to keep in mind that God is not unsympathetic toward you. He did give the Lord Jesus Christ to come to the earth in human flesh and die a terrible spiritual death for us so that we can be saved. If He could do something so great, give such a great gift to us - and, in fact, God has no greater gift to give than Jesus Christ - then He will not withhold anything good from us (Romans 8:32).

Of course, we should not forget that just as it wasn't us who determined that the Sacrifice of Jesus Christ for our sins was a good gift for the Lord God to give to us, we also do not determine whether any given thing is a good thing for us to have. The Bible is clear that there are times when things that we call "bad" are actually good gifts from God. So, for example, as Hebrews 12:4-11 teaches, God's discipline is good for us even though it is an unpleasant thing to experience. If we decide that because it is unpleasant it cannot be good for us, then we will rebel against it. When we do, we may find that the cost of that rebellion may be our very eternal life. This is true too about Christian suffering (1 Peter 4:12-16; James 1:2-4,12).

If I may offer some advice, the only way that the Bible offers us escape or deliverance from bad habits is to reorient ourselves toward good ones.

ב BETH
9 How can a young man cleanse his way?
By taking heed according to Your word.
Psalms 119:9 (NKJV)

Compare that to:

2 And do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that you may prove what is that good and acceptable and perfect will of God.
Romans 12:2 (NKJV)

And:

25 But he who looks into the perfect law of liberty and continues in it, and is not a forgetful hearer but a doer of the work, this one will be blessed in what he does.
James 1:25 (NKJV)

18 But we all, with unveiled face, beholding as in a mirror the glory of the Lord, are being transformed into the same image from glory to glory, just as by the Spirit of the Lord.
2 Corinthians 3:18 (NKJV)

So, as anyone makes a duty of not only reading the Bible but also listening to teachings provided by qualified pastor-teachers that make it possible for them to understand what the Bible says and also diligently obeys what they hear, then they change from the inside out. They will find themselves become more and more like Christ with each passing day.

Prayer does not accomplish this. When we pray asking the Lord to change us or remove some bad habit or other from us, the best answer that He will give us is to point us to the Bible and our duty to seek out qualified pastor-teachers who will help us understand it. He will not magically remove our craving to do the wrong thing. He could certainly give us a brief respite to help us get a hold of ourselves, if He chooses to. But for any lasting change, we will have to make a deliberate commitment to spiritual growth, that is, to reading the Bible and actively learning from a qualified pastor-teacher what it means, to believing what you hear and obeying it. There is no other way.

Anybody can break a habit and make new ones. Even unbelievers can break addictions and change in their visible behavior, but God looks on the heart. No change on the outside means anything to God if the heart remains hostile to Him

7 But the LORD said to Samuel, “Do not look at his appearance or at his physical stature, because I have refused him. For the LORD does not see as man sees; for man looks at the outward appearance, but the LORD looks at the heart.”
1 Samuel 16:7 (NKJV)

27 “Woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! For you are like whitewashed tombs which indeed appear beautiful outwardly, but inside are full of dead men’s bones and all uncleanness. 28 Even so you also outwardly appear righteous to men, but inside you are full of hypocrisy and lawlessness.
Matthew 23:27-28 (NKJV)

The transformation that God commands and loves is that of the heart. That is why we must commit to spiritual growth if we will accomplish it.

It is important to point out at this point that it is a bad idea to think that if we do what pleases God then we will never suffer in this life. There are variations of this type of teaching or thinking in many churches and books today, but it is not biblical. The Lord is faithful in looking after us in this world - He provides our daily food and drink and all other things we need - but He warns us that choosing to follow Jesus in this world will bring us a lot of trouble, so we must prepare ourselves for it, so that we will not give up our faith in Christ when the hard times come:

33 These things I have spoken to you, that in Me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation; but be of good cheer, I have overcome the world.”
John 16:33 (NKJV)

23 Then He said to them all, “If anyone desires to come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily, and follow Me. 24 For whoever desires to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for My sake will save it. 25 For what profit is it to a man if he gains the whole world, and is himself destroyed or lost? 26 For whoever is ashamed of Me and My words, of him the Son of Man will be ashamed when He comes in His own glory, and in His Father’s, and of the holy angels.
Luke 9:23-26 (NKJV)

So, I cannot guarantee to you that if you choose to pursue a path of spiritual progress, all your current troubles will go away. But I can assure you that you will grow stronger and become more able to handle them without losing your faith in Christ. And whenever the Lord is pleased to deliver you out of them, you will rejoice in His doing so regardless how He chooses to do it. Spiritual growth, after all, is growth in faith, that is, a deepening of our confidence in God.

I am hoping for your spiritual good here. Cheers.

This is not the real life believers are anticipating {1Timothy 6:19} there's nothing here to celebrate so if you see people celebrating this system of things, know that they're worshipers of Satan not of God.
Satan is the one who promised his worshipers everything now {Luke 4:6} God's promises are for the time his kingdom begin operating and it's when all these injustices, crime and all what Satan brought is no more! 1John 2:15-17
So your life is just as that of every other human around you that will soon be forgotten after a hundred years, but in God's kingdom you're going to live forever {John 3:16} that's what God promised his own people not in this system of things! 1John 5:19

Shawl001:


I still don't get your point.
Are you endorsing Masturbation or what? Even as a Christian?

This ain't about whether I am endorsing masturbation or not but the lie that continues to be told about their being a "power" behind these things where there is indeed a power against them in this, paralysing them to the point of helplessness and defeat at the hands of what is likely a mere habit. So worry not about what I think but about this claim instead