I have not been myself for a long time now.I ve tried everything just to get back up and see the light again but all to no avail, this was one of the reasons I decided to join nairaland, so it could serve as a comic relief and keep me off suicidal thoughts but of late nairaland is no longer doing it for me.
I just can't seems to get it, is like am just a collosal waste of space and I think the world will be better off without me. I thought they said life is full of ups and downs but my life is filled with nothing but downs and the abyss. If I try to explain no one will get me, I tried committing suicide during the lockdown but the only thing that kept me from doing it was the thought of the family I will be leaving behind, the thought of the pains and heartbreaks I will be leaving behind, but for me waking up day after day is like opening the curtains to another scene of an endless tragedy play. My last wish before sleep every night is not to wake up but it seems like all my wishes has something in common NEVER COMING TO PASS. Am sorry if I sound ungrateful, am sorry if I sound selfish but I never beg to exist in the first place, is like I was roped into this without seeking my opinion about it but who am I kidding when did my opinion ever matters. Dear reader sorry for bothering you with my cries of woes and pains I think I will stop here.

Goodbye world
Goodbye mom and dad, this wasn't your fault, you tried your best. I guess I was just a manufacturer error and I need to be sent back to the factory.
Goodbye siblings, sorry I wasn't a good influence and it had to end this way.
Goodbye nairaland, thanks for the good laughs you left on my face but I guess my problems found a way to build a immunity for them.

PS: I don't do drugs, dont bet in short I will say I was a good kid but I guess it wasnt enough.

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from what u typed...u didnt present ur problem boy!! ...are u broke ?..have inferiority complex ? depress ?... don't be a kiddo ...peeps got more problems than u do...but still got outta it and re doing well...

Reelafonja:
I have not been myself for a long time now.I ve tried everything just to get back up and see the light again but all to no avail, this was one of the reasons I decided to join nairaland, so it could serve as a comic relief and keep me off suicidal thoughts but of late nairaland is no longer doing it for me.
I just can't seems to get it, is like am just a collosal waste of space and I think the world will be better off without me. I thought they said life is full of ups and downs but my life is filled with nothing but downs and the abyss. If I try to explain no one will get me, I tried committing suicide during the lockdown but the only thing that kept me from doing it was the thought of the family I will be leaving behind, the thought of the pains and heartbreaks I will be leaving behind, but for me waking up day after day is like opening the curtains to another scene of an endless tragedy play. My last wish before sleep every night is not to wake up but it seems like all my wishes has something in common NEVER COMING TO PASS. Am sorry if I sound ungrateful, am sorry if I sound selfish but I never beg to exist in the first place, is like I was roped into this without seeking my opinion about it but who am I kidding when did my opinion ever matters. Dear reader sorry for bothering you with my cries of woes and pains I think I will stop here.

Goodbye world
Goodbye mom and dad, this wasn't your fault, you tried your best. I guess I was just a manufacturer error and I need to be sent back to the factory.
Goodbye siblings, sorry I wasn't a good influence and it had to end this way.
Goodbye nairaland, thanks for the good laughs you left on my face but I guess my problems found a way to build a immunity for them.

PS: I don't do drugs, dont bet in short I will say I was a good kid but I guess it wasnt enough.

Send me a mail through this platform ASAP.

Drop that SNIPER and let's talk, please!

Goodbye to u too..rip in advance brother

Kestolove:
Goodbye to u too..rip in advance brother

you be girannn ....lol

Are you worse than those in idp camps or beggars on the streets? You want your folks to be in tears because you cant come up with a better idea for your challenges for now?

happy death day

Can I also send a mail? I'm not feeling suicidal anyways i thought you can help me with any online business

Tenshades:


Send me a mail through this platform ASAP.

Drop that SNIPER and let's talk, please!

Op please don't do it

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person one commit suicide u still get mind dey post this thing, bros u get mind.

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After reading the young mans post this is what comes to your sick mind?
You are too stvpid to be alive

EXOUSIAng:


After reading the young mans post this is what comes to your sick mind?
You are too stvpid to be alive

Smh

Guy I feel your pain

But wait ? You didn’t explain the reason you want to leave ! Are you broke ? No meal ?

Anyway me I can still afford 10k into your acct o


Be prayerful too so the devil won’t keep attacking your mind

Why not look around you and count your blessings one by one.
If you know what people are going through you won't be thinking suicide ....the last three days I have been praying and interceding for people globally it is really a tough job especially when you see the financial, health, traumatic and emotional challenge people are going through.

Bro there are people far worst than you.
There are people whose situations are worst than yours.
You don't have to kill yourself, just relax .
Pray to God and you'll be fine

Try to reach out to your parents and siblings, tell then your plans first..


But if you still insist,,, I don't have a RIP to waste.
But I have a : happy deathday

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. What rubbish business are you posting, instead of you to figure how to help the OP, humans are very wicked

@Poster, Got 1Million Naira For You, Only If You Are really serious about killing yourself

Kennyfancy:
. What rubbish business are you posting, instead of you to figure how to help the OP, humans are very wicked

Smh. You are all foolish. You are extremely foolish and eternally stvpid. If I offered this much and you dislike it, give him or her your destiny. Nonsense. Nigerians always seeking for finished results. You rather I have raw cash thrown at him. Goat.

daniddan1999:
Can I also send a mail? I'm not feeling suicidal anyways i thought you can help me with any online business

Send me the mail...lemme help with the little I can.

olymyk:
Guy I feel your pain

But wait ? You didn’t explain the reason you want to leave ! Are you broke ? No meal ?

Anyway me I can still afford 10k into your acct o


Be prayerful too so the devil won’t keep attacking your mind

pls check my profile have even posted a that I need help this morning but suicide isn't coming to my mind can you pls help me I will be happy 7107003014 FCMB

Tenshades:


Send me the mail...lemme help with the little I can.

pls help needed pls 7107003014 FCMB

themainman600:
pls help needed pls 7107003014 FCMB

Jesus!

I'm not donating money, sir.

Tenshades:


Jesus!

I'm not donating money, sir.

pls even if it's 1k or #500 I will appreciate pls

I want to buy YouTube channel up to 1000 subscribers
Seller contact 07068543916

Die and go abeg

You would have made it as a writer ... But only you know your demons....RIP.

themainman600:
pls check my profile have even posted a that I need help this morning but suicide isn't coming to my mind can you pls help me I will be happy 7107003014 FCMB

You are not the one that posted this but

5k has been sent into your account

olymyk:



You are not the one that posted this but

5k has been sent into your account

HAVE seen it thanks a lot may the aNointing of the Lord forever flow on you may you never lack anything you shall be blessed I really appreciate God will surely reward you

Op has been inactive since 1008hrs of Saturday, I prey he has not carried out his threat....after rain comes sunshine

gulfer:
Op has been inactive since 1008hrs of Saturday, I prey he has not carried out his threat....after rain comes sunshine

He didn't...we talked last night.