NiklauseFred:


I understand ur plight man.
One day things will work out for you(I pray)

Amen ooo
That's my long time prayer.
May God bless you

SirDelight:


Amen ooo
That's my long time prayer.
May God bless you

And you too bro.
One day you will tell ur own success story and you will look back and smile at how far you have come; then you will laugh at ur past.

Humanoid01:
I try to act strong sometimes, but it's difficult to fight it off. Mine comprises of a long list.

Say it out it will help

NiklauseFred:


If trolls doesn't come around then I may be made to believe that this is not nairaland but 'Reddit or Quora'

I really appreciate ur contribution and concern.

You're welcome.

School
I'm supposed to finish university by now like my mates that started together with me in 2015, I was unable to pay up my sch fees, house rent , debts after I was madly dubbed 250k+ in my 300level by a fraudster, thank God I didn't commit suicide
Family
The living conditions of my family now is very poor, the struggle to have a 2 square meal, compared to when the grass was greener, really heartbreaking to me
Life
All my friends are living large and fine, nobody cares, no help, they make mockery of my condition when I ask for help, nobody remembers me now I'm down and I hope to continue that way when tables turn
Money
Money they say is the root of all evil, but in reality lack of money is the greatest evil.
I have good business ideas and ict skills, but no empowerment, no help, no smartphone device, no capital
Life really sucks, life can be sucidal without money
But i'm never giving up
As far as there's life there's surely hope
Fortune favours the brave

soundOsonic:
I never knew depression until now. Depression is totally different from sadness.
The lustrous spark in my eyes is gone.
The reason for my depression is the extra year right now. The core issues is that I don't have funds to pay my school fees as family have remove their hands on my matter.
Seriously now, each time I sleep it is just bad dream about failure. The private school I am teaching pay is less down peanuts.
I wish I should just disappear, or never exist in the first place this is eating me deep. The only thing stopping me from suicide is actually the unnecessary attention it will bring to my family. If this problem is solved 95% of my problems are gone and I will be healthy again in my spirit, soul and mind.
Yes that's all.

Stay strong fam

Am angry, people die a lot

where do I start

Family
Past decisions
Being rejected travel twice
being dupped
health
finance..

my story is not one I would wish for my worst enemy..

I know it's about to end, I quit the journey


https://www.nairaland.com/6359121/rest-other-world#97979692

took a loan from okash to buy drugs, but how do I pay back since my health can't allow me go back to some hard jobs I used to do..

I always feel depressed for not not having the power to make every single soul on Earth have abundance.

NiklauseFred:
*Will update this later*
I will list out the things that are making me depressed,then later I will talk about them one by the other.

1-family
2-school and funds.
3-my health(oral health)

..My Dad

Am depressed cus I don't have enough to buy sewing machine yet

I just try to free my mind and be happy cus depression makes one lean

The current state of this country

I'm depressed because I'm yet to gather enough money to get the fvck outta this shithole

took a loan from okash to buy drugs, but how do I pay back since my health can't allow me go back to some hard jobs I used to do..

Djex614:

Bro you could start up a business. Or even take a loan from the bank, buy a small car and begin to do uber... you could start something small. jut anything

Hey brother good morning. Please help unquote my post so that I can remove the post bro

Stacyomolola:

U can't possibly feel more terrible than i but i still brace up and put that damn smile on my face.
SO BE STRONG DARL !

Words on marvel.. Nice motivation Stacy. Good morning!

I'm not depressed yet but closed to it cos I'm still in this shit hole.. Spent millions trying to travel out before covid struck, but some how I'm still stuck here... So painful and frustrating.

NiklauseFred:


Say it out it will help

I process information slowly, which in turn negatively affects the way I communicate with people. It makes me feel like what I call an "intelligent idiot" . The supposed idiocy manifests itself when I speak, and it goes the other way when I write or type.

I like to make friends but because of this, I hardly do and I feel that sometimes people misjudge and mistake me for a proud person. It's really frustrating because it restricts me. I can't really say I'm depressed, but I get mood swings most of the time.

Stacyomolola:

U can't possibly feel more terrible than i but i still brace up and put that damn smile on my face.
SO BE STRONG DARL !

Thank you Stacy.

Humanoid01:

I process information slowly, which in turn negatively affects the way I communicate with people. It makes me feel like what I call an "intelligent idiot" . The supposed idiocy manifests itself when I speak, and it goes the other way when I write or type.

I like to make friends but because of this, I hardly do and I feel that sometimes people misjudge and mistake me for a proud person. It's really frustrating because it restricts me. I can't really say I'm depressed, but I get mood swings most of the time.

You must be a super introvert.
I will reply back to this comment later.

NiklauseFred:

You must be a super introvert. I will reply back to this comment later.

Lol no, I'm not an introvert. I'm just socially anxious.

purples25:
Nice thread, but it might only bring trolls on those emotionally vunerable ones who try to share. There was a time when nl was cool and a good place for these kinds of topics. People really responded well and got support too, but now....

All the smart mouths and insensitive ones have flowed in, so its not safe anymore.

You can only blame the likes of pocohantas for the absolute shiitshow Nairaland has become

Humanoid01:

I process information slowly, which in turn negatively affects the way I communicate with people. It makes me feel like what I call an "intelligent idiot" . The supposed idiocy manifests itself when I speak, and it goes the other way when I write or type.

I like to make friends but because of this, I hardly do and I feel that sometimes people misjudge and mistake me for a proud person. It's really frustrating because it restricts me. I can't really say I'm depressed, but I get mood swings most of the time.

There's nothing wrong with you bro, surround yourself with those on the same wavelength as you.

NiklauseFred:
1.Nicoswit
2. Fidelismaria
3. niklausefred
4. Hadampson
5. Jaycew ( POLAND)*
6. Subomi007
7. lamboladee
8. SaintHillary
9. Vhuqnl
10. Joohan
11.Paccus
12. Richdee1
13. ichbinbrait
14. Canih28
15. olioxx
16. Savagethe21st
17. aziza45442
18. 2Lynx

Do I even need to listen them when I'm in a depression dispensing country

China112:
Graduated since 2016 and the only job I got in 2019 was that of a teacher with 12,500 naira salary. I stopped when I discovered I couldn't even feed and all my clothes were getting thorn at the back. My shoes too all worn out. 2020 was almost the same too.

A job I can't even afford to buy bread milk and groundnut without any fear of the money vanishing; a job I couldn't buy 1 new clothe with. I left and hope I won't look back.

Now I am here; broke, hungry, l don't know what I have done wrong and where I have err in life. Iam just Lost on life as if I am floating aimlessly through life.
Rent is almost due and I can't go back home. I am thinking of moving down to Lagos but I can't even afford ordinary #50 bike talkless of money to travel and also eat. I have never even been to Lagos before.

I don't want to talk about my friends who didn't even attend school or stopped at secondary school level. They are doing well with their children and wives .
Who do I blame? myself of course. It took me 5 years to get admission and when I got it, it was far from my dreams and ambition. if I had known, I would have waited some years more to get my desired course but people around me were already making mockery of me for not being in the university.

Now look at me trekking under hot sun from one establishment to the other trying to drop cv and see if there are openings. Most of those gateman don even mark my face. yeye people dem. Now look at me roaming jobs and vacancy section. l keep hoping maybe ndlea will shortlist me but it didn't happen and I kept refreshing my mail.
I keep hoping nscdc will shortlist even if it's by chance.
I am just depressed and tired of everything.

Sorry bro las las it will be fine, believe and keep your head up one day you will tell us here how GOD did it for you

Kuns84:


You can only blame the likes of pocohantas for the absolute shiitshow Nairaland has become

Nope. That's your opinion.

purples25:


Nope. That's your opinion.

Well, it's the truth. Take it or leave it.

The plight we face will fade away. I reserve my comment.

NiklauseFred:
1.Nicoswit
2. Fidelismaria
3. niklausefred

Boss man, na Nigeria dey make me depress ooo.

Bennysam:

Sorry bro las las it will be fine, believe and keep your head up one day you will tell us here how GOD did it for you

amen

Hadampson:


Do I even need to listen them when I'm in a depression dispensing country

Sorry boss
E go better

Come on guys let's talk

Alot of things