This life worth not living for especially when you have no other alternative to get the kind of help you are looking for. When I am gone do not bother typing "Rest In Peace" Children are meant to bury their parents but I think it will be the other way round, I am sorry mom

Falexduru:
This life worth not living for especially when you have no other alternative to get the kind of help you are looking for. When I am gone do not bother typing "Rest In Peace" Children are meant to bury their parents but I think it will be the other way round, I am sorry mom

Oboy use the 30k wey you raise start something.

Falexduru, I checked your profile and your personal text reads "THE LORD IS MY STRENGTH AND HOPE"

Why do you want to disappoint Him?

Thank you so very much and I think that was when I really believed and trusted in him. I have been crying for help since November 2020 for people to assist me in buying my mechanical tools box and paying for my apprentice fee so that I can go and learn and upgrade my generator repairing skills. I can't proceed with school anymore due to financial down in my family. Nobody to assist I am here in the village with my sick mother struggling with daily coins pay hustles that can't even buy my mum drugs. I just want to have my handwork to help my family. I am just 19yrs old I want to know how to be fixing, installing and coupling big generators, Mikano, industrial and factory generators. But with all my cry over and over nobody wants to believe me even when I said video calls and home visitation for verification is allowed I am ready to do anything as long as I will be helped. I just want to start the class but I can see that I have become a very big shame to my family and community for speaking out to seek help in pursuing my dreams. Some said they saw my post asking for help online now they started laughing at me and my family of which none of them rendered any help. Someone rented a room for me in Orlu since Dec I have not moved in because no single property to move in not even the tools box or the apprentice fee. I just don't know what else to do and since my crying out for help has become a laughing topic to my family in the community without any of them rendering the help, so be it let them be happy when they will hear that I AM NO MORE!!

thatgirl504:
Falexduru, I checked your profile and your personal text reads "THE LORD IS MY STRENGTH AND HOPE"

Why do you want to disappoint Him?

Falexduru:
Thank you so very much and I think that was when I really believed and trusted in him. I have been crying for help since November 2020 for people to assist me in buying my mechanical tools box and paying for my apprentice fee so that I can go and learn and upgrade my generator repairing skills. I can't proceed with school anymore due to financial down in my family. Nobody to assist I am here in the village with my sick mother struggling with daily coins pay hustles that can't even buy my mum drugs. I just want to have my handwork to help my family. I am just 19yrs old I want to know how to be fixing, installing and coupling big generators, Mikano, industrial and factory generators. But with all my cry over and over nobody wants to believe me even when I said video calls and home visitation for verification is allowed I am ready to do anything as long as I will be helped. I just want to start the class but I can see that I have become a very big shame to my family and community for speaking out to seek help in pursuing my dreams. Some said they saw my post asking for help online now they started laughing at me and my family of which none of them rendered any help. Someone rented a room for me in Orlu since Dec I have not moved in because no single property to move in not even the tools box or the apprentice fee. I just don't know what else to do and since my crying out for help has become a laughing topic to my family in the community without any of them rendering the help, so be it let them be happy when they will hear that I AM NO MORE!!

If you think suicide is the best honor you can give to your Creator and your mom, then do it since you don't have sense.