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God Please Don't Allow Me Die Now by ChildOfDoom: 2:53pm On Feb 28, 2021
I am not a hardened criminal. I am not a terrorist. I am not a sickler. I am just a gentleman who deep down has amiable qualities and a good heart. But my addictions are about to destroy me. I really wish to be alive for the foreseeable future. That way my result (just out where I made second class upper) will be put to productive use to make my mum proud. I don't want to remain a wasted sperm that keeps leeching my mum of the little she has. No day I don't sleep without fear of my pending doom. I will let you in on some obnoxious acts the devil instilled in me that will likely kill me or make me get hurt sooner than later..........
Re: God Please Don't Allow Me Die Now by Nobody: 2:59pm On Feb 28, 2021
hmm...better ask for God's help. Remember no matter the amount of evil u feel u have done, God is willing to have mercy on u and help u. Also, remember he sent his son Jesus Christ to die for ur sake. There's help for u if u ask

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Re: God Please Don't Allow Me Die Now by Nobody: 3:03pm On Feb 28, 2021
lol this guy again..


it's his name for me "child of doom"grin

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Re: God Please Don't Allow Me Die Now by Dissap: 3:05pm On Feb 28, 2021
I don't know about others, but I think God has forgotten me or maybe he now cares less.
Re: God Please Don't Allow Me Die Now by ChildOfDoom: 3:07pm On Feb 28, 2021
Gambling

The worst of them all. Since 2015 I have been stuck in the unending addiction of betting. Due to my eloquence,I convinced friends, colleagues, family and strangers to lend me money for school or business. All lost to betting. I fled Benin where I worked before after using graduation fees of students to gamble. Just last year I took my mum to my Director where I teach, to beg to be given some months to pay back 101,000 of enrolment of some students I played Bet9ja virtual with. He agreed and allowed me pay back installmentally. It took me 6 months I starved to pay back from my meagre salary.

My Director made a mistake of making me Principal in 2021 despite knowing my antecedents. I should never have been put in a position where I will see money. So far, of 700,000 paid through me for WAEC enrolment, I have squandered 289,000. Why make a gambler Principal? He was blinded by my diligence and brilliance. How do I pay back before April or May ( when WAEC will start).

This time around, he might leave me to be pounced on by those I duped or I will be arrested. God!! Help your son. I am scared of torture or prison sentence
Re: God Please Don't Allow Me Die Now by ChildOfDoom: 3:26pm On Feb 28, 2021
love for sugary snacks/carbonated drinks

Since 2010, I have been like a Pepsi ambassador. I drink Pepsi for fun. I take lots of carbonated drinks as a sign of 'good life' and 'healthy living' for me. At the height of my addiction, I take up to three Pepsi a day, after I get feeble from chronic masturbation. I don't eat biscuit with no taste like Carbin. I patronise biscuits like Festo and pure Bliss. At first, I felt discomfort at the right side of my stomach. Now both sides gives me unease. I Know in some months time I will be searching for a donor for kidney transplant. I have obviously damaged my two kidneys. I pray I have enough time to get a good paying job of over 80,000 to reward my mum for all her struggle for us before my internal organs 'pack up'.


My mum has been my pillar ever since my dad duped many people to gamble and fled to Benin. I am tired of making my mum cry. But my only source of comfort for now after I gamble a lot is masturbation and Pepsi
Re: God Please Don't Allow Me Die Now by ChildOfDoom: 3:37pm On Feb 28, 2021
other addictions

I lust over young girls. I wonder why teens are the ones I love sex chatting with. Despite knowing that my chats can be used against me to get arrested.

I love masturbating a lot. At the height of it, I do it for five straight hours. My dick is literally soft and weak. I feel pains round my pelvic region. At times blurred vision and back pain after intense self-service. I have irregular erection and I am a two-seconds man. Any lady who marries me now will live a life of regret.

I am also fond of buying fairly used goods. Like the current phone I am using was bought from Hausa Quarters at a cheap rate. This is a place where stolen phones are sold. A strange number has been calling me ever since. I guess I am being tracked. I hope I don't get tortured or jailed.
Re: God Please Don't Allow Me Die Now by ChildOfDoom: 3:54pm On Feb 28, 2021
Puloc:
hmm...better ask for God's help. Remember no matter the amount of evil u feel u have done, God is willing to have mercy on u and help u. Also, remember he sent his son Jesus Christ to die for ur sake. There's help for u if u ask
hmm. I did before but he didn't do anything to stop my addiction. I will reach out next week Sunday again
Re: God Please Don't Allow Me Die Now by Nobody: 4:02pm On Feb 28, 2021
ChildOfDoom:
hmm. I did before but he didn't do anything to stop my addiction. I will reach out next week Sunday again
I believe Jesus Christ truly heals. I'm not perfect either.
Re: God Please Don't Allow Me Die Now by thatsleepboy1: 4:05pm On Feb 28, 2021
You again ooo

Na wa o
Re: God Please Don't Allow Me Die Now by ifytrik(m): 4:26pm On Feb 28, 2021
thatsleepboy1:
You again ooo
Na wa o
Re: God Please Don't Allow Me Die Now by Nobody: 7:07pm On Feb 28, 2021
You never still die since? It’s been many months now

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Re: God Please Don't Allow Me Die Now by Neimar: 7:08pm On Feb 28, 2021
grin

Funny clown

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Re: God Please Don't Allow Me Die Now by ChildOfDoom: 8:36pm On Feb 28, 2021
SmellySperm:
lol this guy again..


it's his name for me "child of doom"grin
I swear I will change the name if any one can proffer solutions
Re: God Please Don't Allow Me Die Now by Blessed3030(m): 8:37pm On Feb 28, 2021
u again?
Re: God Please Don't Allow Me Die Now by Offpoint1: 9:14pm On Feb 28, 2021
You derive job in writing fictions, while not convert the talent to write for money?

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Re: God Please Don't Allow Me Die Now by Nobody: 9:20pm On Feb 28, 2021
There is no devil anywhere. you are an addict who loves ruining his own life, only to cry for pity on social media.

I always believe your stories are fake though, I think you just want to educate us on the dangers of gambling.

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Re: God Please Don't Allow Me Die Now by ChildOfDoom: 6:52am On Mar 01, 2021
Dissap:
I don't know about others, but I think God has forgotten me or maybe he now cares less.
hmm. Are you into gambling too?
Re: God Please Don't Allow Me Die Now by sunshineV(f): 8:55am On Mar 01, 2021
ChildOfDoom:
I swear I will change the name if any one can proffer solutions
no solution bro ur time is up. make i give u rope?
Re: God Please Don't Allow Me Die Now by ChildOfDoom: 11:18am On Mar 01, 2021
thatsleepboy1:
You again ooo

Na wa o
yes, me again. Close to six years now. I don't know what enters me when I receive huge alert. It's diabolic. I have so far restrained for about seven days. Please put me in prayers.

The other time, I restrained for 19 days before getting back to my gambling addiction. I hope I go all the way this time. Little money in my hand now doesn't move me to gamble. It's only when I receive a big alert I need to work onsad
Re: God Please Don't Allow Me Die Now by Nobody: 1:05pm On Mar 01, 2021
Hi, stop being childish and irresponsible. You don't need God to perform a miracle on you cause you don't need one. There's no spirit that's drawing you to gambling, it's your habit, you have to stop bad habit. Bro, take control of your life... Remember you are what you make yourself out of life.
Re: God Please Don't Allow Me Die Now by karkinase(m): 1:17pm On Mar 01, 2021
This guy u still never wise up...jeez
Wake up its 2021 already..

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Re: God Please Don't Allow Me Die Now by InfernoNig: 2:34pm On Mar 01, 2021
Your case is different. I will advice you talk to God about it and also someone, maybe a pastor or an elder you respect for advice.
Re: God Please Don't Allow Me Die Now by Chummynoni(m): 2:51pm On Mar 01, 2021
You no go kill me with laughter. Lol
Stop virtual bro. It is the easiest path to poverty and depression .
Re: God Please Don't Allow Me Die Now by specialmati(m): 3:48pm On Mar 01, 2021
ChildOfDoom:
I swear I will change the name if any one can proffer solutions
solution is here.any habit that fails to stop will stop with fasting and prayer.now the solution to your bad habit is fasting and prayer.read the book fasting and prayer thee atomic bomb with God.you will fast for 3days every week drinking only water until you are free from those habits. starve your fresh and feed your spirit. cry to God to have mercy and restore you.I can shed more light if you want.a man in the fresh will keep doing the things the fresh want but a man of the spirit is not control by his fresh anymore.only you can set yourself free from bondage with Gods help
Re: God Please Don't Allow Me Die Now by specialmati(m): 3:55pm On Mar 01, 2021
Dissap:
I don't know about others, but I think God has forgotten me or maybe he now cares less.
you are wrong bro God said in his word that He will never forget you.His is God the only one that keeps his word.the issue here is you.Satan make it seems like God forget you.I dont know what the problem you are passing through but I think you should humble yourself and seek God.He wants you back to Himself.He loves you
Re: God Please Don't Allow Me Die Now by specialmati(m): 3:59pm On Mar 01, 2021
ChildOfDoom:
hmm. I did before but he didn't do anything to stop my addiction. I will reach out next week Sunday again
you are the one to stop your addictions by yourself by feeding your spirit more than feeding your fresh.every man problem is as a result of the desire of his fresh.fast and pray on this issue you will see the power to over come it is in you just that its not activated. shalom
Re: God Please Don't Allow Me Die Now by ChildOfDoom: 6:43am On Mar 02, 2021
Chummynoni:
You no go kill me with laughter. Lol
Stop virtual bro. It is the easiest path to poverty and depression .
true. I am not prospering. I look unkempt. I think only a curse to run mad if I play again can stop me
Re: God Please Don't Allow Me Die Now by ChildOfDoom: 2:49pm On Mar 02, 2021
Carchoice:
You never still die since? It’s been many months now
God has always found a way to help me escape my pending doom
Re: God Please Don't Allow Me Die Now by ChildOfDoom: 5:18pm On Mar 03, 2021
karkinase:
This guy u still never wise up...jeez
Wake up its 2021 already..
hmm true. I really hoped this year would be different
Re: God Please Don't Allow Me Die Now by ChildOfDoom: 8:05pm On Mar 03, 2021
FinianIb:
Hi, stop being childish and irresponsible. You don't need God to perform a miracle on you cause you don't need one. There's no spirit that's drawing you to gambling, it's your habit, you have to stop bad habit. Bro, take control of your life... Remember you are what you make yourself out of life.
true sir. Bad habit. If I could take back the hands of time, I will do better. You need to see how serious and focused I am now after involving myself in troubling situations. My thoughts are unsettling me now sad
Re: God Please Don't Allow Me Die Now by Nobody: 8:29pm On Mar 03, 2021
ChildOfDoom:
true sir. Bad habit. If I could take back the hands of time, I will do better. You need to see how serious and focused I am now after involving myself in troubling situations. My thoughts are unsettling me now sad

U don't need to take back the hands of time, now's your perfect time. You've learnt from your mistake now is the time to correct yourself. Wish you the best bro!

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