Nothing really interest me bout life and that's what is Crazy. Aside doing The Creator's will on Earth, Life is meaningless to me. I was saying it one day that if someone should offer me a billion dollars now or Death to go rest with my Saviour in Heaven, I'd choose to Die. I atimes question why I'm born without my consent

Am I suffering? NO

Am I going thr hard time? NO

Am I depressed? Not really

I can't say I'm there yet but I'm doing just well for myself. Mum and Pops wants me to get a wife cuz I'm their only Son but nothing irritates and disgust me more than the thought of Marriage and me getting Married. I don't care bout having Kids or maybe I'll need some younger folks to take care of me in the future or something related. I've got a girl throwing herself at me that check on me all the time, a very good pretty decent girl to say the most, but I'm just so indifferent bout her tho a part of me feels for her but I'm just looking at something bigger.

Lately I noticed I've been able to convince some of my guys why they don't need to marry and why marriage shouldn't be a thing they consider, making em understand marriage makes you sacrifice so much of your future and really nothing to gain from it.

So far I've been able to cause bout 2 break ups amongst my guys. I was talking with one yesterday and he was like he's seeing sense in what I've been telling them since, and I'm just here asking me, is this the right way to go? Do I really need to see a therapist? have I stayed so much alone and I'm now addicted to it?? Is there any way my mind can be renewed? Or am I just ok and nothing is wrong with me?

Guys do you think I'm alright??

Dominique rocktation mynd44

Anyone with a MODICUM of critical thinking will feel the same way you do.

Solomon had wealth, wisdom, women and a throne YET he concluded that life is MEANINGLESS.

The idea of getting married and pumping out kids that'll face a different form of the challenges that I faced physically REPULSES me.

This level of awareness comes with a price. That's what you are paying now.

Wake up. People like you end you having four wives with many kids.

“ I was saying it one day that if someone should offer me a billion dollars now or Death to go rest with my Saviour in Heaven, I'd choose to Die.”

Are you aware there’s no cat-fish pepper soup, beer, cigarettes, and pvssy’s in the after life?

Appreciate life hommie, the Audi’s, Ferrari, Lamborghini and Mercedes don’t exist in the after life.

Enjoy every moment please!

Do you have an idea what 1 billy will do? Heaven can never be that interesting with what 1 billy will do on Earth.

Have you had whole cow tail pepper soup with orange juice before? Ofe Nsala and pounded yam with fresh and palm wine?

Have you bribed your way through situations before and come out victorious?

What makes you think the after life is fun? Earth we have witnessed, Heaven still a fiction as of date. And what of you make it to hell? #DoubleWahala

Hommie! Don’t fall for the trick!

Earth is fvckin sweet!

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Nothing really interest me bout life and that's what is Crazy. Aside doing The Creator's will on Earth, Life is meaningless to me. I was saying it one day that if someone should offer me a billion dollars now or Death to go rest with my Saviour in Heaven, I'd choose to Die. I atimes question why I'm born without my consent

Am I suffering? NO

Am I going thr hard time? NO

Am I depressed? Not really

I can't say I'm there yet but I'm doing just well for myself. Mum and Pops wants me to get a wife cuz I'm their only Son but nothing irritates and disgust me more than the thought of Marriage and me getting Married. I don't care bout having Kids or maybe I'll need some younger folks to take care of me in the future or something related. I've got a girl throwing herself at me that check on me all the time, a very good pretty decent girl to say the most, but I'm just so indifferent bout her tho a part of me feels for her but I'm just looking at something bigger.

Lately I noticed I've been able to convince some of my guys why they don't need to marry and why marriage shouldn't be a thing they consider, making em understand marriage makes you sacrifice so much of your future and really nothing to gain from it.

So far I've been able to cause bout 2 break ups amongst my guys. I was talking with one yesterday and he was like he's seeing sense in what I've been telling them since, and I'm just here asking me, is this the right way to go? Do I really need to see a therapist? have I stayed so much alone and I'm now addicted to it?? Is there any way my mind can be renewed? Or am I just ok and nothing is wrong with me?

Guys do you think I'm alright??

Dominique rocktation mynd44

If life is meaningless, why do we fight to be alive?

My theory is the meaning of life is to fight and die

It is what every man does even in the most terrible of situations like war.

As for the issue of marriage,

It is not wrong of you to think of the cons of marriage

But you need to think of it this way...

Is marriage creating a sustainable environment for a good life or destroying it?

If everyone took your stance on marriage, who would we pass down our knowledge and wisdom to?

Just rethink things through these perspectives.

If you want to talk more, you can dm me on telegram, same username.