i got dissed badly by viewers of my last post. i appears i made a typographical error walahi na my fault no be printers devil.

anyway, me and my girl we cool, we tight. but i have this pathological fear that she could leave me hanging dry soon am thinking of pushing her away before she hurts me. i have been hurt before and i took some time to recover.

i hate thinking and feeling this way.

If you keep execting the other shoe to drop then it will. Stop waiting for/wanting her to break your heart. Where you mind goes your body will sure follow and what you put out to the universe you get back.

Think positively and just sit back and enjoy your relationship. You will surely push her away if you keep thinking she is going to leave.