When you really love someone, they're all you tend to see. Your eyes turn blind to the red flags that attempt to destroy your fantasy. Before you know it, you realize you were living a lie. Deception never allows you to "wonder why". You'll quickly learn that when it's meant to be, it will all fall into place...but if it's not destiny, it will fall apart right in front of your face. Still, you thought, you hoped, you prayed and really believed that this was IT. You knew that you knew that you KNEW that this was legit! If it's meant to be broken, it could never be fixed. God knew you were going to love the wrong one. Don't you know, "There's nothing new under the sun"? Thank The LORD that He saved you from yourself when you didn't have the strength to. Stop holding onto the past and begin anew. Stop trying and do you. Remember that when Love is true, it will cater to you.