ebuetor: Hello, Goodevening. Pornography as criping into high schools, viewing the pages of various magazines with friends, exposing explicit images in our subconcious, being stored in our little mind and as teenages keep feeding on it. During those days, i my idle periods, alone in my room, i get a play back of those illicit, raw images of what we watched, through the pages of those porn magazine, that when i discovered the act of masturbation. That was were i found myself, a victim of that, back then in my early years, a battle i later over come when i was previlaged to get a first hand view and understanding about it, that i just could not but discipline my life to starve and kill, such feelings from consuming.
What you are about to read really happened , there was no manner of friction added, neither was anything removed. (To some this may be just a nightmare, to me it was my realisation)

As a teenager in a private secondary school, ful of life and under the influence of your peers, i took the freedom , i had to explore, because i am naturally curious and very restless, having many friends, i was introduced into looking into unlawful images, of the pornograghic world. I was intrigued, my active mind , recorded , page after page.
After school hours back at home in my place of privacy, i indulge myself in the practise of recalling, playing back all that was sighted from the image magazine from school, at such clearity, i found myself entering into an act of ''steaming out'' another level i never know it name, but knew it should be done in private.
This act continued without geting the neccesary counselling.
Now this is it, i noticed everytime, am right there in the middle of the act, a bird, the brown ones that looks like a dove, will land by my window, while staring through my window, it makes a ''coo'' ''coo'' sound, standing there,fixed, i get distracted and irritated, i would stop with my ''act'' and i would stop and just look at this bird in fear. This scenero happened EVERYTIME, i mean, EVERYTIME, when am into that dirty act. It was wired, It got to a time, when i know am falling into the temptation again, i would say to myself, ''that stupid bird wil come again'', so i would close my curtain, but only to hear the bird making a ''coo, coo'' sound on the roof top. In my heart i knew it was like a siqn from God to say, ''i can see you'', ''i know what you are doing'', ''am watching, stop this''.
Very funny,isnt it? I wasnt for me then. This continued until one day........

On this particular day, i found my self falling into the same tempted, after viewing a pornographic magazine, i decided to ''steam out'' in private......
After ''burning out'' i laid on my bed, closing my eyes, i was still. After 2/3 minutes, everywhere began to shake, my room, my bed in which am on,i could not get up, the rumbling crashing sound, loke something is about to open up, laying in bed, i raised my head up, to see what the comotion was all about,but just there at the extreme end of my bed, at the exert spot, i had comited this ''act'', puffing rushing, white smoke, like a volcanic eruption, began to emit from the spot on the ground, it was as if the ground had opened up, with flash of yellow light flashing from below, the room became darker, as darkness filled the room, yellow flashes like thunder from the open ground,( even now as i write, am feeling emotional). The smell was terrible, like burning hairs, or something odd. Spring up from beneath,i opened my mouth to scream at my first hand horror,a huge, b
BLACK and bulky,looking something, like a fat , muscular, hairy gorilla, rose with a rage, growling cry, a painful cry, a wicked and vicious cry, its eyes just stared at me,(if you want to get a sample of how this creature looks like, then watch...i think the hollywood movie it was angels and demons or was it The Da Vinci Code, one of this two, but in the movie, two shadow looking creatures like smoke, came out of nowhere to attack a man in the libary. Note my encounter was before these movies, i only flashed back to my encounter after watching the movie)
I knew he could see me, i know , he knew i was in the room, ALONE, much to my greatest shocking observation, laying there on the bed, he progressed towards me, every step he took while approaching me, from the end of the bed to my side, he make growling sound,my mouth was open and out of breath, i had even exhusted my self from my ''dirty act'', i looked into its eyes, he looked me straight in my eye, reaching my side, he jumped on me, like an animal ready to devor its prey, a violent struggle began, its weight made my bed move forward, backward. I remember its palms, its arms, the heat from its mouth and pricky hairy body...oh God, sometimes i wonder how i took this in normally. Its body was hot, i think it was trying to reach for my heart, then my ear, i wrestled, oh sweat pour over me in a second right there on my bed, then with one last strenght, managed to push it down my bed,the growling stoped, while i breath heavily, sweat rolled down my cheeks. Just then, i turned to the ground, looked down and i saw was seems to be a transformation taking place, i blinked like three times and it had become a woman, the woman rose from the ground. She was beautiful, and i was ready again for another battle, i struggled with her, but quickly gaveup her aim, she moved backward, looking me in the eye, back to the spot,emiting white smoke entered back into the ground, and the smoke followed behinde her, the earth shook, and all was calm, the light was restored. I trully awake all this while,i was too scared to move,i didnt know what next would happen, laying on my bed there, i though ''maybe its still around the corner?'', ''should i run out the house?''. I managed to sit up, my heart beating, and i instantly recalled my ''act of masturbation'' before the encounter, i felt like, '' what am i doing to my life?'',''how far have i been indulging in this act?'', '' so i was invoking evil spirits with my secret act'', i was just in numerous thoughts.

I just want you to know that, i really dont know why this happen to me, was it that when people ''do the act'', they invite unseen spirit into their lives unknowningly, is it that when people do such things they allow easy assess of them selfs to be tormented by the agent of hell, or was it coincident,like some people will say, '' you dey smoke too much weed'', was the monitoring bird, just common with everyone, was it just my imagination, i dont think so. I really do not, because after coming in contact with those things, i knew, a door opens in you body, heart or soul, when you meditate, and steam out, through which the oppressor gets an easy assess into, to control. I want to believe, that creature normally could have entered me, unknowingly, thus deliverance would be needed, just becos pf a ''easy thing'' as viewing pornography and masturbating to it.
To some its funny, to me to was life changing.
I am not ashamed to write the truth.....

majour: Poetry


It was all in ur head

tchidi: *hugging my bible*

I sometimes experience de javu... Something happens and I have the feeling I've witnessed it before...

That's all....

If I no fit sleep, na una fault..

addictiv:
Me too....sometimes I do something n I feel I have done that same thing in that particular pattern b4. My friends say i am an old soul trapped in a young body.

zeb04: Ebeutor I believe u nd I know it is not in ur head. I know of somone who said dat wenever she self servce she alwys notice someone by d window dress in white nd after self servicing d man wil just walk away. No matter where she does d act, be it in a frnds house wenever she just releases lik dat she sees d man walking away. She dosnt know who dat person is but she prayed nd told God 2 help her and she said now d act disgust her alot

Joel.:


maybe its her spirit husband who come in search for her if she is really fucking some other guy it happens like that. as they always watch the show.


there is this girl i know who only get the beating of her life each time she had sex, that night its a war for her with beating. there are sometime she collapse and end up in the hospital. she was in the church always for several deliverance here and there but no solution, and i don't know what her condition is right now. but i pray God help her.

chidyhels: why u dey recycle this story by this time of the day?

Sarah a: not only you. It happens to me severally times and I will start thinking.
Most times it comes as a event or me chating or doing something which looks extactly as if have seen such event before.I told a friend about it ,her response was that ,may be the I saw it first and my dream.

zeb04: Ebeutor I believe u nd I know it is not in ur head. I know of somone who said dat wenever she self servce she alwys notice someone by d window dress in white nd after self servicing d man wil just walk away. No matter where she does d act, be it in a frnds house wenever she just releases lik dat she sees d man walking away. She dosnt know who dat person is but she prayed nd told God 2 help her and she said now d act disgust her alot

gazilion: @ebuetor, I understand what you are saying. I know the spiritual world is even more real than the physical and most things that manifest physically are mostly a confirmation of spiritual activities. The bible said, "that though we walk in the flesh, we war not after the flesh but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of darkness of this world and against SPIRITUAL WICKEDNESS in heavenly places." I've prayed for people before who had spiritual issues and their experiences sometimes could make a feeble mind afraid.

However, in all these things, as a child of God and because the weapons of our warfare are not carnal..., we are more than conquerors through Jesus Christ. Be very prayerful and always plead the blood of Jesus.

Ebuetor, Are you born-again?

sunkoye: An sure ebuetor is gifted. But am nt sure if He is neutral or a christian. Either way what ever u came back to look for u will sure find it. Its just a matter of time. Bt trust me u will get full understanding as a christian. Back to ur newest revelation, av always believe imoral activites weakens out spiritual body opening cracks for evil spirit. Its concequence penetrate the physical body nuking the spirit. The best way to fall is engaging in immorality. The do feed on it a lot. I call it siritual suicide! I will love to chat with you privately on watsapp. Cheers

gazilion: @ebuetor, I understand what you are saying. I know the spiritual world is even more real than the physical and most things that manifest physically are mostly a confirmation of spiritual activities. The bible said, "that though we walk in the flesh, we war not after the flesh but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of darkness of this world and against SPIRITUAL WICKEDNESS in heavenly places." I've prayed for people before who had spiritual issues and their experiences sometimes could make a feeble mind afraid.

However, in all these things, as a child of God and because the weapons of our warfare are not carnal..., we are more than conquerors through Jesus Christ. Be very prayerful and always plead the blood of Jesus.

Ebuetor, Are you born-again?

sunkoye: bros, the issues is we that claimed city life are blind to it. We look but don't see. We are negligent of the unseen world. But we are most active participant. My prayer to El shadai my God is to grant me spiritual wisdom. Dat was the olny thing i asked for this year! And am trustin Lord for it! Cheers.

ebuetor:

gazilion thanks for your comment. Hmmmm....that all these things happened in the past, gave me the transformation, maturity , and proper insight i need in my spiritual life, rising to the peak of being a determined follower and believer of jesus christ being a grown man. So yes i am. Thankyou gaz

ebuetor:
of how powerful it is to command the ground on which you walk on ,to favour, to be a blessing, to be good to you, everymorning, while praying. Not only the ground, the air and water. Wen i knew these truth,my life transformed. But THEY will call it craziness. Thankyou zeb.

mizzthang: Mine was not all that at all...

I was in my room...primary five...and it was time for solar (Muslim prayers), and I could here the call to prayer and my dad calling me from the passage on his way to the kitchen for whatever... I wanted to get up... I couldn't, it was like some hands were pushing me down...,I was shouting for my dad in my head...nothing was coming out of my mouth... I could feel the presence of people in my room, and on my bed I felt their weight... The door opened a crack, like someone took a peep... And then closed... Then my toes, something was pulling at my toes...I kept wiggling my toes... And then at that age, I was 8, I started saying 'Laila ila Allahu severally in my head....and then the bed started shaking, I heard my name, so sounded like a friend of mine in school... and there was silence...the laila la I was saying just came out loud and strong and I screamed for my dad.... He came running and asked what the problem was...he looked around...nodded and opened the windows...he took my hand and led me out of the room, me and my two other sisters started sleeping in his bed...he got a smaller mattress and that was his bed till we're we're in s.s..2.... Cos of sleep overs... I became a terror, if u mistakenly offer me sweets and I say ni and you get insistent....na fight oo.l. As a primary five pupil...I was suspended three times for fighting...

Till now, I feel weird sleeping in beds...i toss and turn buh if it's just a mattress on the floor, I sleep very well.

This is very true....

A lot of peep said I was/am ogbanje, be that...I just say 'waka....

I broke her hand a day after though,,, accused her and we struggled and she fell down the Stairs.... Funmilola Omolola... St Bernadette's private school.

mizzthang: Mine was not all that at all...

I was in my room...primary five...and it was time for solar (Muslim prayers), and I could here the call to prayer and my dad calling me from the passage on his way to the kitchen for whatever... I wanted to get up... I couldn't, it was like some hands were pushing me down...,I was shouting for my dad in my head...nothing was coming out of my mouth... I could feel the presence of people in my room, and on my bed I felt their weight... The door opened a crack, like someone took a peep... And then closed... Then my toes, something was pulling at my toes...I kept wiggling my toes... And then at that age, I was 8, I started saying 'Laila ila Allahu severally in my head....and then the bed started shaking, I heard my name, so sounded like a friend of mine in school... and there was silence...the laila la I was saying just came out loud and strong and I screamed for my dad.... He came running and asked what the problem was...he looked around...nodded and opened the windows...he took my hand and led me out of the room, me and my two other sisters started sleeping in his bed...he got a smaller mattress and that was his bed till we're we're in s.s..2.... Cos of sleep overs... I became a terror, if u mistakenly offer me sweets and I say ni and you get insistent....na fight oo.l. As a primary five pupil...I was suspended three times for fighting...

Till now, I feel weird sleeping in beds...i toss and turn buh if it's just a mattress on the floor, I sleep very well.

This is very true....

A lot of peep said I was/am ogbanje, be that...I just say 'waka....

I broke her hand a day after though,,, accused her and we struggled and she fell down the Stairs.... Funmilola Omolola... St Bernadette's private school.

San Miguel:

Hummm u be winch ?

4tunebest: Every thing you encounterd after that 'act' (The smoke from the ground, the creature,etc) and other weird stuff happens in the spiritual anytime one indulges in such secret sin, but you were just privileged to see it with your natural eyes. That wasnt the first time smoke came from the ground but that was the first time your spiritual eyes were opened to see the consequences of your act.

Thank God it's all in the past



This works like magic. I would have shared my experience but cant type long story

gazilion:

@Op thank God for your life. Do these experiences run in your family? or did anyone in your lineage had past similar experiences?