i lost my virginity when i was 18. My boyfriend was pressuring me to sleep with him , saying that he had a hard on constantly and that he might hurt someone or kill himself if we didnt do it. (he had slept with other girls before) I was depressed at the time. I gave him presents, money etc but he insisted, sending me text saying don't come round if you don't do it.
i was tight i screamed and cried a bit, i said it was ok , eventually he did it, and i felt sore. and afterwards he was really happy, i just left straight away went home and cried. this is consent. but i feel so bad that i let him, it was upsetting and i just let it happen, i didnt want it to be like that.

I have really low self esteem i ve always been told i m unattractive and stupid, i guess thats why i didn't stand up for myself. it has been a few years, i m not with him, but i have never had a proper boyfriend since then and never been involved sexually with meaning with anyone since. i want a boyfriend, but nobody likes me in that way. just him. I know he has other relationships, i have deleted myself from facebook because i drifted from my friends too much and have not really met many new people.he did get very obsessive over me, telling me he loved me all the time. now i will never have anyone who will love me again like he did

not spoken to him in years, was thinking about contacting him, i d like to talk about stuff, i think i want him as a friend, is that ok?he always said he would be there for me , i have a horrible feeling he never was.

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