Sitting alone on this day in deep thoughts, like many other days in recent times...I am no longer a teenager, no longer twenty something, I am grown and matured, an achiever in my space....but I look back at my first true love whom I lost to my headiness many years back! I recall how much she would cry and sob to get my attention to forgive her and have her back....but I was stubborn and didnt cut her any slack. I made up my mind, I can't share my future with her...just for a flimsy reason which I could have managed better.

We planned together what tommorow will be, we prayed, we shared true pure moments straight from the heart! She is naive and I was also but never will accept....it was a relationship of model...pure before Man and God but sadly it was not meant to be.

I got married to another before her, she moved on after.....We are both blessed in our space but while my marriage is great, my heart intermitently betrays me! The memories of my first love is always in my heart, my Dove, tender and graceful... While it's all impossible now, I have prayed to God to give you the grace to forgive me and may your marriage continue to flourish. I trust him to give me peace too and also flourish my marriage forever....

Fellow esteemed Nairalanders, are there a few in my shoes, you may want to share and salute the "love you missed"....

ŦĨŔŚŤ ĹŐVĔ ĎĤ ßĔ ĹĨĶĔ ĴÚĴÚ

donigspain: YES, there are many of YOUs.

ŤĤĨŚ ČŐMMĔŃŤ MÁĎĔ MŶ ĎÁŶ

GEJ

Forgive yourself, I have forgiven you and I'm happy wherever I am.

Had one back then but I was naive
He's married now. Too late to cry when the head is cut off

I still miss her. genotype separated us. She's happily married with kids while am still praying for Lord mercy and blessings