My sister dont give hope yet, since you said you still love your husband there are a lot you still need to do to get him back. Since you said he goes to church and you too goes to church, go to your pastor tell him your home is breaking, i believe via prayer he can call your husband to order by inviting him to settle things with you. Thank and i will put you in my prayers but dont leave your husband, what God joined together let no man put asunder including you.