"PETALS" I've often wondered if there's Ever been a perfect family I've always longed for undividedness And sought stability A flower taught me how to pray But as I grew , that flower changed She started failing in the wind Like golden petals scattering And I miss you dandelion And even love you And I wish there was a way For me to trust you But it hurts me every time I try to touch you But I miss you dandelion And even love you I gravitated towards a patriarch So young predictably I was resigned to spend my life With a maze of misery A boy and a girl befriended me We ' re bonded through despondency I stayed so long but finally I fled to save my sanity And I miss you little sis and Little brother And I hope you realize I ' ll always love you And although you're struggling You will recover. So many I considered Closest to me Turned on a dime and sold me Out dutifully Although that knife was chipping Away at me They turned their eyes away and Went home to sleep. And I missed a lot of life But I ' ll recover Though I know you really like To see me suffer Still I wish that you and I ' d Forgive each other ' Cause I miss you, mi patre And really loved you I tried so hard But you drove me away To preserve my sanity And I found the strength to break away.